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Related: Editorials & Other Articles, Issue Forums, Alliance Forums, Region ForumsDUers, what did your dad do or say during your childhood that has influenced how you live
to this day?
elleng
(130,864 posts)Dad was the most important influence on my life.
A major one: "If you can't say anything nice, don't say anything at all.'
He lived to be 98 so we had many years with him, but not enough.
malaise
(268,912 posts)Dad took us for early morning walks and taught all of us to swim. Then he'd take us to the market and buy fresh fruit. I still exercise four days a week and eat fresh fruit daily.
He also told us that if we forget our history we could find ourselves back in the cane piece (cane fields).
He took us to nearly every sports event as well.
elleng
(130,864 posts)Mother passed when I was young, and he kept us together thereafter. He remarried a fine woman, so I had 2 mothers.
Orange juice and fresh bread every day!
And a lawyer who hoped to inspire me to do the same. He did, by example. Somehow, 'justice' always a main concern. Brother's also an attorney. THEY went to 'The Garden' together!' And ME, to the ballet!
And TRAVEL, we all went to Europe, October 4, 1957! KNOW what ELSE happened on that date???
malaise
(268,912 posts)Nice dad.
Dad and mom took me to England - he wanted me to study law at his University. I said no - law was not for me. The sister after me is the lawyer and now another sister's daughter as well.
Sounds like you had a great dad and two great moms.
elleng
(130,864 posts)And a nephew was born on Oct. 4 MANY years later! A date that shall remain in 'infamy!'
VERY great dad, and just returned from trip to grocery in his car, which he gave me when he (thankfully) realized he shouldn't drive any longer. 2 great moms too.
I said the same as you to Dad about me studying law; hadn't adopted it for myself until I'd worked as a legal secretary in legal services agencies, and decided, I can do THAT!!! So went home to NY from Chicago with a 'surprise!' We can only guess what they thought the surprise was! I said, I'm going to law school! GREAT delight among them all!
malaise
(268,912 posts)He never knew
elleng
(130,864 posts)We had the funnest conversations, when they came up to DC, and if my brother, and cousin who lived here (and helped me get a job here) visited, it was a riot of legal discourse! (My husband tool) Poor Mom!)
steve2470
(37,457 posts)I try to follow that.
bettyellen
(47,209 posts)steve2470
(37,457 posts)JustAnotherGen
(31,810 posts)He wasn't a creative man himself but he loved all of it - art, music, ballet, crafters, actors, singers.
He would look at the stars at night - because he believed that was where creativity lies. Up there.
malaise
(268,912 posts)Mom taught us art, music, ballet, etc athough I can sing every song on most Gilbert and Sullivan shows thanks to dad playing them on Sundays. He also exposed us to the great jazz masters (and mistresses).
JustAnotherGen
(31,810 posts)Your country does things that it tells you and wants you to believe only other countries do.
He was Green Beret in the 60's and 70's - he do some of those things. He knew.
malaise
(268,912 posts)Response to malaise (Original post)
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BeyondGeography
(39,369 posts)Which is funny because we disagree on just about everything. But he has his own form of integrity, his own truths and he has lived a life that makes sense to him, a good life.
I took that statement to heart, always will. Thank you for asking.
malaise
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abelenkpe
(9,933 posts)in order to be a good secretary.
Silly guy.
He was wrong about not making money as an artist, but I am glad that I learned to type.
Mom made me learn to type
FarPoint
(12,335 posts)In later years, he always would wear this ball cap that said, " I'm like Reagan, I always forget". Oh...he'd also say to republicans, " I'll hug your elephant if you would kiss my ass".
malaise
(268,912 posts)Hahahahahha - love it
Tikki
(14,556 posts)He knew I didn't have a father and I know now this was his way of making me feel like I was a part of the family.
What a wonderful man he was and I got to share him with the children and the children-in-law for 40 years
until he passed.
I love you CB...
Tikki
JNelson6563
(28,151 posts)He was a wise and kind hearted soul. I feel most fortunate to have had him for a dad.
Julie
malaise
(268,912 posts)I did learn that hard work is nothing to be ashamed of - he never disrespected people.
former9thward
(31,974 posts)He said very little but what he did say I did the opposite and did just fine.
malaise
(268,912 posts)aikoaiko
(34,169 posts)malaise
(268,912 posts)dad not so much
Arugula Latte
(50,566 posts)Smart man, my dad.
sufrommich
(22,871 posts)this is pretty much my Dad's take on religion.My Dad is also a very smart guy.
tazkcmo
(7,300 posts)So he raised us Catholic and so we hated Baptists even more (not really, he always made stuff up) but then when I was about 9 he let some Baptist lady start dragging me to her chuech all the time and take me to revivals. I've been saved twice by Pat Boone.
malaise
(268,912 posts)Dad's big sister was the original family atheist - she had a profound influence on my life.
She never went near a religious institution, but fed the poor every Friday with home made bread and a huge pot of soup. She laughed out loud at religious people. I can see her now.
Luminous Animal
(27,310 posts)malaise
(268,912 posts)Luminous Animal
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I've told my daughter so many stories about him he so loved and respected kids, that she considers him, very fondly, as her grandpa.
fizzgig
(24,146 posts)he taught us how to change our oil and tires, check the fuses and other basic car repair. he taught us how to fight and defend ourselves. he taught us how to split wood and start a fire.
he taught us to work hard. he taught us to be respectful of others. he taught us to be respectful of the outdoors.
i am a daddy's girl and know that he is not a perfect man, but he is a damn good man.
malaise
(268,912 posts)Mice
Arkansas Granny
(31,514 posts)He lost his sight due to spinal meningitis before his 5th birthday. On a bright day, he could tell that it was daylight, but that's all the sight he had. However, he never considered himself to be handicapped and there was very little that he couldn't do or wouldn't try.
He could do carpentry (added two rooms to our house including wiring, plumbing and roofing), was a good shade tree mechanic and worked all during my childhood as a steel bandsaw operator for a small manufacturer in town. We lived on a small "farmette" where we had cows, chickens etc. because he loved working with animals.
He was curious about everything and never stopped learning. Because of the physical labor her did, his fingers were so calloused that reading braille was difficult for him, so my brother, sister and I read magazine articles and to him from the time we learned to read.
What we learned from Daddy was that knowledge is a valuable commodity, you can accomplish amazing things if you are willing to work for them and that all kinds of adversities can be overcome.
malaise
(268,912 posts)Wow!!
LadyHawkAZ
(6,199 posts)i.e. he never, ever said "That's a stupid question".
Or "You can't do that because you're a girl" (I got that from my mom a few times)
Stuff like that.
malaise
(268,912 posts)Dads matter
LadyHawkAZ
(6,199 posts)seabeyond
(110,159 posts)man, father that he is. because of the man he is, i learned self worth. i saw what respect was. and was able to insist, demand, look for just that, all my life. it directs the course we go. and when not afforded this, from our father, or other strong male influence, we have to consciously work on self, to get it. i believe. i had the easy way. i had my father hand it to me.
and periodically i let him know, how thank filled i am, that is the gift he gave me.
then.... i can go on with so much more.
but that one/ just that one, is pretty life changing.
malaise
(268,912 posts)You had a great dad
seabeyond
(110,159 posts)NickB79
(19,233 posts)Definitely influenced how I live to this day.
malaise
(268,912 posts)That would influence my life.
zazen
(2,978 posts)after I my car broke down and I was 30 minutes late (which made me a "slut" --that's when he wasn't telling me I was crazy and hypersensitive, ridiculing me after whipping me until I bled, or forcing me to sleep in a pitch black room with the door shut when it was crawling with large cockroaches.
There are definitely people who've had it a lot worse than me. He never sexually abused me. But I really cannot comprehend the stories you all are writing. It's like you all live on a different planet.
I wouldn't have said anything but NickB79 gave me courage.
My ex let me down in numerous ways but he's been a great father and I've bent over backwards to help him do that. Females with strong fathers are a powerful force. My girls simply cannot imagine a world where they wake up every day terrified of their father. He's their backbone, not a terror to escape. Thank God.
malaise
(268,912 posts)others had a horrific time. I was never afraid of my mom or dad.
I'm glad yours girls have a great dad and you helped empower them.
[hr][font color="blue"][center]All things in moderation, including moderation.[/center][/font][hr]
seabeyond
(110,159 posts)and reading nicks comment, i applaud his voice, in this thread. so reading your post, i say, i am glad you too spoke what you experienced.
i know on mother day, (mothers) threads, that we get the same posts, that do not wrap mothers up in a hug of love, because of their own personal experience. that world is a different world for me, and i have always stood in support of those that spoke out, .... though not the positive expected.
i am glad your girls got different. it does matter.
Tierra_y_Libertad
(50,414 posts)He was shot and killed when I was four.
malaise
(268,912 posts)Sad
Turbineguy
(37,316 posts)he'd lived long enough to do so. But his older brother gave me a few pointers. He told me to marry someone I was "comfortable with" and to take a job that paid well.
malaise
(268,912 posts)Hard to lose a dad early.
Turbineguy
(37,316 posts)Professor Emeritus Civil Engineering Technical University, Delft.
His other advice was usually couched in allegorical form.
Lurker Deluxe
(1,036 posts)Can't have a beer after work ... If you don't go to work.
malaise
(268,912 posts)Bet you got a job
MineralMan
(146,286 posts)know where to start. Here are a few:
"If you're completely sure you're right, stick to what you believe."
"You can do anything. All you need to do is learn how to do it, and then go ahead."
"If you see someone in trouble, you have a responsibility to do something, even if it is just to call for help."
"Never compromise your principles to make money. Principles succeed in the long term"
"Stop and think before taking any action. Understand what you're going to do before doing it."
"Never use your strength or superior skills to take unfair advantage of others."
"Almost always, if you act on strong ethical principles, you will prevail over those without principle."
"If you fail at something, rethink your approach and try again."
"Understand your abilities and limitations, and act accordingly."
"Stand up for those less able against those who would take advantage of them."
"Anything involving sex that does not include enthusiastic mutual consent is wrong."
"Always consider the long-term results of short-term actions."
"Drive as though every other vehicle is driven by someone who is trying to kill you."
"If possible, walk away from a potentially violent situation."
"If physically attacked and you cannot withdraw safely, disable your attacker as quickly as possible."
"Never fight with anyone who is better armed or far more skilled."
"Always be ready to apologize if you are in the wrong."
"If you have done something in error, readily confess your error and attempt to correct the situation."
"If, after attempting to understand a problem, you cannot find a solution, ask for help."
"Treat every stranger as a friend, and you will have many friends."
"Always be aware of your surroundings, including others in your surroundings."
"Do not act in anger. Instead remove yourself from the situation and reconsider."
"Never initiate violence."
"Make allies through positive actions whenever possible."
"When interacting with strangers, identify areas of common ground as soon as possible."
"Listen before speaking."
"All knowledge is available to you. Seek out the knowledge you need."
"Step up to lend a hand whenever possible and others will lend you a hand when you need it."
"Recognize the limitations of others, and do not insist that they exceed their capacity."
"Give in preference to taking."
"Do not kill what you will not eat."
I could go on for hours.
malaise
(268,912 posts)He sure gave you good advice - it explains yours world view
Dad always said to give and remain silent about giving.
MineralMan
(146,286 posts)in marginal health. For the past two years, I have been calling him and my mother, who is the same age, daily. I live halfway across the country from them, so that has been very important to all of us recently.
At the age of 20, he was a first pilot of a B-17 out of Italy and North Africa. When I think of what I was doing at age 20, I realize just how mature he was at that age. I'm glad to have known the man all of my life. I'm lucky.
malaise
(268,912 posts)Tell him Happy Father's Day from me
MineralMan
(146,286 posts)They had to.
MineralMan
(146,286 posts)"Learn to laugh at yourself. If you can't do that, others will certainly do it for you."
malaise
(268,912 posts)I tell students that all the time - my aunt taught me that one.
MineralMan
(146,286 posts)Not taking yourself too seriously is difficult lesson, but an essential one.
malaise
(268,912 posts)It may be the most important lesson in life.
MineralMan
(146,286 posts)It's always a good sign.
malaise
(268,912 posts)You have no right to laugh at others. Lots of humans take themselves way too seriously.
wandy
(3,539 posts)He never preached it as a life stile, he just was that way.
Don't get me wrong, my Dad might complain if you gave him a million dollars and a new car. He wasn't always the most pleasant person to be around.
On the other hand. The world could be going to hell in a hand basket with uncles, aunts, neighbors and co-workers running around in panicked circles. He'd lean back on the fender of the car, look all thoughtful for a few minutes and then just do something.
Never once said something like "I'm in charge here" or even an "I got it", just went ahead and did something.
Wasn't always graceful about it. Sometimes things didn't end as well as they might have. Things ended, something got done.
I should mention one other important part of this. Somettimes the right thing to do is nothing, just let it be.
I sort of had to learn that one the hard way.
malaise
(268,912 posts)Do something or nothing
wandy
(3,539 posts)One needs consider the effect of their inaction as carefully as the results of any action that may be taken.
malaise
(268,912 posts)No action was my only option, because I have no expertise in dealing with her son who has mental health issues. I referred her to an expert and she is still upset.
wandy
(3,539 posts)For the sake of you're own mental health it is best to realize that you are not all powerful. You can't fix everything.
You can't make everything right in fact you may do more harm than good.
That would be the part of this I learned the hard way.
itsrobert
(14,157 posts)I wouldn't amount to much.
malaise
(268,912 posts)Sometimes hurtful comments drive us to succeed.
theaocp
(4,235 posts)He also joked that God's favorite snack was "Cheez-Its of Nazareth".
malaise
(268,912 posts)steve2470
(37,457 posts)If you don't want to read a post extolling a father, it's time to click out now......
My father was one of the best men I ever met. He passed away in 2010 of Parkinson's Disease at age 92. He survived the Depression, was a Captain in WW2 with Patton in Europe, came home, graduated first in his class at UF Law School, joined a small law firm and did exceptionally well in that profession. It's unfortunate his marriage to my mother was so troubled. Anyway, moving on....
He was a man of high integrity. He was very kind, too kind really. He really loved my brother and I, but like some men of his generation, could not easily show it. He was a real pillar of the community, both at home and in public. My son is now an adult, and I can honestly say in some ways I was inferior to my dad in some ways. In other ways, I was not. He was an absolutely wonderful father. He did many things with me. He was the leader of my Boy Scout troop and hiked the Appalachian Trail at age 52 (!) with my brother and I.
I could go on and on, but my Dad was really wonderful. Yes, he was human with faults, but as I said earlier, he set an extremely high bar for me as a father.
Now I'm getting a bit emotional.
malaise
(268,912 posts)valerief
(53,235 posts)malaise
(268,912 posts)truebluegreen
(9,033 posts)he was not a good father...unless you confine your definition of "good" to "providing", as he did.
And he voted for Nixon twice (but oddly not 3 times).
Which is why I think just about everything in life is more important than money, have never had any, and have always voted Democratic.
malaise
(268,912 posts)Sadly, lots of men thought providing was 'fathering'.
truebluegreen
(9,033 posts)His family lost everything in the Crash in '29 when he was 6, and that was the lesson he carried forward: "financial security is all". Voting for Nixon in '68 and '72 was another attempt to control his environment--he had 3 rebellious teenagers to contend with at the time. Unfortunately, the GI-bill educated fan of FDR and voter for Kennedy never looked back after that.
I loved him of course, but the narrow confines of his fears made me very sad.
malaise
(268,912 posts)and provide adequate shelter. I know what you mean but sometimes we judge them from our circumstances.
Warpy
(111,241 posts)He was a right winger who said "This country has always had a genius for creating wealth. It has just never figured out how to distribute the rewards."
I've always wished that instead of illusory tax cuts had governed his voting.
malaise
(268,912 posts)Mom controlled all money matters. She was marvelous at book-keeping.
Warpy
(111,241 posts)and I can remember some pretty wild arguments about when to sell a stock, the amount difference each thought the stock would achieve was measured in pennies. Or parts of pennies. My mother had gotten in when her mother died, leaving her stocks that had survived the Depression and rebounded enough to keep my grandmother quite comfortable.
I can also remember the wedding anniversary when he gave her a block of US Steel stock and she countered "How romantic!" but I knew she was pretty pleased.
malaise
(268,912 posts)How romantic indeed
MerryBlooms
(11,761 posts)I do my best to avoid those three whether it's from my heart or others.
Good thread!
malaise
(268,912 posts)Leave 'em alone.
Thanks - our dad's deserve a nice thread.
shenmue
(38,506 posts)He liked science and history. He still does.
malaise
(268,912 posts)and mom took us to the public library from we could read.
Yes we were surrounded by books. Tell him Happy Fathers Day from us all.
Bluenorthwest
(45,319 posts)I've thought of him so many times reading here the last few weeks. Here's one example. Watergate hearings, 72. Our household is enthralled by the proceedings, Dad has waited years to see Nixon brought to task. Representative Barbara Jordan became his favorite, he was so grateful for her finally saying, and saying so well, the things he wanted said.
So Dad points out to me the fact that for Jordan to be sitting where she was, with the power to ask those questions, was harder for her than for her Congressional peers. I ask why. Dad says 'Look at the damn Congress. They are almost all men, and almost all white. To get where she is she had to fight harder than the men, harder than the white people, doors that would open to you she had to kick down or charm opened. The fact that she is there at all means she is smarter, better and more committed than the men. It means we should be very glad she put up with all she put up with in order to be sitting here speaking her mind and mine. So many people do not want women or black people to have such jobs and they try to obstruct them so when you see a woman like her, rest assured she is the smartest most talented person present, or she'd not be present, if they could deny her they would, but they can't because she's that damn good.'
People here still quibble over what to call that dynamic. Dad just said 'look at the damn Congress'. He did not know terms like 'white privilege' but he sure as fuck knew what he was looking at.
He was a white man in that time who told me this: When you grow up, you would make me proud if you were a person like Barbara Jordan'.
I told him this: I would rather be like you Dad.
This is what he said: You can be more and better than your Dad. You can be like her. Be like her, seek justice and take no shit from anyone.
I miss him every fucking day that I draw breath, and all I do if because of and for him.
malaise
(268,912 posts)Great dad
randome
(34,845 posts)On the bright side, I got some cool plastic model kits for the next few Christmases and birthdays.
[hr][font color="blue"][center]All things in moderation, including moderation.[/center][/font][hr]
malaise
(268,912 posts)how you live?
randome
(34,845 posts)But leaving was the single, most relevant change to my life. I grew up without much in the way of role models at all, other than a grandfather who sat in his recliner watching football games and his son, my uncle, who lived with his parents until the day he died.
So my father leaving 'encouraged' me to 'copy-paste' the attributes of those around me I thought were worth having for myself. I sort of built my personality from the ground up, if that doesn't sound too narcissistic.
[hr][font color="blue"][center]"If you're bored then you're boring." -Harvey Danger[/center][/font][hr]
malaise
(268,912 posts)It's survival. Any parent's departure has a profound effect on kids.
txwhitedove
(3,928 posts)remember that." I did. Also, "We hate the English and the Irish," with a chuckle, and taught me to wear the family plaid on St. Patrick's Day. "We" were also Indian because his mother was half-Cherokee, "remember that but don't talk to grandma about it." He was a man of few words, but would crack up at his own stories that I could barely hear as we drove down country roads with the windows down. He taught me to play baseball, milk a cow, pick pecans, and love western movies. He gave me a sense of magic and mysticism about everything in this world. Then later in life in 1960's, he solemnly said "We hate Halliburton." Never elaborated, don't know if it went as far back as early oil days in Oklahoma, but that was my sense. Now wish I had recorded all his stories.
malaise
(268,912 posts)frogmarch
(12,153 posts)I am sure that my following Dad's advice is why at an early age I became an atheist and remain one to this day.
malaise
(268,912 posts)truedelphi
(32,324 posts)Mine never took me to task in a punitive and soul breaking way. Ever.
When I was little, my mom thought that when a kid acted up, then the kid deserved a whipping, but she also thought the man of the house should do it.
So he would sternly give me a look, that sent me off to the bedroom. Then he would put a big pillow on the bed next to my prone body, and whip at the pillow with a belt, while I shouted out "cries of pain." (How the two of us didn't burst out laughing, I will never know.)
He gave me approval for any small or large thing I did well.
When I got caught holding almost a pound of marijuana for a friend, when I was in my late teens, my mom wanted to kick me out.
He pointed out that back in the day, he had utilized his skills making bootleg gin to pay bills, and he couldn't treat me harshly without being a hypocrite.
Instead, he asked me the penalty for the amount I held, if I were to be caught by the police. Back in 1971, that was a mere $ 200 fine. (Shows you how harsh things go after Nancy Reagan and her "Just say no campaign."
He said, "If you get caught, I will bail you out and get you out of jail, but it is up to you to have that $ 200 ready for me to use as your bail. I will not spend my money getting you out"
In other words, don't do the crime, if you can't face the punishment. I truly believe that if he had been harsher with me, I would have become a full blown rebel, but as what he was saying made total sense, I incorporated it into my life. To this day, if I am thinking about breaking a law, I think about the penalty and whether or not I can handle that penalty.
He was honest to a fault, happy to be the friend to those richer than him, and to those who were poorer, and a wonderful guy all around. (Though I admit you had to be able to tolerate corny jokes.)
Amazingly, given how early on his parents had died, he lived to be ninety, and I thought at the end maybe he was immortal. I can't say a week goes by that I don't still wish I could pick up the phone to hear his voice.
malaise
(268,912 posts)A great man
Voice for Peace
(13,141 posts)but also threatened to beat me to a pulp if he ever
caught me again with my pants off (I was 6) with
an older male relative (age 14).
(Note, I didn't take them off.) This memory has
broken my heart many times for many years.
But I love the cartoon genes and whistling genes he
gave me.
malaise
(268,912 posts)Capt.Rocky300
(1,005 posts)who settled in Missouri. Religion was not part of my upbringing. Instead, sundays for us was a drive to the mountains, desert or beaches of Southern California to enjoy and be a part of nature. And he always insisted we leave the area better than we found it. Which really meant we picked up trash and hauled it home. Close to the end of his 93 years, he said to me, "I can't believe I'm near the end of the trail. It's gone by so fast." To me, he meant live each day to its fullest.
malaise
(268,912 posts)Yes that trail flies past in no time. Most of our dads are gone. My dad would have been 100 last year.
Capt.Rocky300
(1,005 posts)Chan790
(20,176 posts)My biological father was a vicious violent alcoholic gun-hoarding racist felon...now he's a vicious violent sober gun-hoarding racist felon. Anything that man said, I tuned out years ago. Tomorrow is father's day and I'll celebrate the same way I have since I was 14 and walked out of his life.
By reading the past year's archives of obituaries from The Florida Times-Union to see if he died.
zazen
(2,978 posts)Maybe he's been less likely to shoot someone in the ensuing years, but sobriety without other major changes is, well, just sobriety. As an ACOA, I hear you. Glad you found a way to take care of yourself, early.
malaise
(268,912 posts)but you survived. Celebrate life.
bemildred
(90,061 posts)malaise
(268,912 posts)bemildred
(90,061 posts)treestar
(82,383 posts)Always the first to notice the smallest mistakes. Not really his fault as that was the way if his father and the church. But my life is an exercise in regaining confidence and being afraid to try things due to risk of imperfection.
malaise
(268,912 posts)Dad was a great balance for mom who was the critic.
DeadLetterOffice
(1,352 posts)The sound track in my head that plays "You're not good enough, that's not good enough, stop whining, try harder" over and over -- totally in my dad's voice.
Screw that. One of these days I'm going to learn how to erase that damn tape. Hope you find the 'off' button too.
DCBob
(24,689 posts)Dad yelling at TV during Presidential speeches in the 80s.
malaise
(268,912 posts)Explains your politics.
DCBob
(24,689 posts)RKP5637
(67,103 posts)reddread
(6,896 posts)brought a large number of sheriff's out to my grandparents home where I was dissecting a frog with the neighbor's daughter in the driveway.
They took me away.
Kidnapped by law enforcement.
Certainly some sort of lesson that stuck with me.
Fuck him. serial philandering phony bible freak
POS.
malaise
(268,912 posts)That would stick
malaise
(268,912 posts)The first Father's Day song I ever heard
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My dear departed youngest sister love this one
beaglelover
(3,466 posts)Never did buy a tux, but I thought that was great advice. He also told me that when it came time to get dress shoes re-soled, never get 1/2 soles, always full soles. If you get 1/2 soles and cross your legs in a business meeting, the 1/2 soles tell others a lot about you. Interesting perspective.
malaise
(268,912 posts)marlakay
(11,448 posts)And not stay in unhappy job.
He always said good morning sunshine to me everyday.
I was daddy's girl too. Miss him, died in 2000, he was a avid news watcher and if his cancer hadn't got him he would have had heart attack screaming at tv over Bush. Glad he was spared that.
malaise
(268,912 posts)Been thinking about dad since yesterday.
Dad called the sister above me sunshine - I was glad for her because they weren't always close - she left home last of the big ones.
snagglepuss
(12,704 posts)bahrbearian
(13,466 posts)He never gossiped,and he never spoke ill of any one,
malaise
(268,912 posts)We live what we learn spoken or unspoken.
ananda
(28,856 posts)His grandmother kicked a morphine habit too.
Those were big influences.
malaise
(268,912 posts)chowder66
(9,067 posts)My dad was always working when I had my first 6 years with him. I knew he was gone all the time for a good reason, to keep a roof over our head and food on our shelves. After the divorce I saw him from time to time and he worked hard and still does to this day.
My dad gave me my strong work ethic and he also taught me to be self-sufficient.
He taught me it never hurts to ask for help but expect to hear no. He also taught me along with my mom, that faking it till you make it through a divorce protects the children. They always put on a friendly face with each other in front of me and my siblings and they would discuss issues at a local coffee house so that they wouldn't raise their voices at each other. Something I do with my relationships when there is a potentially stressful situation to discuss.
My step-dad came into my life at age 12 and he gave me structure and discipline which helps me to this day in my life.
He also showed me how to shrug off the small stuff and gave me tools in order to cope with personal problems. His Buddhism and way of being calm and grounded helped me be just a little more considerate than I was in my teens.
I feel extremely lucky to have two great dads with different life lessons.
malaise
(268,912 posts)he gave me structure and discipline which helps me to this day in my life.
He also showed me how to shrug off the small stuff and gave me tools in order to cope with personal problems.
Very important
chowder66
(9,067 posts)I'm not quite there.....yet.
chowder66
(9,067 posts)onethatcares
(16,166 posts)I don't mean spank, I mean beat me, with a belt, his hand, a board any thing he could. worst part of it, I always remember my mom saying "wait til your father gets home", and you cannot fathom how it is to be 6 or 8 and be waiting for your dad to come home knowing what was going to happen.
I left at 16, never moved back..
I've never outlived that and it's made my life a hell because I didn't know how to be a parent.
he died a little while ago and I feel no remorse, I felt none at hearing of his demise.
Now I see the chickens coming home to roost and although I didn't treat my kids like punching bags, I didn't have the conversations
or personal interaction a lot of parents do. As much as I try now, there is no going back to change the past.
malaise
(268,912 posts)You sure had rough lessons
dem in texas
(2,674 posts)My father left my mother with 6 young children from ages 9 to 3 months, just took off to Montana with another woman. My mother was lost and didn't know how she would get by. She was calling the orphanage to see if they could take some of us. But luckily, her two single brothers who just got out of the Army this was in 1947, came in and rescued us. One uncle bought a house for us and we all moved in together, two uncles, mother and us six kids. My mother baby sat, sewed for people, we kids did yard work, collected old papers to sell and anything else we could do. My uncles both contributed to our upkeep with a roof over our heads and food on the table. When all the kids were in school my mother took a job as a secretary at a hospital. I lied about my age and took my first real job when I was 14. It was a great learning lesson for us kids, we understood how hard it was to get by and that everyone had to pitch in and help. When I think of a father, I think of my two uncles Frank and Bob, they were truly saints. All six of kids went on to have successful lives. We had a good grounding and moral upbringing and on Father's Day, I always think about my uncles and I am so thankful for them and what they did for us.
My older brother and his wife have both passed away and they left behind an autistic son who is now in his early 50's. He is able to live alone although he is also a diabetic and has lost one leg. Me, my sisters and brother look after him, both financially and physically, I take him shopping every week, we take him to the doctor and out to lunch and we make sure he is included in family affairs. I feel like I am giving back for the care that shown to me when I was a kid by my two wonderful uncles.
seabeyond
(110,159 posts)in a way, in the awesome struggle and sacrifice, i love your story. and passed on to the next generation.
malaise
(268,912 posts)but they made you a responsible human being. You had great uncles - damn!! Your mom clearly came from a very loving family.
raccoon
(31,110 posts)An violent alcoholic in a house with a woman and little kids.
Some of you here, it's like another poster said, it's like you came from a different planet.
malaise
(268,912 posts)raccoon
(31,110 posts)aint_no_life_nowhere
(21,925 posts)and this was when I was very young in the racially difficult 1950s. The same can't be said for other members of his family. My dad was a career officer in the Air Force and had suffered a great deal as a POW during WWII. My dad always spoke highly of the black soldiers who served under him. He organized a base baseball team and coached a number of black players and became close to some. A second baseman he raved about named Sandy Sanford is one for whom he obtained a major league try-out back when black players were just breaking into the majors (my dad pitched in the minors when he was young). If some of his men acted up or had issues, he always tried to work things out with them. When we lived in Georgia and there was a lot of racism, my dad opened our house to a little black kid named Greg who had no father and whose mother didn't really take care of him. Greg practically lived at our house and brought over his friends from school. Some white neighbors would look at us askance for that. My mom was the same, The compassion shown by my parents towards others and their refusal to treat anyone differently because of race or religion I think influenced me a lot.
malaise
(268,912 posts)3catwoman3
(23,971 posts)My mom did all the talking.
jtuck004
(15,882 posts)'Course, there were the beatings, being chained to a fence, and being dropped off at the bus station and told "good luck with your life".
But that turned out to be the easy shit
malaise
(268,912 posts)What did all that cruelty teach you?
jtuck004
(15,882 posts)there were others.
He wasn't an ogre most of the time, though. We always had a place to sleep, food, and he worked very hard to make a living for and protect his families. Active in church, worked in the community, got active in politics a little. His kids were more byproducts, though.
Turns out the hits from the outside aren't nearly as permanently damaging as those to the inside But one has to grow up and get over it, else they stay small forever, eh?
I think a combination of things (not just him) made me a different person, firmly populist or progressive as opposed to what I see as liberal or conservative, and able to view things from the outside that people who haven't faced these things, who have never been outside of them, cannot see. Comes in handy. For example, like most adults on the South side of Oklahoma City he was an overt racist, and I never internalized that hate or philosophy, perhaps because I could see the what he was like from the outside?
It made me tougher and less likely to tolerate stupid, however, especially when it is used to hurt people or push an agenda that is not in everyone's best interests, or replace action with excuses. And that's not all bad.
malaise
(268,912 posts)Not all bad at all.
jtuck004
(15,882 posts)seaglass
(8,171 posts)I was a voracious reader and whenever I would pause to ask him what a word meant he would say look it up in the dictionary.
It seems like such a simple phrase but of course I learned then that I didn't need to rely on others, I could do for myself. It led to a long life of teaching myself the things I wanted to know/learn and I'm still really good at looking things up.
I think when I call my dad tomorrow I will tell him this. And I know exactly what his reaction will be it won't be meaningful to him at all. But I'll still tell him.
malaise
(268,912 posts)said that look it up in the dictionary was part of their dinner ritual - her dad would read and talk about 'stuff'.
Tell him Happy Father's Day from me.
joanbarnes
(1,722 posts)Traumatized by liberating POW camps. Kind of makes me anti-war.
malaise
(268,912 posts)Iris
(15,652 posts)malaise
(268,912 posts)Iris
(15,652 posts)An every day hero.
malaise
(268,912 posts)lovemydog
(11,833 posts)That has influenced me and enriches my life. Thanks for this thread, malaise.
malaise
(268,912 posts)McCamy Taylor
(19,240 posts)too afraid to resist the system.
In other words, Question authority. It's how I live my life.
malaise
(268,912 posts)JDPriestly
(57,936 posts)malaise
(268,912 posts)JDPriestly
(57,936 posts)He was a wonderful man and a great father.
He also helped me learn arithmetic and math. He loved those subjects and did math problems for fun. He was brilliant. Won in debates when he was young and was a great speaker.
He was just great although we sometimes had our differences.
AlbertCat
(17,505 posts).... stop playing little boy artist."
My dad was an ass. Fortunately he mostly ignored me.
malaise
(268,912 posts)Aldo Leopold
(685 posts)1. Always carry a roll of toilet paper in your glove compartment.
2. Don't get too worked up about anything you read about yourself, good or bad.
malaise
(268,912 posts)in any order.
ProdigalJunkMail
(12,017 posts)malaise
(268,912 posts)for those who can
ProdigalJunkMail
(12,017 posts)is the key phrase. he knew that sometimes stuff would come up that would require borrowing... but then his advice to pay off early if you can paid off, too.
sP
calimary
(81,209 posts)I kid you not. He had that on a plaque, hanging in his office. He'd repeat it and reference it often. It was his all-time favorite motto. Self-made man whose other favorite mantra was "NOBODY tells ME what to do!" When I cleaned out his apartment and found that plaque among his belongings after he died, I took it and kept it. He also used to joke all the time about "IGMFU." "I Got Mine, F-U." He thought that was hilarious. And rather pointedly true - in its calling-out of some very basic human tendencies and foibles. I never forgot that one, either, especially as I attempted political activism later on. I'm also pretty certain that one-liners like that contributed to my own rather bent sense of humor! He'd almost always chuckle as he'd talk about it. I've shared it here multiple times. Made me appreciate the whole notion of human foibles. It certainly sums up the motivations of everybody on the opposite side of the aisle whom I've ever encountered, known about, read about, or heard speak. One-liners like these helped make me the cynic I am today, but it's a realistic cynic, I think. And it's helped to harden me a little from some ideological injuries that have been attempted against me since then.
Don't get me wrong. My dad had many good things about him, and a few - uh - well... whatever. And sometimes you learn beneficial things from both kinds of lessons. Rest in peace, Dad, wherever you are.
malaise
(268,912 posts)And that is the absolute truth for all of us including those who had awful dads.
calimary
(81,209 posts)Mind you, that is not to say my dad was awful. Far from it. But he was VERY human, in many ways quite predictable, and I know he did love me mightily - even as damaged as he himself was, emotionally and spiritually. His dad ran out on the family when he was a toddler. He was raised by a grandma who was rather unconventional and an iconoclast and a true "uppity" woman, because the lack of dad meant mom had to go to work - so she was not a constant presence in his life, either. He grew up as quite the hell-raiser. Made it somehow - and with no help but his own wits and iron will, and he did okay, for the most part. Believe me, the message on that plaque has certainly helped me manage my son's band! And it's one of the reasons they made it into the Warped Tour after four years of constant work and struggle as an independent band with no big record label backing or big-ass investors behind us, and having to wade through ever-present pools of obstruction, naysayers, liars, and bullshitters.
proReality
(1,628 posts)...be honest in everything you do.
...be truthful and search for truth.
...take responsibility for everything you do and don't be afraid to admit when you're wrong, saying you're sorry doesn't hurt.
...think before you speak--if you make a promise you must keep it.
...treat others as you want to be treated.
MohRokTah
(15,429 posts)He died about three years ago. I hadn't spoken to him in over a decade before that and the time he called me was the first time in almost twenty years I spoke to him.
Haven't been to his grave site. Don't intend to ever go, either.
FlaGranny
(8,361 posts)as much as what he did. He never graduated 8th grade. He was put to work, but he had a hunger for knowledge. He actually read the encyclopedia. Our house was full of scientific books. We went outside and looked at stars. We traveled in our old car to the mountains. He treated everyone as an equal and hated prejudice. He worked hard. He taught me to drive. He was patient and answered my questions. He idolized my mother. He fought in the "Great War" at Argonne, but would not speak of it, except to say they were starving in the winter, digging up potatoes from frozen fields. He did talk about standing on the deck of the ship that took him to Europe - how beautiful the night sky was on the ocean. He spoke about standing guard duty outside a beautiful castle in France that the brass had made into their headquarters, how peaceful it was. He loved peace and beauty. I still look at the sky, and appreciate nature, and science. He never lectured, he showed us what was important by example. He was a gentle man with a sense of humor. Miss you Daddy.
malaise
(268,912 posts)ladyVet
(1,587 posts)One was mostly aimed at my brothers, but he meant it for all of us: we better never start a fight, but we damned well better finish one.
The other was to always give 110% no matter what we do, and do more if we can.
My daddy is a hard worker still at 84 and with a terminal disease. He never shirked from doing what needed to be done. He made do with the little we had; worked two or three part time jobs if that was all he could get; often had to walk to and from work; did without if the kids needed something.
malaise
(268,912 posts)Tell him Happy Fathers' Day for me.
tea and oranges
(396 posts)Irv, a Jewish progressive agnostic, liberated a concentration camp as a young army lieutenant. He well understood the effects of unchecked hatred.
When I was 5 he put me on his lap & propped the Margaret Bourke-White book of pictures from the Holocaust on my legs. "These are your people. This is what was done to them." The book dug into my thighs w/ a vengeance, but I said nothing for I knew my pain was nothing compared to what I was seeing.
We moved from Philly to S. Florida when I was 4. I was solemnly told that if I was ever at a friend's house & heard their parents say anything bad about black people I was to come right home, because they hated me too.
We never had milk as a beverage b/c Irv said the milk lobby were liars & milk would kill you. We never had white bread or white rice. Dessert was fruit, usually picked from a back yard tree. Did I raise my son w/o sugar & vegetarian? You bet I did!
I was taught to speak out, that silence was collusion. I grew up shy, but knees knocking I stand up in class, auditorium, wherever, & say what's on my mind: At a storyteller's conference: "I know you bill yourself as a feminist storyteller, please explain to me & the other people here exactly what's feminist about the story you just told" to a male storyteller who told a horrifically sexist tale. "Please get back on topic, I find what you're saying about your dog upsetting" to a psychology professor who told of conditioning his dog to enjoy spankings. Yep, my dad taught me to do that. Sometimes people come up afterwards & thank me; sometimes they hate my guts. Shrug! I'm Irv's daughter.
There was no censorship in my parent's house. When I decided to read the works of Freud at age 13 (what could it possibly have meant to me?) that was cool, I just had to read in the family room.
He died just before Florida was the deciding factor in GWBush's election, which would not have made him happy. Up until his last years he attended elder hostels & other classes. I got used to him calling me wanting to discuss the plays of Ibsen or revisionist views of Eisenhower.
To say Irv was the biggest influence in my life is an understatement. You see, I never really had a chance to be anything other than a progressive, peacenik, atheist, vegetarian, natural foods eating feminist. For that I'm forever grateful.
malaise
(268,912 posts)Celebrate fathers' day
tea and oranges
(396 posts)I'm thankful each day that I was raised Progressive & don't have a background of hate to overcome. It's a tremendous privilege.
When younger I had quibbles w/ my treatment as a child; now I understand it's more important that my parents were forward thinking, that mother took us to gay beaches b/c she felt safest there; that they enjoyed diversity, that I was steered through the darkest days of the Civil Rights movement by people who were as horrified as I was.
Maybe my parents weren't the most skilled practitioners of child rearing, but now that I'm older, it's their decency that matters most.
catbyte
(34,367 posts)Don't be afraid to hurt someone who's trying to hurt you. Also, don't be embarrassed to yell your head off if someone is threatening you. My dad was a "tough guy", First Marine Division WWII, cop, but he was the most gentle, loving dad. He was a sucker for animals, especially cats. He never hunted--he said he saw enough death in the Pacific, but he did take me fishing. It was more an excuse to just hang out. I was daddy's little girl & he took me everywhere with him. I lost him in 2000 to ALS. I miss him every day.
malaise
(268,912 posts)Some great lessons there. Nice dad
catbyte
(34,367 posts)Yeah, he was a awesome dad.
Duppers
(28,118 posts)Quite the opposite. He was a child abuser who made me always concerned for the underdogs of life, especially animals.
malaise
(268,912 posts)Caring for the underdog is a major accomplishment.
SevenSixtyTwo
(255 posts)my HS diploma. Then go to trade school and learn a trade. Be the best in the class. If I rise no higher than custodian as a career, be the best god damned custodian they have. I did exactly that for a couple of years. He and his brother and grandma were migrant workers with strong work ethics and honesty above all. He wanted better for me and my sister. Due to my own limitations, I'll never be more than an hourly paid mechanic but, I strive to be the best mechanic they have. Considering my family's economic past, I made him proud. That meant more to me than anything.
malaise
(268,912 posts)You had a great dad and you took his advice.
tazkcmo
(7,300 posts)The Sex Talk With My Dad:
Son, the blow job I ever got was from a black man. You just never know.
malaise
(268,912 posts)You just never know
spanone
(135,816 posts)he also taught me to cook......
he passed when i was in my early twenties and i still think of him all the time.....
hope my kids like/love me as much
malaise
(268,912 posts)How lovely!
You know all I can say is like father like son
spanone
(135,816 posts)love, s1
drmeow
(5,017 posts)Not making a big deal about it - it was just what we did:
Recycle everything possible
Compost
Plant desert landscaping (in CA in the 70's - he experimented, not always successfully, with drought resistant ground covers during the late 70's through the late 80's till they sold the house and had to put in grass to get it sold)
Ride/walk to work
Use solar energy
Small car (only 1 for 5 of us ... although only a max of 4 driving and living at home at a time)
Minimize waste
Buy used and reusable
Those are just the one's I know about/remember
Respect, enjoy, and appreciate nature and the earth
I never realized it was unusual until I got married and realized that my spouse (an ecologist who is 8 years younger than me) did not have the same experience. I also assumed it was cause we didn't have a lot of money but when my Mom said she wouldn't let him donate to Earth First! cause she considered them a terrorist organization (tree spiking) I realized that saving money was not the only reason.
malaise
(268,912 posts)No climate change deniers there - great folks - lovely lessons.
drmeow
(5,017 posts)Republican - at least when I was a child - cause everyone in his family was (except my grandmother) and I don't think he ever told any of the males in his family when he changed his party affiliation. I KNOW he didn't vote for Reagan or for any Republican since, before that I don't know - I would guess the last Republican he voted for was probably Goldwater or maybe Nixon in '68. He's very anti-military, too, so who knows. My grandmother, on the other hand, was a VERY active Democrat (would have been the Democratic candidate for some big office in their town in Northern CA but wouldn't give the party leader his quid pro quo, if you know what I mean, and that was the end of her career in politics!) and instilled those feminist, environmentalist (very big on zero growth), and social justice values in him from early on. My Mom also comes from a mixed background (LOTS of heavy duty military among her uncles and cousins including 2 four star generals, one of whom was on the Joint Chiefs of Staff during Korea) but lots of feminism and old style Catholic social justice.
I count myself very blessed to have a very leftist immediate family (my sister, a developmental economist, and I are almost certainly the furthest to the left).
malaise
(268,912 posts)which is sadly missing in the ReTHUG[/url] party today. Today's ReTHUGs are backward, racist reactionaries with one value - enriching themselves.
drmeow
(5,017 posts)WinkyDink
(51,311 posts)learned then and there to make my own way, my own career, and never to depend on a man EVER.
Luckily, I married the most wonderful, kind, sweet, and generous man, and we were together for 40 years and 363 days.
OTOH, I was and am very proud of my father, WWII Bronze and Silver Stars winner. And he took me to libraries as a child. He encouraged my literacy (I became an English teacher), my interest in foreign languages and lands, and in general my intellectual pursuits.
And he taught me to play the trombone because he had done, having been taught by "Old Man" Dorsey (the father).
Perhaps most significantly, even though he was in "Management" in Bethlehem Steel, it was at a level such that he supported the unions and was a good Democrat (sadly, until Nixon and VietNam, though he really liked and respected John Lennon for "In His Own Write"!). And so, so am I.
Complicated. Like all of us.
malaise
(268,912 posts)There are so many sides to human beings and so many good and bad lessons.
The leaving hurts but even with that pain you remember the good times from before that day.
WinkyDink
(51,311 posts)DeadLetterOffice
(1,352 posts)The ones that stand out:
-- If it's not perfect, it's useless.
-- If you're not perfect, you're useless.
-- Love is very, very conditional, and you can never count on keeping it.
He's also helped me run up a fair amount of therapy bills over the years, as you might imagine.
On the more amusing side, he also (through behavior, not words) taught me:
-- Never try to take out a splinter when you're drunk.
-- Cutting down trees next to power lines is not always a good idea.
-- When your kid says they're feeling car sick, you should pull over before they puke down your neck.
malaise
(268,912 posts)but some parents do cause serious damage - remember the amusing side tomorrow
DeadLetterOffice
(1,352 posts)It's that, or run screaming into traffic. And I live in the boonies, so my luck I'd be standing by the road all damn day waiting for a car to come by.
Parents are complicated. And I hate how my dad treated me and my little brother. But that experience shaped who I am, and I mostly like who I am. And it made me hyper-conscious of never, ever making my kids feel like they aren't good enough unless they're perfect.
malaise
(268,912 posts)re their kids. And yes parents are complicated but we don't often know their childhood experiences
did not say or do anything until I was 16, as he made no effort to contact me, and paid no child support. His dad, until he died, and his stepmom always knew where I was and stayed in touch, so that was a choice on his part.
When I was 16 I was sent to spend 3 months with him. During that time, I learned:
1. Women keep to their place and serve the men. Don't keep your step brother waiting when he wants ice cream; serve it to him in front of the tv, then finish cleaning the kitchen after dinner.
2. Hunting and fishing are the primary sources of food; learn how to fry the fish and the venison. Don't make a pet out of that bird dog.
3. Don't walk a block down the street to school because the niggers are always looking for white girls like you. There ought to be a hunting season for them. The niggers, not the white girls.
4. Redneck culture is to be glorified and celebrated.
5. What matters is spreading the seed far and wide; supporting the mothers and children that result? Not necessary. But daughters are to be guarded with a shotgun.
6. Speaking of guns, when I leave you with your deliverance-style spooky inbred step siblings for a weekend of hunting, the loaded gun is in the headbard of my bed, and they know how to use it.
You'll understand if Father's Day has never been a celebrated event for me. I was thrilled to head back home after those 3 months, and never looked back, nor heard from him again until 5 years later, when the step sibs called me to ask me to help fund his funeral. Which I did not.
malaise
(268,912 posts)In hindsight, you were lucky for those 16 years and so was your mom.
Damn!!
LWolf
(46,179 posts)for getting me out of that environment when I was 6 months old. Who knows how it would have affected me if I'd grown up with it.
Aerows
(39,961 posts)And if you hate your job, start your own business. Don't invest in new flashy cars, invest in things that will keep you financially self sufficient.
He's also now teaching me how to garden. It's a project we are doing together. That has been one of the better projects we've ever done together. He's a lot like me - he likes to make and fix things. I have no doubt that my willingness and interest in making and fixing things is due to my father .
I know how to fix a toilet, how to change oil, electricity - well, that one I learned on my own, and he's a fantastic carpenter. He taught me a lot about carpentry, though since I'm a girl I was never allowed to touch the saw (when he was aware that I was using it, that is ). He has a bunch of high end tools, air tools and saws and if he has ever been aware that I've used them, he never said anything, he just freaks out when I use them in his presence LOL.
I know how to use all of them, though, because I've helped him do everything between putting up a fence, to building a shed to making an addon to the garage on his and my mother's house.
malaise
(268,912 posts)Tell him Happy Fathers' Day
Keep an eye on those racoons.
Aerows
(39,961 posts)And the raccoons are (blessedly) leaving me alone these days
stage left
(2,961 posts)"As good as the best and better than the rest." I've always taken his word for it. He died when I was twenty-one.
malaise
(268,912 posts)Great dad
HockeyMom
(14,337 posts)but you will never take NYC out of the boy/girl". Living in Florida, I think of that all the time. I totally agree with Dad.
malaise
(268,912 posts)How does a New Yorker live in Florida?
HockeyMom
(14,337 posts)lived in NY for over half a century.
alarimer
(16,245 posts)If I'm honest, I originally became a liberal for no other reason than he wasn't.
Edited to add: he's not a bad guy, just nothing was ever good enough, it seems.
herding cats
(19,559 posts)His abuse of my siblings, my mom and myself still stands out to me to this day.
Because of that I've made it a point to be a better parent, and a better human.
He taught me that violence is not the answer. Even it it was an accidental lesson.
malaise
(268,912 posts)That was a hard lesson but your kids will thank you
Logical
(22,457 posts)Prophet 451
(9,796 posts)I had virtually no contact with my father until I was in my early Twenties and a complicated relationship with him thereafter.
cali
(114,904 posts)malaise
(268,912 posts)How old were you when he told you that.
My dad made me feel so secure - I don't think I was as smart as he made me feel but he sure encouraged me to aim high.
cali
(114,904 posts)I was 14 or 15. It was pretty crushing, but I couldn't not write.
malaise
(268,912 posts)mythology
(9,527 posts)about nine months before I was born.
Mostly I learned what not to do from him. Because growing up, I realized that I didn't want to be like him.
He constantly insulted and belittled anybody who was in some way beneath him didn't kowtow to him because he thought that is how you got respect. So instead I learned to sass up the chain and support down the chain.
I learned to not be afraid that somebody else might know something I didn't when I got smacked around for proving that water will boil faster if you cover the pot with a lid.
I learned that giving your wife a gift you know she hates for every birthday and every Christmas actually isn't funny. Instead you should give gifts that are tailored to somebody's individual interests.
I learned that motivations matter. My biological dad has done good hard work in dealing with HIV positive children. But he does it so that people will tell him how great he is. So I learned to do good things but keep them private because I don't want to be phony about things.
malaise
(268,912 posts)My dad knew my mom loved Elizabeth Arden products but after a while she begged us to tell him enough was enough
Todays_Illusion
(1,209 posts)lots of vegetables! Good healthy home cooked food from both parents and the staying fit and active and keeping a forward looking positive attitude.
malaise
(268,912 posts)Great dad
Liberal_Dog
(11,075 posts)I always thought that the smell was totally rancid.
So, smoking was never any kind of temptation for me.
That is most likely the best thing that my dad did for me.
malaise
(268,912 posts)and then they both quit. Same with all of us except my brother and youngest sister.
Sadly she's the one who died of cancer.
Still your dad gave you a great lesson - thank him tomorrow
PATXgirl
(192 posts)A self-centered mom. Oldest of 5 kids so he became a father figure to his siblings at a young age. Fought in Korea. Union leader at the job he worked for 30+ years, was respected by both his fellow employees and employer for standing up for what was right. Lifelong democrat who voted for an America that would be better for the common man.
He was kind and loved to laugh and discuss life and science and politics with his kids and with friends. He was "green" way back in the 60's & 70's and would have loved all that we've done with solar energy, electric cars and organic gardening...but frustrated that we haven't done so much more.
Married to the same woman for almost 60 years and father to 5. We lost him to Alzheimer's several years ago. I held his hand while he took his last breath.
And I adored him.
malaise
(268,912 posts)He learned his lessons and made your life special.
Adsos Letter
(19,459 posts)When I was about 15 my dad told me that if I were a better kid my mom wouldn't drink.
My mom was a severe alcoholic. It finally killed her at 50.
I'm 58 now. It took me many, many years to overcome the guilt he dished out with those words.
malaise
(268,912 posts)That would hurt
Adsos Letter
(19,459 posts)WiffenPoof
(2,404 posts)The only constant thing in the world is inconsistency.
and
Nixon didn't do anything that every other President hadn't already done.
lol.
malaise
(268,912 posts)I take it he was a Nixon fan
Drew Richards
(1,558 posts)Then explained compound interest...from paper route to gi bill I have always squirreled away money in a savings cd or municipality funds...thx dad...
malaise
(268,912 posts)Louisiana1976
(3,962 posts)then have done a lot of reading.
malaise
(268,912 posts)Great habit.
MuseRider
(34,105 posts)"A day without beating my kids is like a day without sunshine", AND he meant it.
He could be fun, he could be nice and he was respected by a lot of people he did business with because he had a great work ethic. We really could never get past the threats however, they were always there.
My mother was the same.
From them I learned how to stand up to bullies and how to take a punch, many punches.
I learned the value of love. Nobody knows the value of love more than someone who grew up without it.
I am non violent.
I learned how not to parent so well that I parented 2 lovely boys into compassionate, loving, successful humans with no problems what so ever.
The silver lining, my two wonderful sons.
malaise
(268,912 posts)Your sons are lucky - congrats!
xfundy
(5,105 posts)Because he never did.
malaise
(268,912 posts)Most men never do either
Warren DeMontague
(80,708 posts)(on the plus side, brains, dashing good looks, and a natural inclination to humility.... on the negative side, what I suspect is an extremely annoying series of acetylaldehyde processing genes)
he left me his scathing, rapier wit.... His influence was subtle but it's there. He had us too young and was overwhelmed by the job, I think. But I carry much of him in me.
I do wish he'd stuck around long enough to meet my own kids.
malaise
(268,912 posts)and yes he did leave you his scathing rapier wit Wicked funny!!
Warren DeMontague
(80,708 posts)Although he seemed old to me at the time.... not so much, now.
We weren't.... close- and he wasn't going to win any father of the year awards, at least not with the kids by his first wife (me and my siblings) ... I remember a conversation I had with him when I was a young adult, and I said I wasn't going to have kids "until I have my shit together".... I didn't intend it as a shot, but I think he may have taken it as one. I don't blame him. He fucked up in many ways, but he also had a lot on his plate.
Age has given me perspective on a lot of things, including just how young and ill-prepared he was for having a family when he did.
He came from a generation of men that was, by and large, not real well equipped to have deep emotional connections with their kids; not to say none of them formed them, but certainly there are elements to my own approach to being a Dad that come from knowing, or suspecting, what I missed. I was always determined to have myself not be some sort of distant detached mystery to my kids.
He also turned me on to Monty Python, back when it was far and away the funniest and weirdest thing on tv, in 1972 or so.
malaise
(268,912 posts)He came from a generation of men that was, by and large, not real well equipped to have deep emotional connections with their kids; not to say none of them formed them, but certainly there are elements to my own approach to being a Dad that come from knowing, or suspecting, what I missed. I was always determined to have myself not be some sort of distant detached mystery to my kids.
That is very true. We do view things differently as we age.
Monty Python - one of the all time best shows on TV.
KT2000
(20,572 posts)in a parking meter in downtown Seattle. A little door opened on the meter and a whole bunch of dimes fell out. My Dad spent the next hour or so going from one city office to another trying to return the dimes.
malaise
(268,912 posts)99Forever
(14,524 posts)RIP Gordy, your sons miss you more than can be put into words. The best and most decent man I've ever known.
malaise
(268,912 posts)Wow!
politicat
(9,808 posts)But not because he taught me good things. Sadly, I learned by observing a terrible specimen of human DNA.
On the other hand, growing up with a bullshit artist, philandering, abusive, chauvinistic, authoritarian narcissist did sensitize me, and I don't tolerate it. I have no fear of calling out BS because I know how small and weak and pathetic are the people who resort to their fists and their prejudice.
My father gave me the gift of contempt for people like him and I'm happy I have it.
malaise
(268,912 posts)Todays_Illusion
(1,209 posts)Generic Other
(28,979 posts)I try not to be one -- especially to myself.
malaise
(268,912 posts)The worst liars are those who lie to themselves
pipi_k
(21,020 posts)1. He was an honest man. Don't ever take anything that doesn't belong to you, and if you borrow something return it. I learned that it was bad to rip people off.
2. He was an Atheist. Didn't say a whole lot in front of us kids, but I would often hear my parents talking when they thought we were asleep. Well, my sisters were...I wasn't. I guess my Atheistic views came from him.
3. It always bothered him, in the midst of Segregation, that white people would go out and sun themselves to a deep brown color, often darker than the skins of the people they hated. Hypocrisy, he said. Made sense to me...
And last, not that he ever said anything about it, but he was a voracious reader. Somehow he passed his love of reading on to me.
He was a complicated man...hard to understand, and at times he could be cruel, but when he wasn't, he was intelligent, generous, and funny as hell.
Thanks dad.
1925 - 2002
malaise
(268,912 posts)Celebrate your dad
Glitterati
(3,182 posts)He said "I love you" all the time.
malaise
(268,912 posts)who never heard those words from either parent.
shanti
(21,675 posts)I remember a day, around 1963, I was 8. Dad was in the AF, Yokota AFB, Japan.
The family was in the car, taking a drive, when my sister and I started singing, "eenie meenie minie moe, catch a ..". Dad slammed the brakes on the car to our surprise. He whipped his head around to us in the back seat and said that if he ever heard us say that again we would get our asses whupped.
I guess it made an impression on me, I never said that ditty again, and it influenced my life in several ways.
Dad and I had a conflicted relationship, but reconciled shortly before his death. He said "i love you" for the first and last time to me. I'm thankful for that.
malaise!
malaise
(268,912 posts)I love you matters
defacto7
(13,485 posts)"If one person calls you an ass, forget it. If everyone is calling you an ass, you had better put a bridle on."
"Truth is truth no matter where you find it."
"Learn to laugh at yourself or you'll always be unhappy."
"Never forget to check you tire pressure!"
I'm cracking up at the first one
dipsydoodle
(42,239 posts)and under no circumstances have any credit defaults listed against you.
malaise
(268,912 posts)dipsydoodle
(42,239 posts)Today is the greatest day in Costa Rican football history.................... http://www.democraticunderground.com/10025098733
malaise
(268,912 posts)randome
(34,845 posts)[hr][font color="blue"][center]No squirrels were harmed in the making of this post. Yet.[/center][/font][hr]
ctsnowman
(1,903 posts)vote democratic. That's was his political advice.
Shankapotomus
(4,840 posts)Fox News watching, low info voter.
The only thing I took away from that is the patience of a saint.
malaise
(268,912 posts)Demobrat
(8,968 posts)He had girls instead of boys. Watching my mother raise the family alone caused me to feel that men were really not necessary to my life - and that I had better get cracking on a career because I certainly couldn't rely on anyone else. That's worked out well for me.
malaise
(268,912 posts)Independence is the key to survival.
He would probably abandoned your family even if he had all boys.
panader0
(25,816 posts)"Get out of left field and get in there and start pitching"
malaise
(268,912 posts)panader0
(25,816 posts)Well, I never did straighten up and fly right and my eyes are still red, sittin' out here in left field.
malaise
(268,912 posts)the phrase most used by middle class young men smoking herb in Jamaica
bettyellen
(47,209 posts)Very young age. And he was very proud of me for being smart. Never talked down to me. That made a huge difference.
He took a job as a door man on Park Avenue, and soon realized the people there were often just as unhappy as anyone in our poor neighbor hood. That the really unhappy ones were mostly selfish and bored, and the happy were kind, generous and engaged. He realized it was their outlook and seemingly small choices that mattered more anything else.
malaise
(268,912 posts)Content with self really matters.
Darkhawk32
(2,100 posts)are full of shit until they prove otherwise.
malaise
(268,912 posts)A great starting place
Darkhawk32
(2,100 posts)So, I guess he was right.
mahina
(17,642 posts)Thanks for the thread, malaise.
malaise
(268,912 posts)DUers made this thread special
Shoulders of Giants
(370 posts)and mother. The only way he influenced my life is I decided to not be like him. And I did not.
malaise
(268,912 posts)Good for you.
orpupilofnature57
(15,472 posts)Because the philosophical brain is more efficient than the functioning one, he never gave me that explanation, I just thought it when you posed your question .
Uben
(7,719 posts)As in you'll never know if you can if you don't try.
DUgosh
(3,055 posts)Took blankets to the homeless living under the bridge, he anonymously paid the taxes on the neighbors home so they wouldn't loose it.