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CTyankee

(63,901 posts)
Fri Aug 26, 2016, 07:58 AM Aug 2016

DU, I love you! I saw the worry thread and was overwhelmed with gratitude!

I am grateful to have such a loving community who cares about people, in this case, me.

I want you to know that I care about YOU and I'm sorry I haven't posted a Friday afternoon art essay in a while. I had written one and it is fine. But I have been dragged down by some personal issues and have struggled with them. I won't go into details -- too painful -- but this was too distracting for me to do much else.

Now that my head is clearing -- and having your backing -- well, it heartens me.

Actually, I hope to return to Italy in the spring -- to Florence, to show a friend the art that regular tourists don't get to. But my friend's health issues might negate the trip. It makes me heartsick, but I must accept reality.

I'm almost there. Been posting a lot on campaign stuff. It's not the same as the way I felt about Bernie but there are new virtues I have been delighted with in the Clinton campaign.

My already written essay is on Bernini's "Ecstasy of St. Teresa"which was a joy to write.

Thank you Malaise and all of you who have been such faithful DU friends. My heart is healing.
I am truly humbled by your caring.

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DU, I love you! I saw the worry thread and was overwhelmed with gratitude! (Original Post) CTyankee Aug 2016 OP
Glad to see you're still here. ananda Aug 2016 #1
K&R yuiyoshida Aug 2016 #2
I've always enjoyed your threads very much. yardwork Aug 2016 #3
You're loved. Solly Mack Aug 2016 #4
Glad you say you're finding your footing annabanana Aug 2016 #5
Thanks. The situation I found myself in robbed me of all my confidence in my abilities and I CTyankee Aug 2016 #8
So sorry to hear that, CTyankee. I've had PHN for over 15 years, so I know how soul sucking catbyte Aug 2016 #38
Yes, I am consulting with a pain management doc. Have you heard about Qtensis? CTyankee Aug 2016 #40
My best to you, my friend. longship Aug 2016 #6
It's always a pleasure to find your voice on a thread! CTyankee Aug 2016 #16
Take care Person 2713 Aug 2016 #7
You're one of my favorites. nt awoke_in_2003 Aug 2016 #9
you are a most valued member of this community. hope that things are better soon. we niyad Aug 2016 #10
I agree so wholeheartedly... CTyankee Aug 2016 #12
You are one of the best DUers. suffragette Aug 2016 #11
Oh, my you aare sweet! I thank you. CTyankee Aug 2016 #13
Going through some health issues myself right now. suffragette Aug 2016 #17
sorry to hear that. Get better, dear. CTyankee Aug 2016 #18
Thanks. You too. Would love to see Starry Night in person, but the avatar will suffragette Aug 2016 #26
Are you anywhere near NYC? Starry Night is at MoMA... CTyankee Aug 2016 #42
Nope. I' m in Seattle. suffragette Aug 2016 #43
Oh, I'm sorry but maybe you'll get to NY and can visit the great museums there.. CTyankee Aug 2016 #44
Get well soon malaise Aug 2016 #28
Ah, thanks sis. suffragette Aug 2016 #29
You're a delightful DUer! prayin4rain Aug 2016 #14
Oh,thanks! CTyankee Aug 2016 #15
There is so much beauty. ... prayin4rain Aug 2016 #19
well, sicily is a pretty powerful experience! CTyankee Aug 2016 #20
Awesome! I look forward to reading it :) nt prayin4rain Aug 2016 #21
That would be malaise Aug 2016 #27
My grandparents came over from Sicily around the turn of the last century. I have always tblue37 Aug 2016 #35
My dear CTyankee! CaliforniaPeggy Aug 2016 #22
Thanks for the correct user name malaise Aug 2016 #24
Thanks! CaliforniaPeggy Aug 2016 #25
Group hug malaise Aug 2016 #23
that is so sweet, my darling malaise... CTyankee Aug 2016 #30
A CTyankee art tour of Florence in the spring would make a great DU road trip. Just sayin'. Gidney N Cloyd Aug 2016 #31
Terrific! CTyankee Aug 2016 #32
Thanks for checking in, CTyankee! femmocrat Aug 2016 #33
Glad to see you back, CT. nt tblue37 Aug 2016 #34
Proof that virtual hugs work! raven mad Aug 2016 #36
DU is like a second home to all of us n/t secondwind Aug 2016 #37
Can't wait to see the essay edhopper Aug 2016 #39
Are you tech savvy? CTyankee Aug 2016 #41
are you using the edhopper Aug 2016 #45
the folder I am referring to is in my word processing on my computer. CTyankee Aug 2016 #46
Love the Frick edhopper Aug 2016 #47
I love Flaming June! IIRC he was a part of the Pre- Raphaelites... CTyankee Aug 2016 #48
imgur is pretty straight forward edhopper Aug 2016 #49

annabanana

(52,791 posts)
5. Glad you say you're finding your footing
Fri Aug 26, 2016, 09:33 AM
Aug 2016

from whatever's been plaguing you. You are one of DU's treasures...

CTyankee

(63,901 posts)
8. Thanks. The situation I found myself in robbed me of all my confidence in my abilities and I
Fri Aug 26, 2016, 11:20 AM
Aug 2016

had started to be forgetful -- all due to stress I think. A bad case of shingles knocked the shit out of me and continues to plague me (now called post herpetic neuralgia). Then I developed nemular dermatitis that I am fighting today. I think all the physical pain added to the whole mess. Plus I am the caregiver of a partially disabled husband. Stuff happens...

catbyte

(34,371 posts)
38. So sorry to hear that, CTyankee. I've had PHN for over 15 years, so I know how soul sucking
Sat Aug 27, 2016, 08:23 AM
Aug 2016

chronic pain can be. I have had at least 10 bouts of shingles--all but one on my right sciatic nerve--since 1998, so I pretty much have permanent nerve damage down my right leg. I didn't think you could get shingles more than once, but I was wrong. My doctor said only about 3%of people get multiple bouts, lucky me. It runs in my family--my grandmother, dad, aunt, and 3 first cousins have all had multiple bouts, but I am the winner. Woo hoo!

Well, I sincerely hope your PHN isn't permanent and that you have a good pain management doctor. That's literally been a lifesaver for me. I think I would've checked out years ago without my doctor.

So glad you checked in and that you're doing better. Hang in there!

CTyankee

(63,901 posts)
40. Yes, I am consulting with a pain management doc. Have you heard about Qtensis?
Sat Aug 27, 2016, 02:27 PM
Aug 2016

It involves insertion of a tiny wire in beteen your top vertebrae. But for some strange reason, I have to be seen and evaluated by a psychologist before I can get the Qtensa! I'll see the psychologist in a week or so and then I can schedule the Qtensa. I suspect a rip off...it's a scheme to get more $$$ for psychologists...

I've been advised to get a shingles shot so I will do that. The co-pay on it is high but it's worth it.

I am getting phototherapy for the dermatitis. It's a full body treatment with UVB rays I've been told it takes time to get the treatment to kick in (I have to start turning pink and I haven't yet. Meanwhile more spots are appearing and my topical meds don't seem to help much. The itching is horrible.

longship

(40,416 posts)
6. My best to you, my friend.
Fri Aug 26, 2016, 10:23 AM
Aug 2016

You are such a valued member of the DU community.

I wish you the best. As always.

niyad

(113,257 posts)
10. you are a most valued member of this community. hope that things are better soon. we
Fri Aug 26, 2016, 02:35 PM
Aug 2016

need you. and, we love the art essays--such moments of beauty in what can be really crazy, scary times.

suffragette

(12,232 posts)
17. Going through some health issues myself right now.
Fri Aug 26, 2016, 03:23 PM
Aug 2016

It's not easy, that's for sure.

Here's to feeling better:

suffragette

(12,232 posts)
26. Thanks. You too. Would love to see Starry Night in person, but the avatar will
Fri Aug 26, 2016, 06:40 PM
Aug 2016

Have to do.

Still count myself fortunate to have seen so many of his paintings, especially the collection in Amsterdam.

CTyankee

(63,901 posts)
44. Oh, I'm sorry but maybe you'll get to NY and can visit the great museums there..
Sat Aug 27, 2016, 03:00 PM
Aug 2016

I'm a train ride away...

CTyankee

(63,901 posts)
15. Oh,thanks!
Fri Aug 26, 2016, 03:20 PM
Aug 2016

I hope it does, too.

Late last April I went to Sicily and my travel buddy and I cliimbed up Mt. Etna, which I thought was a symbol for struggling with my own personal Etna. When I saw these tiny yellow flowers up at the top I rejoiced...

prayin4rain

(2,065 posts)
19. There is so much beauty. ...
Fri Aug 26, 2016, 03:40 PM
Aug 2016

and you are so very good at focusing on that and reminding the rest of us of that. You spread tiny yellow flowers in your posts here and I know you'll keep finding them wherever life takes you.

CTyankee

(63,901 posts)
20. well, sicily is a pretty powerful experience!
Fri Aug 26, 2016, 04:34 PM
Aug 2016

And I was able to see the last painting Caravaggio did at long last: the burial of St. Lucy. It was my first art essay on DU but I had never seen it in person til that trip...

You've all movedme to start looking for essay topics to write. I am thinking now of Whistler...

tblue37

(65,319 posts)
35. My grandparents came over from Sicily around the turn of the last century. I have always
Fri Aug 26, 2016, 08:42 PM
Aug 2016

hoped to visit there. I have been to Europe, more than once, but my travels were always in Spain, France, and England. SOMEDAY I hope to visit Italy and Sicily.

CaliforniaPeggy

(149,583 posts)
22. My dear CTyankee!
Fri Aug 26, 2016, 05:29 PM
Aug 2016

So glad to see you posting, and I'm so sorry to hear of your struggles and personal issues...

Those can really muck up your life. I know it only too well...

Please take care of yourself and return to us when you're able!

We all want your heart (and all of you!) to heal.

femmocrat

(28,394 posts)
33. Thanks for checking in, CTyankee!
Fri Aug 26, 2016, 08:37 PM
Aug 2016

Glad to hear you are on the mend. Looking forward to reading about Bernini!

CTyankee

(63,901 posts)
41. Are you tech savvy?
Sat Aug 27, 2016, 02:42 PM
Aug 2016

the reason I ask is that I am having real problems uploading art off Google to my file folders (from which I upload the art images you see in my essays). I go the usual route of uploading by copying the image location and pasting that into my essay when I put it online. It won't let me "paste" into a folder.

I'm working on my next essay on Whistler's beautiful ladies which is a manifestation of his devotion to aestheticism.

I used the process for all my other essays. Without it, I'm unable to do the essay (well, I could but with no images of the art, it wouldn't hold to much interest of the viewer.

any suggestions?

edhopper

(33,567 posts)
45. are you using the
Sat Aug 27, 2016, 09:57 PM
Aug 2016

Last edited Sat Aug 27, 2016, 11:20 PM - Edit history (1)

bracket-img-bracket with the image address?

Maybe copy the image address from the original source and not your Google folder. (Google Drive?)

CTyankee

(63,901 posts)
46. the folder I am referring to is in my word processing on my computer.
Sun Aug 28, 2016, 08:44 AM
Aug 2016

I've been using this process successfully since way back when I was doing the art challenges. It is a bit cumbersome but has always worked in the past.

I finally called my computer guy as a last ditch resource. He'll come by Monday since he is nearby and perhaps come up with an alternate strategy -- either that or get MS Word (I currently have abi word which he says is "just as good" as Word).

I did try copying from the original source and still no paste functionality (shaded out).

The good news is that I will be going into the city to the Frick Collection with a friend to once again see Bellini's wonderful St. Francis in the Garden (I did an essay on it a while back here on DU). And of course the Beautiful Ladies by Whistler. His method of attaining translucency and his idea behind naming his art with musical terms is fascinating. I think DUers will enjoy knowing more about the artist. I'm eager to get started. It will be especially helpful to have your assessment...but right now I am in the research process In the meantiime I will post the Bernini St. Teresa which you saw in Rome (lucky you).

edhopper

(33,567 posts)
47. Love the Frick
Sun Aug 28, 2016, 09:55 AM
Aug 2016

Saw Leighton's Flaming June there last year.

Here is an idea. upload you pictures to a site like http://imgur.com/
and copy the address from there, I use that for the photo contest threads.

CTyankee

(63,901 posts)
48. I love Flaming June! IIRC he was a part of the Pre- Raphaelites...
Sun Aug 28, 2016, 10:34 AM
Aug 2016

Last edited Sun Aug 28, 2016, 11:08 AM - Edit history (1)

I've yet to figure out imgur but I did try...that may be another option...

edhopper

(33,567 posts)
49. imgur is pretty straight forward
Sun Aug 28, 2016, 12:01 PM
Aug 2016

upload your photo, and copy the address. Remember to bookmark for later access.

Here is one I uploaded

http://tinypic.com/view.php?pic=1rt2es&s=9#.V8MKPa3Sk_h


I just click on the image and then right click the photo and copy the address.

[img][/img]

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