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Related: Culture Forums, Support ForumsMy pain treatment doctor suddenly stopped treating pain patients.
He's had me on 10mg oxycodone 3 times a day for months, now. Went in to get my prescription for the next month and there was a sign on the door saying that he could no longer treat pain patients or prescribe narcotic medications. It seems that some of his patients had been selling their medications, and the DEA intervened and gave him the choice between ceasing all pain prescriptions or potentially losing his license.
I am frightened and grieving. These past few months have been such a miracle for me. I've been able to have a normal life again...grocery shopping, watching my kids play sports, gardening, cleaning my house, cooking...all the things that my spinal stenosis, disc herniations and severe nerve pain had kept me from being able to do. I had forgotten how joyful life can be, and now I grieve because it's all going to go back to the horror of before.
Now I am facing what will probably be a horrific withdrawal experience in a few weeks, and the return of my disability. How do you go back to being unable to get around or care for yourself after experiencing that freedom? Why can't the DEA make exceptions for patients who have no criminal history and plenty of medical documentation? I have never sold a drug in my life, and I never would. But I am being punished for what a few criminals did...people who have nothing to do with me.
I have about 15 pills left. I suppose I should start tapering now, so maybe the withdrawal will be merely miserable and not outright hellish. Feeling really sorry for myself right now, I know. Anyone ever gone through this before? Does it ever get easier? I am trying to find another pain management doctor, but most of them forbid medication therapy and focus solely on chiropractic, acupuncture, etc., and that stuff has never worked for me. Ideas for coping?
TexasBushwhacker
(20,148 posts)He may know another pain management doctor who prescribes meds.
Just curious? Could your back issues be treated surgically? I know it's no day at the park, but my brother has had 2 surgeries for stenosis and herniated discs (lumbar and cervical) and is finally pain free.
Lyric
(12,675 posts)Surgeries are limited for me for a while. And honestly, the medication worked so well for me, I am afraid of what back surgery might do. My spinal specialist said that it's a 50/50 chance between making it better and making it worse.
I might have to try that route though if nobody is willing to continue medication therapy.
TexasBushwhacker
(20,148 posts)If any of your spinal issues are in your lumbar region, you'll probably have less pain as you lose weight. It will probably make you a better candidate for surgery as well. Without losing weight, a big belly would still put a lot of pressure on your spine. I know - I have one!
Lyric
(12,675 posts)There are no guarantees...my Mom was rail thin and had the same spine issues...but it might make a difference for me. Fingers crossed big time.
CaliforniaPeggy
(149,534 posts)I hope like anything that you can find a sympathetic doctor...
Lyric
(12,675 posts)Physicians here are extremely reluctant to prescribe narcotics. My. poor dying mother suffered horribly until she was finally given the 6-month to live prognosis that allowed her to have hospice care. Thank god for hospice. Wonderful people.
mackerel
(4,412 posts)Lyric
(12,675 posts)But it's tempting to try it without a prescription anyway. :/
magical thyme
(14,881 posts)That is outrageous that people are forced to suffer horribly because of a few. Our country has gone effing insane.
Hopefully he'll be able to give you a referral. I would try every doctor within driving distance, within train distance if necessary...surely there must be somebody who can help you.
sharp_stick
(14,400 posts)Back in about 2000 I was taking oxycontin at pretty high levels for pain related to rheumatoid arthritis. When the new biologics came out the pain became a lot more manageable and I didn't need the oxycontin for pain anymore.
Try to find another doctor, get a referral from your current one if possible. If he's legitimate he may be able to refer another pain specialist. The people trying their best in this field are having a hell of a time because of a few pill mill docs that do nothing but destroy lives for profit.
You aren't taking that much right now, at least compared to my highest doses. Oxycodone at 10mg 3X per day is a pretty good dose but if you are managing to hold to the 3X per day the withdrawals if you need to go through them shouldn't be as horrible as you imagine. It's not pleasant by any stretch but not the hell you probably think it will be.
I started off trying to taper but found myself constantly climbing back to the higher levels. I finally, with my doctors approval, went cold turkey. The physical effects while really bad (think terrible flu) only lasted about 3 days and then another few days of much milder and easy to cope with psychological effects.
I had the benefit of no longer needing the oxycodone for my condition so I didn't have the pain returning. Hopefully you don't need to go this route but I wanted to tell you my experience. You aren't the only one that has to go through it, if you can't obtain more medicine see if your doctor can at least help you with the withdrawals, there are some medicines that can ease it a bit, not much but a bit.
I hope everything works out for you.
Laffy Kat
(16,373 posts)That's considered patient abandonment. At he very least the doc needs to refer you to another specialist that can help you wean off the narcs. Look into it and good luck.