Reply #50: Please, Please don't give up .... [View All]

I too had made the assumption that all that waited for me in a church was the right wing Christian fundamentalist. For years I let those bad experiences keep me from God. I let them keep me from the fellowship with others.
One day I decided to look around for a church. I found a church where the pastor is as concerned about the current politics as I (yes, there are Christian liberals-I think Jesus was the first one). They are true practicing Christians (what you do to the least, you do to me). We have even had conversations about the duty of Christians to engage in civil disobedience when needed. A large number of the congregation are on the same page (we a a few that disagree but that's ok).
I strongly recommend seeking out a congregation that feels right for you. A fellowship with other Christians does much to deepen your faith and help you on your path. May sure your wishes are known via a living will.