Reply #41: Well ... [View All]

I am happy that I'm here. I managed to develop a blister on the bottom of my foot on yesterday's morning walk x( so my hips are yelling at me about the lack of exercise today. I plan to stay in and let my foot heal perhaps I'll go for a swim later to make up for it.

I had a long long talk with him last night about things which were bothering both of us. I was so depressed that the talk couldn't be put off until I move down in November. As it usually goes with men, he was clueless about the depth of my feelings for him because I have loved and missed him for most of my life. His Hepatitis C is sapping his strength and we are taking a break from each other tonight so he can be in better shape for our date tomorrow night. I believe we have made a lot of progress toward being together.

He was shocked when he heard me say that I would throughly kick the ass of the woman he cheated on me with if I ever see her again (btw ~ that's not likely to happen). She was our friend. He said "But it was only sex! There was no emotional attachment." :grr: His statement gave me the perfect opening to talk about his double standard.