Do you think more about Life or Death? [View All]

I know it's a morbid question. but my personality is one that focuses on doom most of the time. Very rarely do I wake up deliriously happy to be alive. First thing I usually do is log onto DU and see what tragedy occured while I was away.

If there is none, I'll be damned sure to find one somewhere. Which leads me to the reality I've known about myself since I was 8 and caught on to the fact that my family was a bunch of freaks and too dysfunctional to continue their lineage. Thus, no kids for me.

Since 2000, with the stolen presidency, 9/11, Kerry's fuckup, Iraq, the facism we're living under, I don't know whether I'm happy to be miserable, or miserably happy.

Today, I'm listening to Dylan and planning funerals. I have no business living in my own head. I have no business listening to my own advice.

So, as Dylan says. "he not busy being born, is busy dying." I know what I'm busy doing. What about you all?