I don't know how to say this, but I've started smoking again. [View All]

Last Saturday I got absolutley shitfaced after going to see the Tour de France time trials Partly because of the lovely Bordeaux which I got for 10 pounds, I drank the bottle because the man who sold it to me told me that I should have the entire bottle finished by lunchtime the next day after he opened it, partly because of all the cider and beer I drank at the pub in the accomodation house where I'm staying here in London. Somewhere along the way, I purchased a 10 pack of filterd Lucky Strikes. I don't know if I really did smoke five of them that night, of if somone bummed a couple off of me. My recollection fo that night is hazy.

I didn't touch the rest of the pack till tonight. I found myself having a couple of ciggies before and after watching TV tonight.

I just felt that I had to vent.