Hi. I'm popping out of my hole. [View All]

:hi:

I've been quiet in here lately. I've been feeling a little overwhelmed by feelings and events, and I've been hanging onto everyone's stories in here like they're a tow rope. I find so much help in reading your threads, and witnessing your love, and I nod daily in agreement with your affirmations of worldly abundance and hope.

I feel I am on a precipice. Perhaps all I need is to cut back on my coffee consumption, but I have a deep feeling that what's happening to me is more than caffeine addiction. WHAT'S HAPPENING TO ME??? Every day I am stilled and quickened by intuition and excitement. Over the last few weeks I've found that I am losing interest in DU and other favored websites, my addictions/vices are losing their grip, I am changing behaviors and habitual responses.

Yesterday I received a job notice from an industry website I joined a long time ago. The opportunity looks perfect - almost as though I had created it for myself (and perhaps I did, LOL). But when I consider revamping and sending in my resume, I feel like I'm standing on the high dive for the very first time and the water is a long long way down.

I am tired of second-guessing myself and playing it safe. I'm posting here today because I'm seeking validation that now is the time for me to act, and that I deserve the real work I've been dreaming of doing. Any advice about what I can do to keep my excitement from becoming anxiety is appreciated, as well as astrological tips and prayers for fulfillment.

Bless you all.

07/04/1969 1:20 AM, Mesa, AZ