Reply #5: I'm so sorry, FL! [View All]

I know it's hard, but don't blame yourself. Or at least forgive yourself. You didn't mean to hurt her. You were just doing what you thought was the best thing for her at the time, allowing her to get some fresh air and sunshine. Regrets are so hard to bear.

That was a cruel thing for your neighbor to do. I'm not quite buying his story of what really happened. If he would lie to you once, there's nothing to stop him from lying again. Many of us felt she was really okay. However, the second week, when you posted the second thread, I was getting an entirely different message. I hope you understand that I could not post those feelings. When I checked decoz at that point, it said, she is surrounded by white or a light source. That gave me chills. She's with the Light, FL. She isn't upset with you.

Hugs to you and your children. Let them know there are a lot of people who will remember Atreyu.