Does anybody else feel completly alone? [View All]

I hate this feeling.. I know I'm a loner and 90% of the time I like being that way.. but right now I just feel like completly and utterly alone. and I hate it. I want someone in my life again. But I don't know where to start. It seems I've lost most of my close friends and the only other person I can talk to is my mother.. I don't know.. Why can't I ever meet any interseting people let alone just people?? I just want to run outside and start introducing myself to people but I know I wouldn't meet anybody here. I'm way too shy. I try and try to be outgoing but it just doesn't work. I'm not that kind of person. How much longer will I have to wait to get a real friend??? Anyhoo, thanks for letting this sad and depressed chic vent on your board.