Reply #154: Thank you so much. [View All]

I especially appreciate it when people communicate. And especially about difficult stuff like this.

Also, I had forgotten about the vitamin B thing. Now I have to give that a try.

About those two people. I had an argument today with one of them. The day after I told her the lack of communication was killing me, I left a message on her phone. She did not even respond. When people tell me they are too busy to respond, I know they are lying. Most people argue with that. But I know it's true. And to make things worse, after seeing the Ann Coulter video, I had never realized it, but this woman I know is a clone of Coulter. But I went into her office today and presented a plan that I have. And you know what? I may be closer to my dream right now than ever. It just may be that even though these people have pushed my buttons, they also have what I want. And I was the one being frantic. I think this is a perfect example of what this thread is about. Including "love thy enemy". Realizing that other people have faults. And realizing that I am the one in control of me. When a golden carrot is dangled, it can make life really difficult. I'm talking about the possibility that this transaction might net me 1000 acres of my own private redwood forest. I have this gut feeling that it's not going to happen. But what I've learned here is that I'm not going to drop dead if it doesn't happen. It's not worth pain and suffering. And I believe this is why Cheney and Bush are so screwed up. Greed. Fear. They're sorry beings. Nothing to be envious of.

I haven't been this excited in a long time. And it's partly because I met a fantastic person who is involved in taking logging property and turning it into a conservation preserve. And we think alike. And there are stories that go along with it. Stories about the famous logging protestors, and how they actually turned the mentality of corporations around.

Now back to practicing and studying. And vitamin B.

Thanks.