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I have enough Cherokee blood in me that if I did the proper research, I could prove it and be able to check the "Native American" box on official forms. I also enjoy creating Native American art and researching Native American culture, although I haven't done as much of that as I've wanted to. During the past year, I've considered changing my real name because the old one has come to feel like a burden. I've researched the Cherokee language for surname ideas.
But I am white. I never had to contend with living on a reservation or being discriminated against due to skin color (until I tried to work with minority kids in the inner city of Fresno).
I guess what it boils down to is that I honestly never considered the mascot "Redskin" a racial epithet. But that's not up to me to decide. I suppose it's up to Native Americans who look Native American and had to contend with discrimination.
The only discrimination I've felt is gender discrimination. And it weighed heavily on my heart, having grown up in a fundamentalist home. Would I feel comfortable having a team called, say, the "Springfield Bitches"? Actually, I don't think I'd have a problem with it. There are times when I can call myself a "bitch" with pride. (Of course, there was that big flame war awhile back about this, so it probably isn't a good idea to start it again so let's don't, OK?)
I've never heard how the majority of Native Americans feel about this and I certainly don't want to hurt anyone. I've gone through a tremendous transformation over the past fifteen years and especially over the past four. My brain is spinning.
All I can say is that if I agree with Rico Oller about something, there's a good chance I need to re-analyze my position.
God...I'm tired. :cry:
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