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This pains me to admit, and I mean it really pains me, but I'm going to be honest. Hopefully, it will make a difference to somebody, somewhere.
Way back in the day, when I first registered to vote, I didn't know the difference between a Republican and a Democrat. I worked at an insurance company. As I looked around it seemed the Republicans were the ones with the money and the Democrats were the working stiffs - like me. Well, I wanted to be associated with the money guys, so I registered Republican. Simple as that. I didn't know.
Rush Limbaugh and the like pounded this country for years brainwashing people into believing Liberal is a dirty word and Democrat is worse. I never liked Rush Limbaugh from day one, so I should have known something was wrong way back then!
Newt Gingrich and his gang came along with their arrogance and their "Contract with America" and they pissed me off. I had never voted a straight party ticket before, but I did the first election after those bastards got in my face. I voted Democrat all the way down. Still, I really didn't pay much attention. My card said Republican. I didn't know I wasn't one.
Anyway, in 2000, I voted for Al Gore, after voting for Clinton twice, on my Republican Voter Card. (I must have really pissed somebody off, eh?) I hadn't paid attention to Bush. I don't remember knowing who he was. Since I'm an Arizonan, I was watching McCain, but I hadn't planned on voting for him. Anyway, when Bush stole the election I was furious. My husband couldn't understand why I was so upset. "I don't trust this guy! It's something in my gut." I told him. "Something's really wrong."
I changed my party affiliation after 9/11. That's when I started reading and learning and paying attention. I've been a Democrat all my life and didn't even know it.
Why is this? They didn't teach me about the differences in the parties in school and I wanted to be on the same side as the "rich" guys. Typical American? My parents never talked about who they voted for. It was a secret. Same as their parents. But, it's not anybody else's fault. It's mine. I was an apathetic American. I didn't think it mattered who was in the White House, really. I mean after watching the hell Clinton went through, I thought the President was simply a powerless figurehead, like an English monarch. I thought Congress would never let anybody do anything really bad. I actually thought none of them ever really DID anything, anyway. I was wrong. Maybe, even stupid. (You can say it.)
So, in the last two years I've gained a new vocabulary, I've signed, what seems like thousands of petitions, I've marched in the streets. (Me! Marching in the streets. I'm an Army veteran. That's the only time I ever thought I'd march anywhere.) I've freaked my husband out. He's a 20 year vet and a member of the "they're all the same" party.
"Why are you getting so wrapped up in this?" he asks. "They're all the same."
"It's about time I figured out what I stand for, don't you think?" I told him. "I've lived all this time and never took one moment to think about what I believe. And, they're not all the same. You'd better pick a side!"
He hasn't picked a side, yet, but I think I'm winning him over. And why did I go into this diatribe? Because, I don't think I'm THAT atypical. I think there are still a lot of people in this country who are so busy trying to keep their heads above water they've never really stopped to think about what they believe in. It's easier to believe what Bush tells them to believe in*. This is why so many people are still behind Bus. But the tides, they are a changing...
:kick:
P.S. Please, don't kick me out of the club. I REALLY like it here.
*An interesting aside: On C-Span the other day, some politcal analyst released a report in which part of it said people who attend church on a regular basis were more likely to vote Republican.
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