Rant coupled with decision - a two-fer

WOOHOOO Totally stresed out. Can't digest, up at night, full of anger, and just plain unpleasant. I know what I am doing now, looking for a job on a yacht crew, somewhere in the tropics. This is no way to live. I am too close to hitting someone, it seems people never stop telling you what to do, or how to do it, or just being assholes for no reason to make themselves feel better or something...I don't know. But it's time to leave.
That's my rant, thanks for reading.

We all been there, hh

If you are able to just take off, with minimal difficulty for you or anyone else, think seriously about it. Remember: wherever you go, there you are. But, on the other hand, somtimes a change of location and/or a change of circumstances can work wonders. I'm living proof of both truisms. Spontaneity and impulsiveness can be dangerous, but so can being stuck in a rut (whether entirely of your own making or as a result of a confluence of factors), and looking back 20 years from now and knowing that you never went for yourself could be a mjor-league bummer.

In other words, think about it, think it through in the cold light of morning, and weigh prudent practicality against the fact that there is literally no limit to what you can do and where you can go, if you want it enough. That conflict is part fo what makes life so interesting. Free your mind, but make sure you've still got some mooring lines wrapped around the bollards of reality on the dock of your life (oh, that is just so cool...or not).

Indigestion, insomnia, anger over business. If you can't sleep some night, try one dose of nux vomica 30X. I used it in the past for those same symptoms.
Of course, you've already decided on the longterm cure.