I feel awful,Fuckin Government

i just watched The majestic,at the end when he dragged up the constitution i suddenly felt sick and it woke me up..now i can't stop crying (or on the verge of tears) and figure theres no way on earth that i will fight for the greedy oil guy with no courage brains or heart (i watched the wizard of oz too) EDIT:i mean fight his war

what has become of my country? does the constitution not over run the patriot act,and send it to hell?
I mean how many has died for the rights of everyone in this supposedly free country? I'm sorry,this country of mine is wasting away and i won't back down without fighting for it,like many before me has done,which is sad that the people that has fought before me for certain things,but all has gone to waste,This is NOT The time to sit down and except things.
I deserve better,and so do all people with the right mind.
No fat ass Bigot is going to tell me i can't say certain things,or do certain things. I can plainly say that any person thinks they need a dictatorship,i tell them i wish the worst of them,even if thats against my nature of saying such an awful thing.

TO HELL WITH OUR GOVERNMENT AND THE PEOPLE THAT SUPPORT THEM.

Sometimes the only thing we can do is fight. We've got to fight for our survival, because if we don't the Repugs will add us to the endangered species list.

but read what other disasters has happened for too long,got to say,i won't be doing that these other 4 years,that is sitting down and reading what other awful thing has happened,I'd be helping this time around.
I'm just waiting for January 20th,what ever happens,I'll ether be giving my life up(literately,my future would be ended)to devoting my time to protest,donate,etc
or go out and have the best day of my life if/when Kerry is in office.
i still have hope.

Damn government..

Just freaking out how much the Bush administration is affecting my life,and that all of that which i believe in is slipping out of reach. and my dreams can't come true anymore.