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Edited on Mon Dec-27-04 05:22 PM by derbstyron
Sorry, I needed to respond
I appreciate you reading them. Honestly. I do value criticism, whether positive or negative. Once I state that, its not necessary to then pull punches with the statement, "you asked."
Although it is kind and considerate.
I don't understand the "little too proud" comment. I assume its in relation to one of three things, none of which I should be ashamed off:
-my writing ability (note, I said in the thread, that I don't do poetry very often. It was for a class. And they were first drafts. Poetry is by far my weakest genre. I will gladly take, "all-right" in that case. My short stories and non-fiction are much stronger. and results back that up. It is simply much easier to post poems. I figured it would be hard enough to get pissed off lost fans to read my poems, I can't imagine them sludging through essays or poems. I would be happy to send some if you truly want.
-my criticism. I have stated in the thread why I do it and what it brings me.
-my education? This isn't really your fault but I am just *now* getting to the point where I can talk about my education with pride
You would be startled if I told you all the things wrong with me from a mental/physical basis. I do not martyr myself, only to point out the following. After so many years of anguish and struggle, the greatest compliment that you paid me in this post was that I am a
"little too proud." Yes, for once in my life I *am*. And I THANK YOU with all my heart for saying that. You have no idea what that means. Honestly.
You have made my day!
EDIT: (to ad) I don't understand how I can be "proud" making my poems available to people that, most likely, would take shots at them. Also, considering that, as mentioned when I posted them, its the first time I have made them available to any public criticism for ten years. Only the second ever. How "proud" of them can I be?
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