i wrote this drunk.....

look you like her...you thought it was real and
pure and fucking honest...it was lies built upoin
lies built upon betrayl...shes got a rockin body
and yea she has a firm ass but the real question
becomes whether one trustst their emotions or the real
shit behind it----her and adam are fucke dup and my
feelins along with tyloers and trents are bullshit,
martin is smart, he thinks with his head----am i
ssaying this to be funny? i dont know but i do know
that i fucking cant get over those chemicals being
released in my brain that say she is something out of
the ordinary that I want to hang out with...why
is this diffucult? i am going to laugh and thin k im
a nerd toimrrowo when i read this. martin kmnows
whats going on, i might not wlawys agree e but
goddamnit he resembles truth and honesty in an odd
senes. is this email meant for him ? only god and
chemcials inside my head know. tyeler likes
her...why do i like her? prob because i dont have
balls to talk to other girls and she let me play with
her tits and ass one night while talking
dirty/kinky...that is fucking hot...i don
tknow. self conscience? probbably. narcisstic?
definitly. drunk? no. Who gives a shit? I want to
fuck her, so do trent tyler and adam. goddamnit were
friends cuz we agree on good lookin girls to
fuck...were human and are feeling ALIVE.

ssia