there is something seriously wrong with me

but lest you all think i am truly an unbalanced mental freak, let me assure you, i'm pretty well integrated, live independently, can handle life in general.

but if i miss my mid-day neurontin/gabapentin, i am an unpredictable shrew. mrs v and i were changing sheets & folding laundry and i went from laughing to irritated to playing w/ the cat to so angry i nearly broke a tooth clenching my jaw to scaring the wits outta mrs v to going outside and sobbing.

better living through chemistry (TM) only works when you remember to ingest your chemicals.

/rant

:hug:

truly.

gawd, i'm sick of drama. if someone doesn't put this life up on the silver screen one day . . . what a waste.

Pretty please? I always wanted to be a director! :hi:

to portray me

or mariska hargitay, or denyce graves (does she act?), or jessica lange.

I don't know who Graves is and I don't like Hargitay.

YIPPEE! I'm going to win an OSCAR! :hi:

She is FABULOUS. And . . . hubba fucking hubba. :9

I hope you will be feeling better soon!

:hi:

:hug:

:hi:

:)

BAH! Made ya think for a sec that i really WAS that fucked up, didn't i!

Kidding. Not effed up anymore. Just forgetful

thanks, floog

And, I am here for you.

it has been so long since i've heard that phrase. i'm surrounded by people who ARE there for me, but i have weighed on them for years. ty, floog. you are an angel. O8)

if you need it you need it... I forget my stuff sometimes too. :hug:

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sux!

Stop the neurontin, sweetheart. It's briliant for the people it works for... the rest of us? Well, it sucks.


Khash.

It's making a difference, especially since I went from 600 to 900 mg.

Tell me this: why are psychiatrists so unreliable? The one I have now has me taking this drug and one other, but dammit, why can't i get him to set an appointment? Argh.

And I don't want to change meds. GAWD that is such a miserable process.

i've come to rely on du for a little venting and a little support, and i try to give support in return

thanks to all

'night, all

Some days I don't know whether to scratch my watch or wind my ass. Are my chemicals making things better or worse. I just try to slog through one day at a time.

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