and it sucks...there is a difference between being alone and being lonely...when I first divorced I was alone and wanted it that way...now I want to be in a relationship and there is NO one out there who wants to be with me so now I am alone and DON'T want to be that way...that is loneliness and that is flower
it sucks and I am sick of it but there is NO action I can take to solve the problem...and that is the paradox
I adapted and grew content with solitude. It's certainly better than mediocre company grabbed out of desperation.
Yesterday I was contacted by a bloke from my kibbutz days twenty-four years ago. Back then my life was hyper-social, and I thrived in it. Now I'm 180 degrees from that life.
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