AAAAAAAAAARRRRRRGGHHH!!! I need! To! Vent!!!

Let me begin by saying...aah, screw it...here's some smileys: x( x( x( ;( ;( :mad: :mad: :puke: :mad: :puke: :argh: :argh: :argh: :argh: :argh: :argh: :argh: :argh: :argh: :argh: :hurts: :hurts: :grr: :grr: :grr: :grr: :grr: :nuke: :nuke: :nuke: :nuke: :nuke: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry:

A few more :argh:s for good measure
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OK, now let me continue by saying that I would sell my soul to be able to punch Bill Gates in the face for five minutes right now. :grr:

I HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE WINDOWS!!! Did I mention I hate it? Because I HATE WINDOWS!!!! :cry:

I thought computers were supposed to make life easier! :wtf: Instead, I tell you, it'll be a miracle if I pull off a 3.0 GPA this quarter. :(

So, yeah. April 28-May 14, 2006. WORST DAYS EVER!!!

Get cheated on, dump girlfriend, lose friendship, discover massiver knot in neck that won't FUCKING GO AWAY!! (:grr:), classes suck, everything gets done as last minute crap work because I can't focus on shit. At this point the only thing going for me is the sandwich sitting in front of me and I can barely straighten my neck up enough to swallow it. x(

This is what we call a "George Bailey moment" (that was his name, right? Jimmy Stewart in It's A Wonderful Life, Clarence I want to live again and all that? George Bailey, right?). What would the world be like if I didn't exist or if someone teleported me off this rock? Not much different, I would think. x(

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Sorry for being so depressing and manic, I just had to get it out before I put a foot through the computer screen. Fortunately, I'm away from the animation lab and back in my room with my reliable iBook that doesn't crap out on me every time I try to do a Boolean Union operation on two simple pieces of geometry because the crappy architecture can't handly any math more complicated than 2+2. ACK! MICROSOFT = BASTARDS!! :grr:

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:argh: smiley particularly apt today. It really is what I feel like doing to all the computers here.

Oh, yeah, and my e-mail won't let me send anything again. x(

No more work tonight.

I finally managed to get my part done an hour ago. I just have to get the stuff to my teammates so they can stick it together with their parts, but without e-mail, I don't know how I can send the file. :(

You mean, you may have to put it on a disk and go somewhere? :scared:

Talk about a waste of space.

I lost my jump drive months ago. x(

You need an exorcism or something.

Right now, I really need a massage, though. My back freaking HURTS! :(

Sorry :P

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Cheer up dude. Life can only get better and I am sure it will. :hug: :hi:

or fast forward to the end of August. x(

I once had a day when, after staying up all night after a party like a moron, I went to get ready for a job interview--and my car was stolen. Borrowed a friend's one-speed bike and rode 6 miles in the July sun, did the interview in a daze, rode home, got a phone call an hour later to start working immediately, rode the damn bike back, worked a ten hour shift on a saturday night at a busy restaurant in a zombie-like state, and then, slowly peddling home on the bike in an advanced state of exhaustion and dehydration, got hit by an idiot in a chevy blazer. I found myself lying in the middle of an intersection, bike folded in half under the truck...laughing my ass off. It was like some dark comic had written a screenplay and I was living it. The cops thought I had a concussion. Rode to the hospital, sat around for several hours, got a bunch of x-rays, and wound up limping a mile home at 7am because I was broke. Got home, and my roommate laughed mercilessly at my appearance and story. The capper was when I called the new boss and told hime why I couldn't make it to work that day. "Yeah, right," he barked, and hung up. I never even got my paycheck for that day. In the end, I couldn't deny that the whole thing was kind of hilarious. I think being able to laugh at these "why me?" moments makes them easier to survive without blowing a gasket.

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But, no, I'd be laughing at the events of today if I wasn't already in emotional pain from other recent events. :(

It's *nix for the masses and definitely worth the cost if you're not wanting to mess with needless details. I'd do so myself, but I'm only good at needless details. :D

I just wish I could convince my university to get more Macs. x( They have, like, three, and they're only for movie editing.

the primal scream therapy!!!

Oh, and that thing on your neck? It's probably tension, no?

PS, You make me glad I'm out of college, even if I do have a low paying job.

If I get written up again this year, I might get kicked out. (The first time was for something I didn't even do...the dorm management are total dicks, too, did I mention that?)

The thing on my neck is, if not tension, is definitely exacerbated by it. :(

or in my car. That worked! I don't do it as much anymore. It's hard on the voice, anyway.

And I think I might freak out my roommate a bit if I started screaming into my pillow. :(

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Just breathe, dude. Breathe. S'okay.

I want to skip the summer break, too. :(

Let August come so I can take my damn diploma and walk the F away.

I am soooo sorry, sweetheart.......I can't help you at all.......:hug:

All I can say is I hope things get better quickly....

Specifically, the power to slow down/speed up/reverse time at will. :(

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