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Edited on Tue Jun-13-06 12:40 PM by RetroLounge
Zombie Sunday (a short poetical history of Spring)
Gentle handed holy father, or whomever, I mentioned daffodils, and the crowd went wild. I had them, briefly, nibbling from my blistered hand. Then I called attention to the dandelions, popping forth like sunny, tethered corks from the busy lawn, and the crowd went home. Lucky for me they left. Mine was a short list of flowers beginning with "d," and too late, skulking through the park, did I recall the daisy, the dahlia, too late did I invent the dog-wort and the dwarf poppy. Modern ways. April. Motorcycles have begun thundering down the wet avenues like armored bees slick with the shattered, puddled blooms of fragrant gasoline and oil, and I've noticed, from a distance, that in early Spring the trees don't, all at once, jump to life like you've read about, but gather to them a smoky cloud of blue, like tall children puffing on cigarettes, until, late April, they cough up a few green leaves. That was my mistake. Chaucer couldn't name his flowers, either, or he could name them, but couldn't tell them apart, or I missed it if he did. It was Spring. I was involved, moaning in the hedge and watching college kids whack golf balls into the drive-in movie screen, which seems, at night, across the field, like the forehead of a giant, worried monk, bent over and tending to his proliferating, moonlit vegetables. Speaking of monks, I need to read more Chaucer. Then T.S. Eliot, about a hundred years later, wasn't he clever? Bravo, Tom. I can barely look a lilac directly in the "stamen," a word that never seems right, no matter how I spell it, a word little more than a word, if that. I think we thought T.S. Eliot would ruin sex for the common fornicator, Our Father, like you and me. I think we guessed him sort of mortuary in the sack. That, or (your theory) he was frightened of the shadow of his penis, rolling unbidden, like a scuttled go-cart, across the grooved sheets. And the hyacinths, oh the hyacinths, a flower I'd like to take by the pistil and fling, if only I could tell one from a hydrangea, my second flower beginning with "h." But about old master Eliot we both were wrong. How like me he is. I imagine him now, sucking flowers into the tunneled earth where he riots like a cartoon gopher, he was a petal hoarder. I much rather would have slept with Williams, though he did nothing for Spring, at least in the anthologies, our able doctor, tapping out his poems while a lithe America undressed in the little examination room across the hall. Read Williams in a paper gown, you tell me, and all your dreams will come to pass. But I forgot Emily Dickinson. We all wanted to sleep with her. She was right about Spring, if she wrote about it, and she had those tendencies. My new neighbor, homeless Jack, greets Spring with a holler. Emily would have hated him. Me, too, though she had a thing for abomination. But what's Emily Dickinson got to do with the price of methedrine, Jack might ask. Bravo, Jack. And Rilke, Jack, Rilke was an "autumn." The tree-line overtaking the movie screen warbles. The aforementioned flowers, all varieties, rise like European soccer fans, and charge the field. Spring, you sent the rain down this rented stretch of gutter-pipe on the retched corner of Thomas and Lafayette. The college kids whack arc after arc into the monk's forehead, into the tree-line, into the onanistic wave of oncoming flowers. I wish I could welcome these days when the blood begins its rolling boil, and like a chef, in my palpitating white hat, I could use the blood to cook a meal that would finally please you. Daylily, digitalis, delphinium, dianthus. Josh Bell
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