I should NOT have told him this...

it is too much and too soon and sometimes I wonder if its really really from the bottom of my heart absolutely true:


if you only knew how lucky I am to have YOU in my life. I do not talk much about my past...a lot if it is very painful to remember. I had given up on the hope of having a relationship and BOOM you come along.
I have not had feelings like this since I was 16 and we were living in _______. I was very much in love but, Daddy took a job here in __________ and we moved AGAIN. I went to 6 different schools in less than 4 years.
Anyway long story short, I lost at love because we were too young to maintain a relationship with that much distance between us. My parents did not care and were actually glad, they said it was "puppy love"

Smoker, I never got over that guy, til now...

I hope that we will always be good to and good for each other.


hugs,
wh

You live up to your words. Guys hate it when women change their minds.

Remember this: It is better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all.

Wildhorses, I hope he appreciates you :hug:

right now...

I hope he appreciates me, too...

one more lying fucker in my life and I will pate' the SOB:P

and he started it...he said it first
and he is really good to me...
and he sent a really nice e-mail
and that was my response...


and I think I really mean it but, wtf do I know about LOVE??

that shit has really HURT me in the past...I know that for a fact

why do you feel like it's "too much too soon"?

Sounds to me like you are both on the same lovely wavelength!

I know, love is risky, but there is nothing like it when it's good.

I wish you the best, wh.:hug:

I am too scared and
I have had my heart
wrapped up too tight
for such a long time
and too lay it bare
now
RISKY BUSINESS and not the tom cruise kind either:P

thanks speedoo:hug:


how is you CD of love songs?

I'm sure I'll end up including your ideas!!

would you send me PM of the songlist you end up?

or is it private for that special someone?

Not private at all.

Unfortunately for me, there is no "special someone":cry:

time...the final frontier:P

:hug: you deserve someone really special :hug:

YOU'RE special.

But alas, you seem to be taken!;-) :*

:blush:

and yes, I do seem to be taken...but, to think I would ever tell someone that caould take the place in my heart that has been locked away for so long...that is really saying something. I have had 2 marriages and other various long term relationships through out my life but, no one ever came close to the feelings I had for the guy I have been referring. Thing is: how was I to know that he was the love of my life until my life is half over and I realize that no one has taken his place?

:hug:

Heartaches are hell, but the trip from here to there, I have found, is worth every minute, if done with love. Enjoy!

so very good and OH so much FUN

I forgot what fun it can be:loveya:

and thanks for posting in my thread:hi:

how is yours going?

Have you got the 8,000 yet?

That's the best thing in life.

My thread? 15 to go. I must be on a lot of ignore lists.

just cos you don't like feet:shrug:

I like feet. But my new attraction is tramp stamps.

oh wait a minute... c ya over there in the question thread:P

I'll never forget you, Martha. I will always love the time we spent together. Hmmm. Together. Lets break that word down, shall we?

To get her.

right:eyes:

as opposed to

girls love it when men change theirs:wtf:


:eyes:

Men take a woman just like she is and never want them to change.

Women take a man and think... "well I can make him better"

To us it seems women change their minds. It seems. What do I know? I never have figured out too many women. After all, there's too many women and too little time.

guys go through changes, too.

and I could get oh so dirty with this thread but, I am trying to be good:evilgrin:

Guys hate it when women change their minds. :rofl:


that sentence is a thread all by itself...

Once upon a time I was gonna post: "Why do women paint their nails?"

of nowhere and the budget is running funny this last quarter of the year, too many birthdays and not enough paychecksthat kinda thing ya know what I mean:shrug:

:blush: while I can still edit I should SOOO fucking delete this...blame it on the shiraz:yoiks:

If he doesn't appreciate you expressing how you feel about him then he's not worth your time.

Good shiraz? :hug:

he is the least game playing man I have met...

I mean

he says what he means
and I really think he means it
when he says it


and...meh, a very fresh shiraz 2005 austrailian...:toast:

:cry:

you do doncha?:hug::*

an explanation.You are entitled to as many as you like.:toast:

I will cherish them and wear them next to my heart:toast:

You get what you put out. If you are expressing love, love will return to you. Sometimes it wears a disguise, though..and it is up to you to remember that.

smoker who is one inch shorter than me...:beer:

I would not have picked him out in a line up:P


btw: if they say in their profile that they are trying to quit smoking, you need to read that as "smokes like a freight train":smoke:

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:hi: come late, stay early and post often :toast:

Was he OK w/ it? If he had a reaction to it you weren't expecting, just give him some time to assimilate it. :hug:

okay with it...He did not go into specifics but, he said that he got my e-mail and that he loves me. I think it kinda shocked him that I finally revealed to him how DEEP my feelings are for him cos I have been playing it cool...you know like yeah , i love you baby...but only when he says it first...and any talk of marriage has been pretty much...uh,...avoided on my part. you know, like, I casually change the subject...