I'm not sure if this is allowed...

...but I really want to vent and I really want to react in a violent manner. I'm not going to do it, but forgive me if I sound like the enemy here.

If I weren't so passive, I would really like...no, enjoy doing physical harm to my Dad's ex-wife. If that makes me bad, so be it. I'm pissed off and I'm almost ashamed to admit that it would bring me joy to hurt another human being.

I'm a very non-violent person. I believe in live and let live and for the most part I am able to "let things go" when people piss me off.

I don't want to get into details.

Forgive me for my rant.

I'm just very pissed off, and am having thoughts I feel bad for having.

I think it happens to the best of us. I mean, it has me. :)

is hardly abnormal or shameful. I must confess to the occasional mayhem-filled daydream about my porcine, obnoxious Republican sister-in-law, and I also feel a little bad (but just a little) about harboring such uncharitable thoughts. So rant away, get it out of your system...