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And the thing that pissed me off was, the SUV didn't even stop, even though the fawn was not dead, at least not right away. I was driving behind the SUV, and a family of deer suddenly came out on the road in front of it. It wasn't really the driver's fault that he hit the deer, that could have happened to anybody, including me. But the driver barely even stopped. Only for a second, and then he just kept right on a-goin'. Meanwhile I pull up, not realizing that he had even hit a deer, only seeing the family of deer come out onto the road and the SUV driver kinda sorta stop very briefly. And then I get to where he was and see this baby fawn, twitching and thrashing on the road, not dead and clearly in agony.
I pull over, I really don't know what to do or even if there's anything I can do or what to do. The road is dark, cars are driving on it at 50 MPH, some faster. I look at the deer. It has stopped moving for now. Then another car comes up to it and stops, the fawn starts twitching again. It's still alive. The car sees this, and casually moves around it, and keeps going. I debate getting out of the car but again, not really having any idea what I'd do even if I did. Another truck comes up, the kind with the really huge monster wheels. This time, I think, but I can't really say for certain, it runs right over the fawn and doesn't even slow down. In a way, I'm actually grateful, I'd rather have it dead than twitching in pain in the middle of the road.
I watch the fawn for awhile. It doesn't move. More cars drive by, there is no more twitching from the fawn. I'm fairly certain it's dead by now. And if it isn't, it will be soon, I seriously hope. I decide to leave. I pull onto the road. Another truck that has to be going at least 60 on a narrow, windy, pitch black mountain road pulls up behind me right as I'm accelerating to about 40, and gets right on my ass. the speed limit is 45. I'm only 5 miles under it, and that is rectified within the next few seconds. But this guy is clearly in a hurry, and the fact that his truck is almost kissing the ass of my car is letting me know this. I wonder if he even noticed the dead deer. I wonder what kinds of emotions deer have. I had briefly seen at least one of its parents as they staggered out into the road in front of the SUV. I wonder if he or she is mourning the loss of their child. Most animals, mammals in particular, have an innate sense of caring and the desire to protect their offspring. I wonder if they are watching this spectacle from the side of the road, watching as their offspring is rammed by one of these speeding metal contraptions, and then watching as one by one, more of these metal contraptions either casually go around their kicking and thrashing offspring or simply run over it again. I wonder what they think, or if they even think at all, of the fact that only one of these metal contraptions even bothered to stop and at least debate whether or not there was anything he could do to help, even if in the end there wasn't.
I get home, rather ashamed to be a human.
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