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it occurs to me that this time of year I get a little pissy and short-tempered. I hate the holidays. To me it's just a big reminder of how alone I am... there's always too much to do and just my two hands to get it done. I end up feeling pretty foul by the time the solstice hits, and then there's still a few more days before Christmas, and then (ugh) New Years. It wouldn't surprise me if I send off a pretty nasty vibe.
It dawned on me today, though, as my officemate was having a bad day, and MrsG and ThomCat (and others that I will forget to mention but shouldn't forget) that when put into perspective, I should feel ashamed for getting so pissy this time of year. I should be very happy that I have all the things that I have and that another year filled with opportunity is right around the corner.
So, for those of you who are hurting, for whatever reason, accept my apology for being foul instead of festive, and know that you're in my heart.
:hug:
:loveya:
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