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I have a vacation day today. I was just going to relax. I stayed up pretty late, woke up late (which I planned on) and everything seems to be going wrong. Everything is a disappointment. I start feeling like I should never be positive about anything because I will always end up being disappointed. Maybe being so busy with the election stuff is finally getting to me. I'm going to making more political phone calls tonight. I should get my car washed today and refill my medicine, but I just want to relax. Thought I was doing something nice and posted something my dad wrote and everybody here hated it. I was going to send him the link when I posted it and now I don't know what to do. I feel like I keep screwing up. Found out my mom and I will be on opposite sides on election day about something about an issue we had agreed upon. It all sounds stupid, but the lounge is usually a good place for me to vent. It's like reality's hitting me after I was feeling so positive. An innocent person is probably going to be executed today in Georgia and I made the phone calls I could. I don't know if anything I do really matters sometimes.
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