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This Is Where You Are
Alessandra Lynch
This is your sill. White out. Out of the picture. This is my foot. Once. In your mouth. On your rug. In your crotch. This is my picture. Not where you are. Not docile snow. Not obedient rain. This is not sun down. This is not twilight. This is not my favorite place for illumination. This has little bearing on cloud. This is not the high tower where we work our hearts on clothesline. This has no mercy.
Is this the bird Stern told me to write? Is this the poem he told me to write? About birds. He said protect the green stone. Protect the marigold. He said protect the iron link fence and tall breath of ceilings, the rose firewood, the shabby soft brick. He said stand by your walls no matter how shrunken the stone. No matter how cheap the cement. He said don't drop guard. Wear a gun. Effect moss. He said watch out for the ice man has planted. He said they're all bad (trying to unravel the shrill chicken skin that is always ours that we do not love or cannot love while saying we do). Protect yourself, he said. (In two words he tried to dispel bad loving.) Did he swear by them through the wine and fish and strawberries when they lurked the skullock table, when their pale wind wracked the sumac and dashed the few birds I'd handled? Did I?
We hadn't even the cracks of a heart to feed, not a trickle. (No breath left to spell any name. Let alone ours.)
:hi:
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