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Edited on Sat Aug-01-09 12:40 AM by Tangerine LaBamba
and it sounds to me like you've got everything going on all around you, on so many levels.
You're the little girl in your grandparents' home, where you were a little girl, with your Mom, who was their little girl.
Now you're the adult, with your adult Mom, and your grandparents are gone so very recently, and the little girl is there, too, everywhere you look.
And you're suddenly the only adult, your Mom's mother, cleaning and going through things, and helping her, and putting things back into the order that your grandmother cherished and your grandfather enforced and that you find comforting, and the little girl is still there, watching you.
Levels within levels, layers upon layers, and in the middle of it all, every memory you ever had of that place and all the people who ever were in it. Every argument, every laugh, every birthday cake, every tear, every win, and every loss.
You're in the middle of The Power Of Place, the music of loved ones gone, the mother who now needs you in a whole different way, and that little girl who is who you really are, if only anyone could see her besides you.
It's a powerful and rich time. Thank you for showing it tonight. You are square in the middle of the Circle of Life.
Savor the wine. You are proof that life goes on, that no one ever dies. You're everyone's future, and that little girl is right there, smiling at you...............................................
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