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when my 20+ year career in high tech crashed following the dot-com bust, 911 and the sale of the company where I worked, first to Compaq and then to HP.
I sent out hundreds of resumes in 2002 and got 3 replies -- all rejections. In the meantime, a registered sex offender and his gang of thugs in Massachusetts started harrassing me 24x7. Due to the laws in Mass and the fact that he was related to the condominium manager where I lived, who destroyed and lied about the physical evidence, the cops were unable to do anything except advise me to get out of town.
I fled to Maine, where they are tough on sex offenders, and where there is not a lot of work. My plan was to spend 6-12 months or so fixing up the farm I bought and resting/recuperating from that ordeal (and it was an ordeal) and then go back to work at something and try to rebuild my life. Unfortunately, the 1st contractor I hired took advantage of my overstressed state of mind and trashed my land with his bulldozer. Plus I got injured repairing his damage. So instead of 12 months out of work, it was 24 months.
In the meantime, I was contacted by a colleague now at HP with a large freeland project. I though my ship had finally come in. INstead, it turned out that he and his wife, a VP at Fidelity Investments, were part of an identity theft ring. And my identity was stolen.
I managed to get a job at a local family-owned company. I busted my ass for them for 17 months, saved their company thousands of dollars while enabling them to meet contractual commitments that they weren't able to meet, and even garnered letters of praise from their client's customers. In return, they literally and deliberately poisoned me with their contaminated well, harrassed me in my home with early saturday hangup calls, and visited my farm and assaulted my animals. So I quit and went back to school for health care.
I payed for my first year of school from my retirement fund. I started on stafford loans this year. There is a worldwide shortage of lab technologists, the starting pay with an associates degree is pretty good and after 2 years work, you can sit for the 4 year exam and double your income. So long term, this will work. It's getting through the next year that is turning into a nightmare. I have 1 year of coursework and 4-5 months of clinicals. The clinicals are 40+ hours on-the-job training for no pay. Oh, and the courses I've been taking are pre-medical sciences. Not for the feint of heart and not easy.
My plan was to work part time and be in school part time. I've been rejected repeatedly (2-3 times each) by Home Depot, Lowes and the grocery store. I was offered a job scrubbing toilets for minimum wage at the convenience store/gas station. Then they never called me to start. I still have their stupid manual, cap, shirt and apron -- they didn't even call to ask for those back. I also applied for work/study and was rejected.
If I'd sold my house last year, I'd probably pay as much in rent in the interim (plus 2 sets of moving costs) as I will lose by holding onto the house through the downturn. I figured at least by staying here I wouldn't be disrupting my studies with a move. Please don't say I should plan the move during the summer. School is year round and nearly nonstop. I'm on winter break now and then start the next year.
Oh, and Citizen #9 and all you other smug fuckheads who think everything out there is just hunky dory and those of us who are being sacrificed by society deserve it because we're just stupid lazy deadbeats, you'd better hope I never learn your real names. For all you know, some day I MAY be the lab tech drawing your blood. If I am, I swear to god I will use the biggest, fattest needle I can find and I will be the clumsiest me I am able to while searching in vain for a vein. Prepare to be pin cushions, all of you.
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