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I blew up on DerekJ's thread a few days ago, saying how I wasn't done being pissed yet.
Ironically, that seemed to be my last bit of steam. I was no longer pissed with desire to post about her. Thanks a lot DerekJ for wasting my last rant.
Waiting for Hillary to speak, I hoping she would not blow it and at least not say something to get me riled up again. As I've said on other threads, she gave a very good speech that was much better than expected. I started removing people from my ignore list but stopped when I remembered what specifically earned each their spot.
The tone of my posts were changing. I was becoming sad and then angry so I left to diffuse it, understand it and get perspective. Now I'm good to go but here's the deal, hopefully it will matter to a few of you.
Hillary blew it for Obama's supporters on Tuesday night. In my mind is that photo of Barack and Michelle watching Hillary deliver her speech. That picture hurts me deeply, still. I saw one post and no threads that acknowledged or empathized with Obama, his family or his supporters on that night. We had to celebrate...in spite of.
Today, we are praising Hillary for what she should have done earlier. Now, many of you are not only dismissing our feelings (feelings that was seldom acknowledged as valid in the first place), but EXPECTING US to dismiss our own and praise all that is Hillary. How ironic that so many months should be cleansed away by a speech.
Unity is fast becoming a word of no meaning here. I would like to chat and get to know many of you. I look forward to learning from you here. Getting Obama elected instead of McCain and building the Party's strength are uniting projects we can work on, in most any state of mind. Unity, on the other hand, is harmony with each other, born of respecting each other, born of understanding each other.
Submitted in peace.
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