I do not say this lightly because it took me awhile…a lot of searching and thinking. Looking into my soul…praying…maybe I am just a slow learner but I have concluded that I need to thank our President. After almost 6 years in office….I have finally found myself…and my faith…and I owe it all to George W. Bush. Thank you President Bush!!
You see, our president as an avowed and self described “born again” Christian has been living out a leadership role for all of us…in how to live our lives. He has been able to show us that through faith and actions one can not only focus on their own individual being but also impact the larger community in which we live. Certainly a Christian virtue, since community is the focus of the historic Christian faith. It has taken all of this time for me to be able to face up to my own shortcomings as a Christian…as I watch and see our President act out his beliefs.
Many, who voted for the GW Bush either once or twice, did so because they were sold on the notion that here was a God fearing Christian. Bush was a man who believed and lived according to some deep seated principles of Christianity. Moral and upstanding....a man converted as an adult....a reborn...twice born Evangelical. For me, I give folks who see the light later in life credit when they change their life for the better and then adhere to their beliefs. Me, I was born only once.
Was this another personal shortcoming for me? I don’t think so, because for me once was enough.
What is it anyway that causes someone to be "reborn"? Didn't they get the message the first time? Maybe it is just me. I was brought up in an Evangelical family and church. Maybe I paid attention during services and Sunday school. I got the message the first time. Christian principles are all about love and forgiveness… giving to others in need…adding to the community by assisting...turning the other cheek....making sure you don't cast stones or point out the "sliver" in the other person's eye. Most of all you need to ask for forgiveness and avoid the show of pride and selfishness.
I learned about the teachings of Christ, once again there I was paying attention during Bible Study. As the Bush administration “got rolling” and their agendas for the economy and foreign policy became clear, I started to lose it in my faith. I was not seeing what I thought I should be seeing from a true Christian. How could a true Christian be formulating policies and pushing legislation that the Bush administration was pursuing? How could a true Christian use military might of the United States with such abandon and disregard?
Here I was trying to make sense of it all. To be honest, I did not remember anything in my Evangelical up bringing about: corporations being sacred, starting wars by attacking independent nations, turning away from poverty, deficit spending, bigotry, killing innocent civilians and hatred of others just because they speak a different language or interpret their holy writings differently. In fact most of what I remember is the opposite of all of that. I was so confused…..So I started to reacquaint myself with the scripture and writings about what it means to be a Christian.
You can probably guess what I found…I really did remember what it meant to be a Christian from my initial birth. One birth for me was in fact enough…I did not need some charismatic speaker to tell me to rejoin the faith, be born again and follow me. Christ had already said all of that. And I am not looking for a new “Christ”.
If you decide to reacquaint yourself with what it means to be a Christian…or you need to find out for the first time what it is all about….you will see how far the Bush Administration and the neo-con right wing has strayed from Christian teachings and the Gospel. Of course you might be a quicker learner than me…you probably know all this stuff already.
For my revelation, I once again say, “Thank You” George W. Bush, for showing me through your actions and inactions what it means to NOT be a true Christian in these trying times. You are the antithesis of what it means to be a Christian leader. Your complete and utter disregard for the economic stability of all Americans has put a heavy burden to be sure on generations to come. Your leadership has put the US and our allies and indeed the entire world in peril. Understanding this has I believe saved me and my faith…For you, I can not be so positive.
For those who care: Here are a couple of books in case anyone is looking for some reference material:
God's Politics......Jim Wallis; Written by an Evangelical religious leader. This book compares and contrasts the political perspective of the Bible with what we see from the Bush Administration. It is eye opening.
How the Republican's Stole Christmas…Bill Press; This book highlights how religion has recently been politicized.
The Call to Conversion…another Jim Wallis book. Written originally in 1981 but updated in 2005 because of the current world crisis of faith.
The best reference might be: The Bible, multiple authors and versions, all documenting the Word of God. If you are a literalist when it comes to the bible…reject the notion of picking and choosing your passages to believe. If you need help in interpreting the passages, there are thousands of reference books that can help. Resist the temptation to just use one person’s view look at multiple interpretations so you get the full picture.
If you would like to reference a very good website...
http://www.sojo.net ...this is the home site of The Sojourners, a Christian Evangelical organization founded by Jim Wallis.
BrewAz