Oh Dear...am I really sick? or is it just energy playing games?

hey guys...i posted this in GD...please give your input, and feel free to read energyand let me knwo what you get back in this forum too...

http://www.democraticunderground.com/discuss/duboard.php?az=view_all&address=389x6903355
i am also having nausea & diarhea, and sweating like crazy...

:( what's wrong with me...? waaaah!
I am the MOMMY, i CAN'T be sick!!!! eeek

I am SO sorry to hear you're not well -- and I didn't know about the breakup until I just read that thread!

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It's hard to tell what anyone is suffering from nowadays; so many appear to have one form of crud or another. Isn't it too early for the seasonal flu, and that's why they're assuming it's swine when there is fever and other flu-like symptoms involved?

I do so hope you feel better soon! That's the one good thing: It seems people are getting over whatever "crud" they have fairly fast.

More :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug:

you should go to the ER immediately. If it's the flu, it can go from bad to worse very quickly.

I'm just getting over it. In bed for 24 hours straight on Thursday, after waking at 2am with headache, sweats, chills (torso was like ice), congestion (post nasal), queasy stomach. I took medicinal levels of Sambucol Thursday,Friday and Saturday, plus decoction of licorice root and ginger. Back on my feet the next day, albeit slowed down and getting out of breath easily. Started sneezing it up yesterday and more today, but feeling much better.

i have some...

feeling the chills but my temp is registering LOW 97.2
nausea and diarheea for sure, eating toast and drinking gatorade

just wanna be in BED...

And you should be in bed. When I get chills I soak in a hot, hot tub until I'm sweating. Then bundle up and into bed, preferably with electric blanket otherwise heating pad to get warm.

Medicinal level of Sambucol (from the bottle in itty bitty print) = 2 teaspoons every 4 hours, 4 times/day.

Replace the gatorade (too much sugar) with oj watered down a bit.

Also licorice root has potent antivirals (which prevent virus from replicating) and ginger will help soothe the stomach and reduce inflammation.

I know you want to go to bed but yours really sounds bad and so quick. I called the E.R. because I'd never had the flu so early - ever. A nurse told me that if I progressed to symptoms like yours that I should just come in. So can you please go to the E.R. or at least call? The wait might not be that bad this time of night.

Also, Microsoft and Emory University create a swine flu H1N1 site that helps people decide just how bad a flu is and the program decides whether to see a doctor or stay home and rest. https://h1n1.cloudapp.net/

Thank you for sharing it. Looking forward to hearing from FirstLight today.....

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:) Seems like FL is resting - need plenty of that!

woke up feeling like i'd been beaten, aches everywhere, not sore in my chest, but in my shoulders & back when breathing for sure... don;t feel as hot/cold.. but the morning is still young...tummy still iffy too.

just gotta get the kids off to school so i can be miserable ALONE, in QUIET

thanks guys for your caring and concern and loving vibes

so you might be purging the old...hope you feel well soon!

then awoke to drama with the HUD housing office...had to run down there and give tham a $30 repayment or else they were gonna terminate my assistance...talk about FREAKOUT

and i came home and cried and cried

i feel like a failure and hate the constant struggle and the trying to get a job but not wanting to really work FOR anyone else, so how to make the freelncing thing profitable so i don't need to be on any kind of 'handout' and just wanting to LEAVE this life and start over elsewhere... lots of grief, leting go, and regret...and this is the stuff that akes me just.want.out.now.

so having to get out of bed and make something happen kind of helped, i'm still feeling a little wobbly and pukey, but not as bad as yesterday...

so maybe it is an energy wash..maybe i am just a freak and am suffering from overwhelmedness and just wanted to crawl into a hole for a few days and pretend i was somewhere else...like in dreamland...

i wish i could figure it all out today/tonight
but tomorrow is another day to get back on the horse and try to make something positive happen

God, i am exhausted from this lifetime! can i be a princess in my next life and have it EASY?

Oh girl, I sooooooo hear you. I hear you, I hear you, and I'm so sorry that all I can do is hear you and send hugs through the ethers. And pray, of course.

This lifetime is kicking the shit out of so many of us. :cry:

:hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug:

FWIW, I feel like crud too--sore froat and fever (thanks, MG Jr!) I should be doing a thousand things around the house, but I spent most of yesterday (after the weekly food-forage trip to the supermarket) flat on the couch watching all the stuff on my TiVo, and I'm going to do the same thing again today. Sod it!

I think you are purging--not only dealing with the new energies, but also dealing with the whole BF thing, and all that has made it easier for a physical bugaboo to pounce. :hug:

And YES you may ABSOLUTELY be a princess in your next life! I'll be one too, and we'll live in castles and wear fancy gowns and ride ponies and have our pick of all the Prince Charmings of the land. Howzat?

But (psst) don't forget--we already are. We're just pretending to be poor--that's the stuff of good novels.

yes, i know the whole princes in disguise is part of the roleplaying of this place...but I am SO OVER IT!

ya, the BF has definately lowered my resistance, so the dark energies are more likely to pounce...he sent me a message on FB and said to "fee beter soon" wonder if that means he wants me to NOT be mad at him or what? grrr...trying to let go of anger and not let it poision my bod!

so ya, i may just spend the morning being a lazy lizard too, beats looking at jobboardsand getting depressed.
This whole thing is so weird, i have had a perpetual cold for a while as part of my Enbrel Tx, and it subsided for the last few days while the OTHER yukkies took center stage...and now it is back again, gunk and coughing and all...wtf?

"If it isn't one chakra it's the other!" :rofl: