We need help - All I have to trade is a story for needed energy

This is from an e-mail I sent my wife last month. She loves our dogs and they have been very helpful to the healing process (also I know Pixel really is trying to heal her)

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Pixel Was Very Worried - She looked at me asking me what could be done.


I told her "your Mommy is Healing. She needs all her Energy to do this, that is why she is so tired."

That's When She Decided to take matters into her own paws.

She remembered something she had never forgotten, something she knew was ever-present and inexhaustible. She did not have a word for it. (She did not like words, they were just silly noises you learned to get treats).

She closed her eyes and called to the stuff that was in spring that made the birds talk. The stuff that made the sun shine and the moon glow. The Stuff that felt like a full belly and a warm bed. She Drew it to her, pulled it from the well of existence that she knew without words. She drew upon it 'till it filled her Like a warm glow of concentrated light that reminded her vaguely of her mothers milk and something else that 2 leggeds might have called love. She then instinctively laid her paws on Mommy and released the warm glow into her, In her mind she could see a dark shadow stuff that had to go and she saw the warm light stuff dissolving most of it.

Exhausted, She knew it was time to sleep, just like she knew Mommy would get better.
She was less Worried Now.........

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Some may like this story, I hope so, I have nothing else to offer.

What I need is to gather as much energy as I can with the goal of directing it toward healing her. The Surgery was only partially successful. and the radiation and chemo are making slow to no progress, I have used (and continue to use) all the energy I can raise on my own but it is not enough. I am a priest of Wicca but not a healer per say and I am out of my depth.
Any energy you can direct for the purpose of this healing may make the difference. I am frantic right now because she is in a lot of pain.
They are prescribing Deladid(spelling?) and morphine but it doesn't work any more. She can't sleep and neither can I and I just don't know what to do any more.

Send me energy, and you will have gained a life long friend.
More devoted than you will ever know.
Blessed be and thank you

and when you do it might help if you think of the words Together & Be.

... The Two Together
Are One...

There is no part of being left that does not include this truth.

It defines our handfasting and our friendship.
Very appropriate.

Kim and I will PM you soon, she wants to thank you as well.

Dragonfli.

and love and peaceful energy to you. Your dog is beautiful. I'm glad you asked for this, and I truly hope things get better soon.
Love,
TTLG

Pixel is a sweat-heart and a fairy princess, just ask her. No, better not, she will expand on that all day.



It is with the help of goddess' love and the energy that you and others are contributing that we hope to celebrate once again under the full moon all of the good things we have grown together.

Expect a PM soon, Kim has told me she would like to thank everybody herself.

dear Dragonfli,

Your story touches me deeply and most directly.

I haven't posted in this forum before, but lately have begun to feel impelled to say hello here. Just saw your message and knew that this is the moment + space for me to respond.

I wish that I could share with you some dozen or more photos of my cats giving of their healing spirits, just like Pixel, as I slept. Images captured by my husband over the last 5-6 years, as my several chronic illnesses and pain sometimes bring me very low. Those pics have never been scanned. I should do something about that, I think :-)

Heart says I am to do what I can to help you in this, because I read and saw and felt and it all came right into me.

Now as I focus inward for guidance, I ask only that you send me, via whatever images may occur and arise within your heart's memory, That Which Words Cannot Say; and from here, all that is good and clear and whole, healing and free and rightly my own to offer, all that I find within, I send to you; and will write for you if I can, and as I can. Though I have to be away from the screen for a few hours, I will check back here later tonight, before midnight.

For the moment, I hope you will accept a poem in return for your (very healing and inspiring to me) story. This was written the fall of 2000, when I was confined to bed following surgery for a pre-cancerous condition which was (& sometimes still is) very frightening and painful. From the time I wrote these lines, my healing progressed much better; my peace of mind returned; I knew and truly could feel again that I was not alone: that All That Is was working within me moment by moment, toward my healing and the blessings of renewal.

"The Blue Lady" is my guide and is present with me since I was a very young child. Middle age has brought many internal crises alive in my consciousness; but for all my struggles, I find that when I return to acknowledgement of her presence, and enter again into thankfulness and loving conversation with her, many things come clear again for me; or at the least, I see my own obstructions and negative spaces; and within that clarity, strength is renewed and a calm heart speaks again inside of me.

Last night, in some distress of soul, I heard myself say aloud, without thinking, the opening lines written below. Mindfulness returned, remembrance of blessing returned, peace returned, and I slept.

I wondered "why" (as I'm all too prone to wonder (smile)) this "Forget not" woke up in me last night just when it did, for I hadn't "remembered" these lines in far too long.

Now I know "why" :-) May something here comfort you and your wife, and assist in the calming of fears and sadness and that sense of desperation some of us know all too well. May something here encourage you; and help to prepare and deepen and cleanse receptive ground where healing energy can flow into and through each of you, with purity and abundance, surrounding you with warm clear light and strong protection against all harm.

May the well of goodwill and lovingkindness open and flow for you here, because It Is, and because you have asked.

May others here with so very much to offer you follow and gather with great loving, healing, sustaining energy into this space you open through your love for your wife, your acknowledgement of your need, and your beautiful understanding of Pixel's devoted givingness.

Thank you so much for your message, Dragonfli.
It dissolves the shadow around my heart.
If this were not so, I could not make this post.

Thank you, as well, for your beautiful witness to the power
of trust, and the truths of the open heart.

Remembering connection and purpose and love's great reality,
your friend in Kentucky, & daughter of "The Blue Lady",

ana

but they are as yet a bit confused.
You have left me speechless. What a beautiful vision you possess.
I will correspond with you further on this. I thank you for both the poem and the energy. Kim began a new piece of art (with pixel as the focus) a while back. She would like to post it for you when she is able to finish it. She was moved by your response, visibly.
I printed it for her and she has found much in your words to convince her that you understand the presence of the pain and fear, but also that you found a way to transcend that and move forward.
We discussed it and we would like to do a piece of pet art for you. So dig up some of those Photos and get to scanning them. (this is also good for archival purposes as well.) I will pm you a link to be able to upload via ftp a high rez project for us to work on.

The goddess spoke to us tonight and many of the words she needed came from you.

expect further communication, Kim wants to respond as well.
By the way this is a drawing of My cat Erisa. (yes, named somewhat after the goddess of discord, you'd have to know the cat)

is all that is required....and you did, so eloquently and beautifully with your story sharing of sweet Pixel and your dear wife.

Dear Dragonfli.....
My heart goes out to you and your family.....I will gladly share whatever I have that is of help and comfort to you and your sweet wife & fourlegged loved ones. What a sweet sweet story....brought out the goosebumps of connection....


May you both be able to take a deep breath and release the pain ...to get some sweet sleep and wake refreshed and hopeful....may healing grow as love grows.....

Please come here any time you need to connect for whatever reason....


hugs and love to you all...
blessed be indeed....
DR

Will do. And, thank you for posting your wife's picture. It is especially helpful for me to 'see' her while I focus my loving energy her way.

Keep you chin up- no matter how bad things may seem at a given moment. I, too, had breast cancer- stage IV. That was 8 years ago! So don't lose your faith.

May I suggest that you vist the website of Dr. Lorraine Day:

http://www.drday.com/

I hope that this inspires you dear. I used these same basic principles to improve my Chi through raw foods and juices.

Many blessing being sent your way.

O8)

Thanks! And does Dr. Day's site mention Essiac???

My veterinarian prescribed this for my dog when she was diagnosed with cancer. I happen to have some right here. I know, from him, that this is supposed to help women with breast cancer, but this is actually what my dog had. I eventually lost her, since he said her immune system had been compromised by Cushing's Syndrome, but he had excellent results with it in what had been considered a hopeless case. I don't have the website, that I originally found, on this computer, but there are many. Anyway, I just wanted to tell you that I'm familiar with this and have used it. It's almost like a potion in the complicated way that it must be brewed, etc., but I was fortunate to have my vet's help with this...

Rhiannon:hi:

http://www.essiacinfo.org/

Sending a fresh breath of healthy, loving energy her way.

:grouphug:

lotsa love....

Make that all three.

Prayers and blessings for Peace and healing,

Eloriel

Your picture will help with my focus as well.

wellness to your entire household

:grouphug:

Holding you both...((hugs)) Find peace.

I am praying God's blessing and healing for you and your wife.

What a blessing you have by having Pixel in your lives! I truly feel that our pets are the embodiment of some part of God, and are an expression of His love for us. You can just see this in Pixel's face and how she wants to show her love and concern to and for her Mommy. Pets are so full of goodness and pure love, and want to show it to us!

I am praying that a spirit of peace and calm would surround you, and that you and your wife would be blessed with sweet, painless sleep tonight. That your spirits would be soothed by the rest you find tonight, which will, in turn, strengthen both of you in your battle. I pray that God would heal your wife completely, and give her complete health. I pray that the doctors that God has brought into your wife's life, would use every bit of their gift, talent, and knowledge to bring about a cure for your wife. I pray that the medicines that they have prescribed would bring relief to her. I pray that God would heal your spirit, and uplift your weary heart. I pray that God would hide you both in the shadow of His wings, and hold you close to Him, protecting you, and surrounding you with His peace and love. I pray that God would give you both a vision for your future together, to see past this illness, and envision a happy, healthy future.

I pray that angels would surround both you and your wife, bringing peace, love, and protection to you both. I wish I could be there to give you each BIG, wonderful hugs, but these will have to do: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug:

Please know that I will keep you both in my prayers...

May your paths brighten soon and may your household dance with joy again.

Brightest blessings to you all.


Laura

I've sent what I could. :hug: My grandfather had lung cancer and I sent him energy but he sadly died so I'll send what I can to your wife. Maybe it'll help her.

your dog, and whole family.

:loveya: :hug:

DemEx

My Jack Russell is my little angel too.... O8)

Bright blessings to all! I am Dragonfli's wife, Kim. I'd like to thank all of you for your generous outpouring of healing energy. It comes at a time when I can really use it. I'm looking forward to getting to know you; and to spending some peaceful time here.I've put myself into a receiving place; and I'm already feeling better.

Blessed Be................Ruby Phoenix

Come and stay, we're glad you're here. You know a friend recently told me that while we all have guides, we have to actively ask them to help us, and do it out loud. Ask away, Ruby Phoenix, ask to your heart's content.

:hi:

So glad you are feeling a bit better today! I've been sending you prayers and lots, and lots of healing energy...and will continue to do so.

And, welcome to DU! It's a wonderful place. Please, keep us posted as to how you and Droagonfli (and Pixel!)are doing.

You may wish to try some Essiac Tea. I used this wonderful tea when I had cancer. It truly has magnificant healing properties.

You can find many on-line stories of healing brought about by this tea.

:hi:
I'm glad you posted and I'm glad you like the animation I made to go with the new persona you have chosen.
I told you there was more at DU than political discussion.

I look forward to seeing your newest piece of art, when it's done, I'll show you how to upload it and post a link.

To all the rest of you, thanks for welcoming her to this forum.
I know you will be as impressed by her art, humor and knowledge as I have always been.

How great to see you posting here.... so glad you're feeling better :hug:

How nice to see such a sweet loving couple posting here in our forum...
I can feel the love you both have for each other....thank you for sharing that with us ....

Blessings to you both and great healing energy to you as well

:hug:
DR

I love your avatar. Continue to receive the energy and become the Phoenix, rising from the ashes. Beautiful.

I'm usually nothing more than a lurker on this board, though I'm in constant awe of what I see and read.

I was compelled to send you healing light and a mantra...

All Is Well.

Make it yours, if you'd like.

Love and light.

Welcome to you! I do hope you enjoy spending time here in our space--we are so very happy you came to join us! I hope we can brighten each day even a little while you are working so hard to heal.

BB.

Laura

We're so pleased to have you with us and grateful that you found us. And I include Dragonfli and Pixel in my welcome. I have two dogs, also both terriers. We are all sending you energy and strength and hoping that you can return to DU and this thread very soon...

Rhiannon, Meneken and Sara:grouphug:

Meneken:


Sara:

We send energy, peace and love. May you sleep well and rest knowing that there are others who are with you now. :loveya: :grouphug:

Grandmother Otter has raised the healing power of the waters of Atagahi for our sister. She asks that Ruby Phoenix carry a small shell of some type and a piece of amethyst to maintain a steady connection that she can draw on at any time.

You are a most powerful group! I feel so much better than just a few days ago; when I didn't know if I had what it takes to make it through this initiation. Grandmother Ruby, my guide assures me that's what this is. I'm also transitioning into the Crone phase; and I feel as though this a part of my passage. As I rise from the ashes, the reason for this, and my purpose will be clear.
I appreciate all your suggestions. I'm gathering a shell and an amethyst to add to my medicine pouch. I have tried essiac; but I have to admit, that I don't care for the taste x( I am however eating apricot seeds which I get from an organic farm in Canada.
http://www.ourfathersfarm.com/about.htm
Is anyone familiar with the book "Ask and it is Given" by Esther and Jerry Hicks? Esther channels Abraham, a spirit guide. I have found great comfort in these teachings.

Blessed Be....................Ruby

I have recently done some fairy paintings & prints from them and one of them is a redwinged fairy....(a Sedona fairy as she is on the red rocks) but right in front of her as she kneels is a dragonfly!

anyhow...I would love to send you an image of her... and lets say Spirit strongly prompted me to ask if you are open to this....if you are, please PM me anytime you feel up to it & if you are interested.:)

I really love the name Ruby Phoenix....Ruby, a friend of my daughter suggested a red fairy....and some how my redwinged fairy is connected to the phoenix energy as well....


:loveya::hug::grouphug:
DR


I have always gotten good energy from the Hicks/Abraham information.

Just amazing.

Healing light and love to you Ruby Phoenix! :hug:

Turtle and I sent you both and Pixel as well a healing this morning. Ruby, a lot of old brittle chi came out of you and your own chi should be flowing better. You might not feel better instantly however as your channels will need to get used to being cleared out.

I also was given a message that some dandelion root might be beneficial for detoxing.

Turtle is becoming quite the helper when I do healings, she just loves the reiki energy. She lays on my chest and gets into this funny Egyptian sphinx pose and as I rest my hands on her she helps to send out the energy.



Turtle is a character, she just loves the deer and when they come into our yard she runs out to greet them. They touch noses and we've even seen her laying beneath their feet as they graze.

BUT, I will continue praying for you, since all the love and energy is helping!

:hug: :grouphug: :hug:

I am an empath and do not know what to do with this ability except to send energy to keep you both going. I have been lurking and watching this thread in particular because the first day I was back on DU, I saw Dragon's beautiful pictures, read his words, and felt I was supposed to see it. I came here to this thread almost every day and though I am not a contributer, I want you to know your songs and love not only caused healing in you, but it proves there is no boundry to the healing such love sends out to the universe and to strangers too, as you all know I am sure. I will keep sending!

Love,
Cat In Seattle

You'll drain yourself into dispair if you give your energy to your wife. The way to do what you want is to amp/ ground/ whatever it is you do yourself as much as you want and then, *while maintaining it in your space*, focus on her and see her resonating/ tuning to your energy/ space. That way, you don't drain yourself and she gains in *her own* energy. Mentally or verbally encouraging her as your sense/ see her coming into her own is helpful in reinforcing what she'll be doing.

Also, there's a ball (more or less) of white light in front of your wife. I'm getting that it's some part of her that she hasn't integrated/ isn't integrating. I'm getting that if she expands her sense of herself/ her vision of herself to include it, (the size of her spirit which her body is in) to "see" that the size of her spirt includes this light and if she spends time in this larger space just breathing normally, she'll integrate whatever she's fighting off and she'll become better however that may turn out.

And, always, ask what/ whoever it is you ask for help for you and her. And here you must be specific if you want specific results. I suspect you already know this piece.