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>Some of my personal judgment is based on my 'knowing' and seeing the person who is (I see their dark side) and not the person they project. Yes, I can see where we're all behind our masks. The child inside is afraid, but it's not "wrong". There is no wrong. The desire to protect yourself is perfectly normal, but when the walls get too high, you can't get out.
>It is ALL of our jobs to be available for Spirit It's not our Job, there are no "jobs." It's the only thing we CAN do or else we're living on a dying vine, eh?
>When we are in polarity we are unavailable. >At least that is what I am getting from this conversation I think so, yes, I believe this. When Jesus said "do not judge" he wasn't giving us list of PROPER BEHAVIOR. That is exactly what has led to guilt from the pulpit! He said it because whenever you judge, you are ALWAYS 100% WRONG. When you judge, there is something missing from your view. Judgment can only take place when compared to some known, correct standard.
Burping at the table in some countries is a compliment to the chef. Ha ha ha.
>When you mentioned the black and white filter - it has been stated before (30 or 40 years ago) - I was clueless then as to the >meaning but have more of a grasp of that nebulous topic now
Great!
>The first time I interpreted my chart at a weekend class 40 years ago and all I have seen is those lines opposing and the opposites >and it seems to play out in real life with intensity of polarization. That polarization energy has become more intense in the last >two decades and as I watch the polarization in the world. I just dropped off a news site because people were bashing Obama with rw >talking points and no knowledge. It is hard not to judge them as idiots. Your Venus opposition is no big deal. Your Sun opposition to Saturn (not to Pluto, it's too wide) is generational. Your whold high school class had the same thing, so it's not so much personal.
Your Mercury opp. to Rx Saturn is a much bigger deal than you may know. It has to be examined by proper dialogue.
>one upmanship and the inability to see others equally - I was told it was the Saturn/Pluto thing It's not the one-upmanship from Saturn or Pluto, it's the fact that both planets were in Leo.
>Yes the Venus in Pisces is so different than any of the other energies and gets me in trouble - I care for every stray (person) >there is out there and too many that are on drugs or emotionally unavailable or incapable of being a grownup. (Myself included in >the Peter Pan syndrome) and then I have to walk away but they lighten my heart and sometimes get it racing. Yes, the downside of anything Piscean is letting people walk on you, however, it softens up some of your harder aspects and is welcome.
>Not aware of the Chiron and haven't read much on it - like I have all the other planets or astrology book writers. Chiron is amazingly powerful and important. I have much egg on my face from having ignored it for 30 years. I'm learning now. It bring Virgo influence; better said, it is what makes Virgo as it is.
>The moon in Virgo seems to be weepy sometimes, just downright muddling, pity party and get out the hats - although I suspect they >are partying with Saturn and Pluto at the same time. The Moon, Saturn, Pluto are not good candates for "crying spells." That's certainly coming from elsewhere. Venus in Pisces, Venus opp. the Moon, exact trine from Neptune to your Venus in Pisces: that's it. Makes you FEEL for everyone.
>It is like being on a seesaw sometimes. right side of chart to the left side of chart I don't think it's seesawing - I thinks it's the tough Virgo/Aquarian/Saturn/Pluto part of you vs the overly sensitive Pisces part. Most of us are this way, I find.
The tension you've felt so much of has been the 2 year fight between Saturn yet in Virgo and the revolutionary Uranus in Pisces. That's WHY things have been up/down, left/right and lots of tension outputting the TParty. TP
>I get excited and start to move ahead on things and Whap, Wam Pow, I am pulled back by the questions - is this smart? IT can't pull you back. This is the voice of the brake pedal. This is extremely common in my office and comes from Saturn. Remember I said RX Saturn is opposite your Mercury? (mind) That's it. That's what needs examined closely.
Saturn is fear Saturn is fear Saturn is fear
>What if this? What if that? FEAR FEAR FEAR - and the seesaw crashes back down on that right side of the chart and the fun is over. No one stops the fun. There is no one out there to stop the fun. It is you. It most likely comes from one of the parents who was the one that was more restrictive/fearful.
>Not sure how you are using the word dogma or distant father THIS is where the problem lies. Simple: Who went with the flow (all is OK) and who didn't (all is not OK)
>Authority figures have always been a challenge and some have said it is because of the opposition of leo pluto opp of the Aquarian >sun BUT you are talking about mercury (thinking communicator writer ) and Saturn ( the party pooper and debbie downer, structure >and rules ) Aquarius is naturally defiant of authority figures. Tis greatly exaggerated with Aqu. rising and the Saturn opposition.
>I don't think I have looked at that opposition much of mercury and Saturn - just never thought of them as opposites but they are >very much within 3 degrees of each other - so expand/expound/give more words/ on your thought line there or the energy there or >polarity or lack of energy The Merc/Saturn is huge. It holds THE key to unlocking the chart. Hope this helps you. Be well :hi:
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