Lauren Gorgo -- May 11th

I really love to read what she posts. Even if I don't necessarily resonate with what she shares, there's always a lovely nugget of some "aha" moment in her sharings for me.

There was a HUGE "aha" moment for me in the section of this post entitled "From Service to Creation." She expresses what I feel so well. I'm never able to explain it well when people "accuse" me of wanting to save the world, but she expresses how I feel, and the path I'm walking -- or trying to -- beautifully.

http://spiritlibrary.com/lauren-c-gorgo/human-20-christed-edition

The energy feels so different when it is expressed that way! Thanks for sharing this!

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I haven't even read the full post yet, as I was drawn to that immediately and am still absorbing it. But, as I read, I was like, "Yes, yes, yes!!! That's what I've been trying to say!"

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Of course, it is a tightrope I walk (and, I assume, others, especially empaths, do as well). It is easy to get sucked into the suffering energy, rather than the creation of joy. I work really hard for that to be my focus -- using the mantra of Choose Love, Not Fear.

Most realize that my creation and offering in this regard is Wishadoo!, but what many don't know yet is that what is there is merely a foundation onto which I intend to create joy, joy and more joy.

It starts with offering ways to alleviate suffering and to connect -- if people so choose -- but the ultimate goal is to create joy, and empower others in that way.

That is one of my most heartfelt personal desires: Creative Freedom.

And I choose to Create Joy.

A creation that came through in a dream - actually, a series of dreams -- in 1998 is where my creative joy resides. It hasn't diminished over all these years at all. In fact, more and more ideas are birthed, some shifting, some in alignment with the original dreams.

To me, Wishables (my passion) and others' joy-filled creations can be birthed at Wishadoo!, which I see as plot of land being made into multiple gardens, the soil providing a nourishing concoction of compassion and love and All That is Good. It starts with gardens producing different ways to connect...to give, receive, pay it forward...and then gardens created with open hearts to express our passions, and work together to bring them into reality.

I'm going to focus on that this weekend...I need to focus on my joy.

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I saw it come in but have been so busy over the last few days I haven't had a chance to read it much less post it. Anyway, boy did this resonate with me this time! I find this part particularly interesting:

"So the past and the future are merging and we are beginning to operate from still-point, where the universal elixir of creation resides. Its an odd sensation really, like we are no longer participating in our lives, but with them. And nothing outside of the moment can hold our attention for very long. Accessing anything outside of the present is growing in futility which means we are no longer operating from a place of what will be, but what is....and as well, we are shifting from the mental understanding of ascended living to the sensation-based experience of it. This has yet to sink into our full-body awareness, but it will.

As a result of this merging, we are no longer those beings who are here to teach thru information alone…we are here now to teach thru the integrated, embodied understanding that can only be achieved thru first hand experience, and is wholly contingent upon our ability to create our inspired visions on the blank canvas that is now laid before us. When we do this effectively, the universal forces of creation come rushing to meet us…not because we have summonsed the force, but because we have become the force. As we merge with these forces of creation thru the sheer magnitude of our presence, we become one with the flow of divinity thru sacred union...and as these energies move us to act, to create, to speak, to dance, to sing, to love…all in perfect allowing...only then we will understand the true meaning of co-creation."

I've been noticing lately that it seems near impossible to access the "past". Like it doesn't even exist anymore?? It's been very perplexing. I've also noticed that it seems it's become difficult to "teach" or explain with just information alone, it's more about just "being". Also, I got the message a couple weeks ago that we are literally stepping up to new ground, and each time we step forward, what's behind us completely falls away...it's no longer there. Maybe this is what it means! :wow:

It seems we're all experiencing such drastically different things. I believe it was Muriel who posted here that she finds herself too much in the past of late.

I, personally, definitely resonate with the living in the moment thing. I simply don't have a choice. It's been that way for several years. But my living in the moment is very human...the very physical human moment...and now my challenge is to integrate more and more, I do believe.

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I mentioned her in my that post about vibrating. It's funny, because a friend of mine and i were just having that convo about 'saving' ppl.
Thanks for posting! :hug:

Love when that happens.

Keep on vibratin' girlfriend!

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There is so much here to be explored; well, for me, at least. ;)

I'm sharing statements in addition to the original post which had the most impact for me, based on my current experience and focus of late (emphasis mine):




I'm rather obsessed with this and have been for several years. Very much wanting to encourage hearts to be WIDE OPEN. Get to that friggin core, already. Once that occurs -- at least as I see it/feel it -- there will be less suffering, personally and collectively, and THEN we can truly and authentically create and experience joy.




Ooooooh, I am so feelin' that....




Bam!!!! And the detachment is a blessing, even if the complete unknown is at times frightening. In the last week I find I'm feeling more excited than frightened about the unknown. Remember, literally every aspect of my life as I know it disappears (or is recreated?) over the next two months. I'm on a precipice, but am now looking forward to a "pause" so I can breathe, sleep, and replenish for whatever...



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"The bad news is that I think its going to hurt like hell.

"I definitely hope I'm wrong here, but the pains of labor have been p-r-e-t-t-y intense since May began and it doesn't feel as though it will let up anytime soon. The unseens say otherwise…that the middle of May will bring some reprieve...tho they also admit that this month will be a very "physically focused" one. This is what I heard: every single cell of your played-out bodies will continue, unremittingly, to throb in the writhing pain of cellular mutation. Until forever."

Forever! Really? Just kill me now then.

I'm already totally incapacitated and in alot of pain! I have never been in this position before and I don't like it!!!!

I am so sorry you're in so much pain!!!!

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Bless you....:cry:

Is it your back? Has anything ever helped before?

How can we help?

I think elsewhere in her sharing there was something about these physical symptoms balancing out or becoming more harmonious or something.

There is just no way it is acceptable for people to be in nonstop physical pain!!!!

We do not choose that, we do not accept it!!!!

*stomping feet*

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Aspirin and Heating pads....The throbbing as started down my arms and hands too.
I have NEVER had trouble like this before.
I do not know what is going on but it has to stop!!!
I have created a life of service that really has to be attended to every day. I don't know why this is happening.

Maybe I'm supposed to understand i have value just being .... but I have several species of flora and fauna that depend on me EVERY DAY.

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I can't bear You Of The Vibrant Force being in pain...:cry:

Have you tried chiropractic or craniosacral therapy or other modalities? You are definitely being forced to take it easy, even with all the responsibilities. It seems your symptoms are giving you no choice.

I am so sorry, Howler. Please let us know how we can help, beyond prayers and endless hugs....


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If I can get the pinch to work itself out THIS TIME.Sigh.
I'm going to take it easy for a while, and if it happens again, I am going to have to see a Doctor about it.Which Really pisses me off.
I HATE GOING TO SEE DOCTORS!!! And I only like medication as a recreational tool not a daily necessity. LOL!

But If this is just passing because of Up Grades like this article says and not "Olde Age" pains Then that gives me much hope.

Though it does make me wonder where I went wrong to have this pain......But makes me feel better that there is a reason for it.

You are so darn funny....:rofl:

I can't imagine you "went wrong" anywhere. Well, please know I'm sending you many healing hugssssss...........

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(((Hugs)))

On the 11th I was inspired, PROMPTED, to send a very strong Reiki, & then repeat later in the day. Thurs I went to my Dr. and then stopped by friends who have been given a medical sentence of 3 4 months for one of them, & they are making a voyage around to family and friends. I gave them a pink quartz crystal & connected them to another cancer patient who had long since passed the 1 3 month sentence..........SERVING........
Dr, grimaced as she looked at the throat with the tongue depresser, prescribed Dioxycyline, and said I do have some arthritis. Respiratory illness direct result of the Punative Repub policy State & Federal, as a result of the repub sweep in Nov. Liheap oil was gone a month ago, Joe for Oil rran out of funding early & I didn't get that 100 gal free, so I have been using my woodstove, & developed a "bakers cyst, back of my right knee..( picture the bakers at Williamsburg kneeling in front of their ovens........YUP! Meds requirements took me out of my comfort zone, ( no dairy,no beer, black coffee nasty stuff!)
Since Thurs I have slept................( most unlike me, I was one of those terrible kids, who didn't want to go to bed and that hasn't changed over the past 72 years............ way too much to catch the attention!)
Now I can't stay awake! Putter for 1 hour then fall asleep, putter sleep...............but strangest of all was the labor pains yesterday.
My pelvic bones being pushed apart like in the last stages of labor.?? FROM A RESPIRATORY ILLNESS? Naw,its the shift. SO I go from Serving to Creating....................
AS soon as I finish my next nap ..yawn!:)

Bakers knee and labor pains. Yikes!

I wonder why we are having pain in The pelvic and knee area????
Mine starts in lower back and radiates down through the hip into the knee.
Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm "Labor pains"??......
Been sleeping alot here too rucognizant.

Well. Hopefully we both can CREATE a pain free zone for ourselves.
Its rather soul killing to be incapacitated and in pain if you ask me.

rucognizant, I really feel your pain though! No Dairy! no Beer! THAT SUCKs!!!!!
I just hope this passes quickly!
I am obsessive / compulsive and boredom sends me into depression. I CANNOT STAND TO BE CONFINED TO BED REST!!!!
It hurts my motor to go so slow !!!! ARRRRGGGGGG.

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I hope you feel better soon!!!!

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Lauren Gorgo ALWAYS resonates w/me. She & Karen Bishop hit me right between the eyes every time. I miss Karen Bishop's insight....hope she gets her now site up soon.

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