I need whatever you can send me right now

I am so fucking DONE with always being the one whose ass is getting kicked & never being on the receiving end of something fantastic, especially when it comes to relationships & money. Today, two clients who have been blowing me off when it comes to actually paying me, promised up & down they would pay me TODAY. Guess what? I got blown off by both of them. AGAIN. So now I'm facing another fucking month of barely making it by but NOW I also have a deadline of August 11 to get completely current on my mortgage. I am so pissed off, angry, etc, I could spit nails. Especially when I caught one of them lying to me about not getting a paycheck because the employer was holding everyone's checks over the Fourth of July weekend.

On top of this, I popped in what I thought was a cute movie, having been told it was a cute little movie, but it turned out was nothing more than my fucking love life redux, except for the happy ending part where he finds Ms. Right. That never happens to me.

I know I've got it better than a lot of people right now, but I'm so tired of being the one getting screwed while the less-deserving get all the good stuff.

dg

I hear your pain. I hold you deep in my heart. Take deep breaths. I'm sorry you are hurt, scared, lonely and unrewarded. None of these are fun and all together can be overwhelming. Be well. Give yourself the good stuff. Be good to yourself. You will get through this. You deserve the best of everything.
:hug:and again :hug:

it will help I promise. Sending light your way as well. Hang in there!!! :pals:

peace and understanding; to send you clarity to see a way to rise above your current situation. Sending positive energies in your direction and a lot of love and light. Oh, and a few :hug::hug::hug:We are here for you. Also, call on your angels for assistance.

Sending Light, love,laughter, and prosperity to you and yours.

It will get better.

May all that is good in the Universe find its way to you. (This or something better for the highest good of all involved.)

and good fortune

:hug: :hug: :hug:

Not sure what I'm going to do now, but might bite the bullet & ask for my old job back.

dg

Light and support to you.