"The Many you's" - a Kryon channelling - April 1, 2006

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CHANNELLING
"The Many you's"
This live channelling was Given in Manhattan, New York City, NY
April 1, 2006

To help the reader, this channelling has been rechannelled and added onto to provide even clearer understanding. Often what happens live, has implied energy within it, which carries a kind of communication that the printed page does not.

Greetings dear ones, I am Kryon of Magnetic Service. There are so many here whose names I know. Every single one of you is known unto God. This is just a phrase, known unto God, but you ask the ones who have been healed in these past months and years and they know what it means - known unto God.

They're here, you know? I know it seems trite, but I wish they could stand and give their testimonies - testimonies of the interdimensional soul who says, "I know I am known unto God for what has happened to me." I know each of you in this way, in this profound way, and I have known you forever, backwards. Imagine eternity, if you will. Imagine it in your 3D... a time line that goes forever. Now turn it around and push it backwards. It represents time that never began... a backwards eternity. That's how long I've known you.

Think for a moment. Use your intellect and your divine intuition. This is not biology I'm asking you to use in your thinking process, but rather it is your divinity - that spark of what you call intelligence and life, which is forever. It is divine and you all know it. You've even invented rules for your religions that echo it. Almost 90 percent of the earth has various religions that believe you "go somewhere else" when you die. What does that tell you about intuitive expectation of life? It's Human intuition, is it not, that shouts that you're not finished when life is done?

Eternal life is not a concept I'm giving you, but rather it's a concept you've given yourselves through your own divine intuition that life is forever. However, because you're linear, you don't understand that you always were and you always will be. Long before the earth was formed, you were with me and I was with you. We are connected and always will be. A system is in place that you cannot remember that is shielded from you because you're in duality and within the test. It's a system where I say goodbye to you before you come into this planet and hello to you when you return, but you can't remember it. But I do, dear one. I do.

I know your names because you're known unto God. You know who is here? The ones who awakened first on this planet for this renaissance that is coming. The ones who awakened first are the old souls of the planet. The Lemurians and many others like them. That's who is here. It represents expression after expression on Earth , but you can't remember any of them. Hidden, it is, from you, but I remember. Dear ones, I remember.

This puts you at a disadvantage since I know about it but it is hidden from you. But it puts me at a disadvantage also because I am in love with you, and yet I cannot show you physically who you really are. I must instead simply love you and give you the messages that you deserve to hear. That's what angels do with one another, you know? They are connected by love. In my case, I must love you enough not to show you more than you can know while you are here.

Love is thick. It is pure. It is real. It is an energy that you can see and you can feel and it pours into this place because it's precious and sacred. Blessed is the Human Being who seeks the truth, for that's why we come here, and that's a promise. Blessed are those right now, who can see the colors on the stage. For these colors are already here, yet we've not even begun!

It's a powerful thing when you recognize divinity in yourself. It's a powerful thing when you can trust your own intuition and your own emotions and put away what you've been taught is real. Some are asking, "Is this really so? Could God speak to you like this? Could Spirit speak to you like this?" I'll say it again: This is the way of it. Of all of the scriptures that have been written on the planet, none were written directly by God. All of them were written by Humans under the influence of the love of God. That's the truth, and that's channelling.

It's profound, you know? Think of it. You've always had this, yet it is still something many consider too odd. All of you can channel and all of you can connect to Spirit in this way. Every single one. Known unto God. Life is just waiting for you to take the hand of your Higher-Self. That has always been the invitation.

The Mayans and the Aztecs, they knew something you don't. Their calendars did more than represent the sun's predicted movements. Instead, they represented the energies of the past ages, and those to come. They had names for them, and the cycles they went through, and they all agreed that a new age would begin in 2012. Some even called it "the end of time." It was that profound. The Mayans called it The Age of a New Sun, meaning a new energy was upon you. We call it a renaissance.

This is the great shift. This is what many of us have been telling you for all these years, since 1989. They said, "It's coming, you know?" And it's not the end of all things. Hardly. It is the beginning of all things and it will have taken you almost a generation to create it. 2012 is the beginning, a marker of a potential on the planet that we have called The New Jerusalem. And when that time arrives, I want you to look around and see the changes that you have wrought. Free choice is within you to do this, and create this. So far you have worked the potentials to match the predictions.

Now, let me speak about how this works. I'm going to speak about interdimensional things again - difficult things for you to understand, and we're going to work in a circle. I'm going to title this message, "The Many Yous."

Although you cannot see proof of this, and although it is invisible and will stay that way, you already have the concept of what we have called "multiple lives." However, you see them linear, in a stack of time, and we don't. To you, a past life is a life on this planet that you have lived, in what you call your linear past. You are currently in a life that you call your present life and if you are astute, you understand this is not the last one you will have, even though some of you think it is.

Oh, Human, you're so quick to pat yourself on the back and say, "Well, I've done it... I've helped the planet, so I'm not coming back." Yes, you are! Yes, you are. Oh, it's free choice, but I'll tell you what your choice will be: You're coming back! Why would you miss it? Why would you miss what you have spent so long creating? You will be back, dear one. But as a Human, you have a different perspective. You're in the trenches... doing the work, and some of you are so tired! But when you get to the other side of the veil, you'll turn and look at me and say, "How soon are we allowed to return?" And I'll tell you, "How about now?"

Two places at the same time?

As my partner teaches, interdimensionality is very difficult to understand for a creature brought up in 3D. Let me define for you your interdimensional attributes. You're an angel. You always were and always will be. You are temporarily on this planet as a physical 3D form and that piece of you is Human. Now, you believe the whole intellect is with you, don't you? But it is not. Only a portion of it is here. The rest is kept hidden, but it's still connected and available. You're in a quantum state with yourself and the rest of you is somewhere else. The question was asked, "Can you do a seemingly circus feat? Can you be in two places at the same time?" I will tell you that, indeed, you can be in multiple places at the same time, and all of you are.

But first, let me tell you who's in charge: It's the consciousness of the one who is here in Human form. You don't have multiple brains, but you do have multiple interdimensional pieces... hundreds of them for some of you. I'll explain one of them, the one you know about. It's called the Higher-Self. That's the one that is closest to the Human-Self, which some of you have audaciously called the lower self, (but it isn't). That's how you think of yourselves, don't you? I'm going to call this physical part, the Human divine self. That's the one that longs to connect to the Higher-Self. And that, my friends, is the purpose of your life.

You spend your life trying to connect to the Higher-Self, and when you do, you become a Lighthouse. You fulfill what you came for. That is your purpose here if you want to ask what you're supposed to be doing on Earth. You connect! Get connected, if you want to say that. You are an interdimensional being, able to be in many places at the same time in a different time frame, but always connected to one source in this circle of life. Now, let me tell you what this means to the concept of past lives.

No such thing as a past life

There is no such thing as a "past life." That's what it really means. For when you leave this planet, you will be out of time . There is no time on the other side of the veil. It's something that has been manufactured for your comfort and lifestyle in 4D <3D>.

Let me tell you what this means. Listen carefully, for this is important. You think you've got past lives? You don't. You have multiple current lives all at the same time. When you get out of time, as you have known it, what are you going to call it? Think of it this way – it's a whole layer of lifetimes, but you're living them all once right now, so therefore they're all now lives... all of them.

But there's one on top of this layered stack who is in control, and that's the one that you are living now - the one you see in the mirror - the one that is currently occupying your body, who you think is the only one. This is the one who talks to all of the others in what you call the Akashic Record. This is an interdimensional concept and is also represented by one of the layers of your DNA... also invisible. This interdimensional layer of DNA reminds you that all of the other lives are still there being lived at the same time, but out of a linearity way. Why do I tell you this? Because there, my friends, is the storehouse of your power.

Isn't it odd how we must force interdimensional concepts into single-dimensional explanations for Humans? I wish to tell you about the infinite circle of lifetimes that are active within you, yet I must resort to an example of "stacking them up" in a simple linear fashion for you to understand it! Any way you can grasp this will be helpful for the next step.

How would you like to have the benefit of everything you've ever done as an angel, since you arrived on the planet? Lemurian, how about combing through 52,000 years' worth of experience for the best of it all? How would you like to have that, Lemurian? Well, I'll tell you, you connect to the Higher-Self and suddenly the quantum effect takes place and you're connected to all of these lives at the same time! Some of you know what I'm talking about and some of you don't. It hides from you... this wisdom of the ages. You can dig down into those lives that you are currently living all at once, and using the one who's in charge , you can choose to pick the best parts of each, and bring many former attributes forward to use them.

Here's what I mean: We've broached this before in a different way, but I'm going to use my partner once again, even though he doesn't like it when I talk about him this way.

About Lee

While in his early days, when considering being the channel that he is now, his exchange with Spirit went like this: "I cannot write anything and I never have. I cannot speak in front of an audience and I never have. I'm basically an engineering hermit. I'm not social, either. I like to be quiet and unspoken, and I'm nervous in front of people. Therefore, how is it I'm supposed to proceed, since I don't have any of the obvious talents needed to do what I've been called to do?"

Now, what we showed him, in a way he still doesn't understand, was that these talents were always there, but hidden as part of his personal Akashic Record. These are attributes that he carries hidden deep down into the past lives he thought were behind him in a linear spiritual history he thinks is over with. However, they are not gone at all, and are actually part of him, still active. In a process that is still mystical to him, he pulled out the one lifetime who was the writer. He pulled out the one who was the orator. He pulled out the attributes he needed, out of his storehouse, and you see the result. These were talents that always belonged to him, but that were not present when he was born, so he thought.

He reached down and pulled them out of the essence of the Akashic Record, which is alive and well and living within his DNA. The promise, therefore, from Spirit is that you can do it, too! But we use him as an example, since he sits in front of you, and you can see what we mean. So, which one of these things do you want, Shaman? Is this concept really that strange to you?

Rejuvenation

I'll give you something else to think about. If you don't believe in past lives, let me ask you something that only involves this current life. Do you remember when you were 10? The answer from most of you is "yes." Well, so does your DNA! How about that one? Think of it. Imprinted in your body is a memory that has a cellular stamp on it that remembers "10 years old." You see, it's still there. It's a cellular memory. How would you like to revisit it? And you might say, "Well, why would I do that?" When most of you were 10, your DNA was clean and pure and it was whole and young. Although that was long ago, your body has retained a memory of what it was like then.

So how would you like to instruct your body, in your next meditation, to "Go to the 10-year-old DNA imprint, and replicate it?" Why not? The body reproduces itself all the time, cell by cell. It rejuvenates. Let's go to the 10-year-old DNA – young, pure, fresh with the energy of the youngster – hard to even keep still . It's alive, you know? It's still there within the body's rejuvenation memory.

Concepts of the future

Oh, and here's another one: This concept you have of the future. It's so limiting. Let me give you a snapshot idea about the reality of the future. "Kryon," some have exclaimed, "There's a dichotomy here. You say God can do anything, yet you also say that God doesn't know our futures. How can that be?" It's easy. God knows all your futures, but does not know which one you will select!

Spirit knows the potentials of all of the things that you might do. It's extremely complex to you, but to us it is not. It's interdimensional and it loops around in a circle. We can see the potentials of every decision you might make throughout your life. Therefore, we know everything except one thing: In this free-choice situation on this planet, we don't know which future you're going to choose. That's up to you.

So I bring this to you so that you will think this through, and complete this circle of the "now." I've already discussed the past, so let's discuss the future in your mind. Do you agree that each lifetime is a graduate one from the one you had before? In other words, since you learn from each, and you reincarnate with all of the knowledge from what you call the past one, the next life is going to wiser. Do you agree? You learn, learn, learn. If this is truth, and if what I'm saying is the way it works , and if there really is no time on the other side of the veil, then why not go five lifetimes up the Akashic potential ladder and grab the wisdom that you are going to learn in your future? Pull it down and use it right now! How about that? That's called Ascension Status, dear Human Being! Learning to become interdimensional, therefore, is an invitation to "mine your akash" and participate in the best of past and future. This process isn't for the faint of intellect... it challenges the very concept of what you have been taught are your 3D limitations.

This has been the promise since I arrived in 1989. You've got a new energy on this planet. Whether you call it the Harmonic Convergence, the Harmonic Concordance, or whether you call it the Venus Transit – call it whatever you want - you now have new energy to pull from. We even gave you the big one . We told you about The Paradise Matrix. Go back and find what that is, for it's profound. All of these are deliveries of specific energies to the planet to set you up for 2012, the Renaissance of a New Sun . No wonder it seems so dark here to you. You're only beginning to turn on the lights! I know I speak in metaphors, but it's all we have to try and convert interdimensional information to 3D concepts.

Co-creation using the many selves

Let me move on to another subject, and one you all wish to know about. Humans are possessed with a desire to know, "How do I co-create my reality?" Well, the first way is to get rid of your 3D sense of time. Understand and agree that you are a bigger energy than you can see in 3D. There are more of you than it seems, and although you're in charge of your life and your brain, think for a moment of these other lifetimes that are still happening, that you also have control over. "Kryon, does that mean that I also have control over my Higher-Self?" Yes, it does – because your Higher-Self is no more than a divine complement of your angelic being. It sits there in no judgment at all, and does not control you. It sits there ready to be connected to you and when you connect your thoughts, they are the enhanced thoughts of you, but enhanced by the wisdom of the Higher-Self.

Back to co-creation. In order for me to do this explanation correctly, I have to give you the rule. It's an axiom that you've always known intuitively is there, but now I'm going to verbalize it. It's about enlightenment, and here it is: No amount of enlightenment energy can be put upon another person to change them without their permission. Let me put it in another way. You cannot, with your enlightenment, spiritually steamroll over another person who doesn't have it. It's against the rules; it cannot be done.

Co-creation in the 3D sense might appear to be something you do with your own energy, which affects you and gets you something. That's not the way it works, though. You cannot, in all integrity, affect someone else's life with your own co-creation. Now, when you think about this, you might say, "Well, how else can it work? Doesn't there have to be a winner and a loser? At least there has to be someone else affected by what I create. I don't live on a desert island. Everything I do will affect someone else." The answer is no, there is not a winner and loser. Instead, there is a winner and a winner.

There is a huge concept you don't understand. As you co-create for yourself, you push energy around that never would have been pushed around before. When you do this, it helps someone else to move into a place that will eventually give them a light that they didn't have before, allowing them better free choice. At the same time, it creates the situation in your life that you have been working on. It's complex, but think of it this way – your energy is perfect for all around you when you are co-creating with pure intent. It never violates the rule.

Let me review so that you understand two things we have mentioned before. When you send light, it is the same concept. We told you this before: You are not asked to send light with a bias. If you know something is happening, and you wish to send light there to help it, don't send the solution! Don't send what you want to happen. Just send light. Get used to understanding that light is all you have. It has "cosmic intelligence" that knows what to do. That's what the lighthouse has. It doesn't have an agenda. It only has light. It doesn't broadcast something on the light. It only has light. It depends upon someone else "seeing" what it does. You send light to a place in the darkness, and whoever is there gets to see better. Do you understand? And when they see better with their free choice, they can choose things that you have helped illuminate with your light. That is the integrity of sending light, and it also applies to co-creation.

The second review is we told you about prayer. When you pray for someone, don't put an agenda on it. This it tough! "Kryon, if we can't put an agenda on it, how do we pray for somebody?" It's easy. Imagine the end result of the prayer. If you're praying for someone's health and they are sick, see them in your mind as happy without the disease. Don't imagine how it's going to be done and don't tell God what to do. See the result. You are actually pulling upon the "now" of your potential futures when you do this. If you pray for peace, see an Earth where families are not in fear or worried, where they don't have war. Visualize the smiles of the children in a safe place.

It is your visualization that is your prayer, and that, my friends, is just like sending light. Send the compassion of your Divine-Self in places that need it. That's what real lighthouses do, except that they have physical light and you have spiritual light. That's not hard to understand, but the hardest one is about co-creation.

The only way I can do this is to give you this example, and one that you will all understand, especially in this town (New York City). See, I know where I am. How many of you have heard of the Parking Angel? (Laughter) You've got Parking Angels here, you know? You probably have more than most. (big Kryon smile)

The way it works

Let's say for a moment that you're in your vehicle and you're circling the block. You're praying: "Dear Parking Angel, I don't know how you're going to do it, but I need a space here." You've all been there, haven't you? Suddenly, indeed, another vehicle pulls out right in front of you, and that driver leaves, and you pull in. You say, "Thank you, Parking Angel!" Now let me review to you what just happened so that you're not confused.

There are some who feel the scenario goes like this: Your arrival in the circling mode changes the energy of the block and, somehow, some poor soul who is in a store shopping gets ripped away from the store by the Parking Angel, and plopped into their car, where they're forced to put it in reverse and leave! Bewildered, they suddenly realize that they had no intention of leaving, but they did anyway! What happened? Then you pull into the space!

Oh, how 3D of you! Of course, what I just described simply doesn't happen. No, instead it's a synchronized dance done out of time and space. Do you know how complex this is? Think of this the next time you get "your space." Here is the correct scenario: Your arrival is about to correspond with someone else's departure, so all the Parking Angel has to do is to align the synchronicity of the dance. You're there at the right time, the shopper leaves, and you pull in. They're happy. You're happy. Everybody wins. However, this involves the many portions of you who are in many places at the same time, as well as the one who is shopping. The Parking Angel is actually a traffic director of the immense planning session that many parts of you are involved in all the time.

Now, think for a moment of the complexity and of the planning of all this. You've got a Higher-Self and you've got other selves above that... all knowing what time you're coming, what time you're going, when you're going to pray, and also the same thing about the others who are shopping. Did you ever consider that the other angels in this dance have to agree? They do! Did you ever wonder if your good fortune was someone else's co-creation? It often is... made much easier to synchronize.

There the shopper sits in her car. She is praying, "God, parking places are really hard to get. Let this one go to another who really deserves it, and who loves you the way I do." Suddenly, you show up! Now... who was co-creating for whom?

Do you understand how complex this is? Now, amplify this complexity tens of millions of times, because the process is about a dance of synchronicity. You're asking for relationship issues; you're asking for job issues; you're asking for travel issues... so many things you're trying to co-create in your life.

You're asking for the synchronicity of the dance and at the same time, so many of you don't understand how this works. You put rules on it. "Oh, Spirit, deliver to me exactly what I need, and I've got this need and I've got that need and I'm going to co-create it. Uh... but I'm not willing to leave town, by the way, and I'm not willing to do this and I'm not willing to do that."

"How am I supposed to do anything," your angel says, "if you put restrictions on it?" If you put restrictions on it, you're not going to have any co-creative ability. Restrictions stop the music.

If you want to co-create, let the dance begin! No restrictions. Don't be afraid of the love of God. You think you've got it figured out where you're supposed to be and what you're supposed to be doing? But you've all got something, don't you, that you don't want God to disturb. "God, don't touch my family," some say. Let me tell you about your imprisoned thoughts. You're always afraid that God's going to do something to disturb your family or friends or something good in your life. What if, instead, we touched your family and made them fall in love with you all over again? What if they got an enhanced love wash? What if this family of yours that you don't want us to touch suddenly becomes interested in what you have found? Do you have the courage to let them all know? That's what I want to tell you. Things are not what they seem.

The intelligence of the Universe

We've got one last thing. It's called quantum intelligence. We don't speak of it very often, but you've got to know what it is. Humans often put God in a box. You want to compartmentalize everything so that you can understand it. "Dear God, teach me how to pray. I need to know how to pray." We've heard this so often. And we've told you before. Soon, we'll tell you yet again a different place. But the real answer is: Don't worry about it! You develop the light, and we know where it goes! How about that arrangement? Free choice is the key. You develop the light and we'll place it correctly.

You want to pray for somebody in Somalia, but you don't know who because there are so many who need it. Go ahead and develop the light, then sit and with pure intent and send it. We know who needs it, dear one. You don't have to. Quantum intelligence means you're connected to God. All of you. You can develop the light without knowing who it goes to or any of the details. We know the address!

You can turn the light switch and expect light in a room without knowledge of how the electricity was generated, or the properties of a light bulb, or the physics of photons. This is because you are familiar with the process in 3D and you trust it. Now, extend this trust to the invisible, and become part of the interdimensional process of quantum intelligence.

This comes right down to the affect of what Yawee is doing with his interdimensional laser. When the information is transmitted to the cellular structure by his laser, Yawee is done! There is intelligence within that interdimensional process that addresses the exact cells that need to be addressed. This is very different than classic medicine. Instead of targeting a specific chemical or protein in a physical way, this seemingly mystical process does it by itself. However, there is nothing mystical about it. It is an extension of cosmic intelligence, and is part of the lattice that "knows" all about cellular structure and the balance of everything. The study of things in a quantum state in your physics will show that infinite connection (the opposite of infinite separation) creates a oneness that therefore has only one universal conscience... a way of saying that things in a quantum state know all about each other and tend to balance themselves.

Private message for Dr. Todd

Yawee, we'll give you some information: There is the propensity for you to compartmentalize the attributes of a molecular structure in order to have a harmonious effect with certain custom modulations. And that, you feel, is therefore going to harmonize or touch the parts that need it within the Human body. But we're going to give you a puzzle. Do all of your experiments with a control of a multi-colored and modulated interdimensional laser so that you can see the results of one that you don't modulate specifically. You're going to be surprised. You are going to find that, in most cases, it doesn't make that much difference. The test will show that there may be a generic one that knows exactly what to do no matter what color it is, and no matter what the modulation is. Do your experiments with that in mind and this will speed up things. Because then you won't be compartmentalizing the modulations as much when you realize that through quantum intelligence, the interdimensional aspects know exactly what to do, and will change their color internally. It's just like prayer. Think about it.

Back to the message

Are you here tonight, uncertain of how to pray? Do you know what to do for your own bodies? "I don't know what to do next," many say. You don't need to. Don't you understand? Just sit in front of God and say, "I am connecting with my Higher-Self. Tell me what I need to know. I'm sitting here and I'm ready." Then stand back! All we need is your permission, dear one, and your pure intent.

Quantum intelligence will go to the places in your body that need it. Get used to meditating every day, even a short amount of time is better than none. Say, "Dear Spirit, place in me what I need," and you'll save a lot of time, dear Human Being. Stop telling Spirit what you think we should know. Don't you think we're around? Oh, you sit in front of Spirit and you say, "You won't believe what happened today." Oh yes, we do. We were there, remember? "Well, Spirit, I'm going to have a hard time paying the rent." Don't you think we know that? Don't waste time. We're in love with you. Don't waste time. Just get to the point, and the point is this: "Dear Spirit, give me wisdom to create what I need. Give me the peace that it has been accomplished and I'll just sit here and I'll be loved." That's what brothers and sisters in Spirit do with one another. That's who I am.

Here we sit in a very historic place, and I'm not talking about this church <100-year-old structure>. I'm talking about the fact that we are so close to the event you call 9/11. Think of the loss of life there... in your own city, in your own town, in your own neighborhood. It's such a profundity of energy shift on the planet and it happened right here. I want to revisit with you for a moment these thousands of lives, lost right here. You know, out of time, they're still here. Some of them turned around and reincarnated immediately into a new "expression" on the planet. If you could interview them, I'll tell you again, what they have to say: They will tell you at some level, "We agreed to this." They will tell you that they knew about the potential, for it was in their interdimensional "possibilities jar" when they were born. They will say, "We participated in it, and it is part of what we came in for. We did our part. Now you do yours."

Do you have the courage to take a look at the smiles they have on their faces right now? They are eternal, dear Human Beings, just like you, but you may not wish to look and it may be sorrowful for you, but the fact is that there is joy in their energy because they are known by God... every single one. Just like you.

It's time for a shift. Let you be the ones to begin this. It's a sweet place here and the colors have been grand. Five of you have got the seeds of healing that you didn't have when you came in the door. I don't just mean physically, either. How about peace over something that you want peace over? I know who's here! Celebrate the peace that passes understanding... a peace you can't explain... waking up peaceful, no matter what is in your life... no matter what the threats are, what the conditions are... known unto God.

Let us in, dear Lemurian Lighthouses. You won't be sorry. Don't fear the love of God.

I'll see you again. You can count on it.

You can count on it.

And so it is.

Kryon

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I am just wondering a little about who Kryon is, how He/She came about, etc (the history of Kryon). Though I have searched through many books, articles and such, I have studied everything from Edgar Cayce to the Seth series to Michael (I knew someone whose mother is part of the Michael group once). I think that true channeling is something that is rare but true. Most of what I read about is not ... very genuine, IMO. But Kryon fascinates me. I have been watching for the posts and finding myself excited whenever I see something posted. I felt as I was reading your post tonight that something in me had been "turned on" but I am not sure what it is yet. I am an empath and have had little knowledge as to what to do with it as it is something I cannot control at this time and it has more often been a curse than a blessing.

As a child I did not understand that what I shall call an "emotional whirlwind" that happened, buffeting me every which way with many emotions sometimes when I entered a room full of people. It would almost be overwhelming. I did not know what it was until I was in my late 30's and I thought it was all me going through these crazy gyrations of emotions ~ I thought I WAS crazy. I often did not know where myself ended and someone else began and this was very confusing for someone raised in a society that does not even believe these things exist. I was told by a sensitive (who did not know me and had no idea I even had this) what was going on and it all began to make sense, but then I wondered what could I do with it? I found out that when I got that "feeling" I would just try to touch the person if I knew who it was and send pure love/empathy back.

Now on occasion, I take on someone's illness and/or physical and/or emotional pain. It is like a shadow of the real illness and the person does not even have to tell me I have it. It always freaks them out though when I tell them I have it. People who love me don't want to "make" me get their illnesses, but I try to tell them this is all right, I think I am absorbing their pain in order to alleviate it and that it is often painful for ME if I am not allowed to do it. But they do not understand and worse, more often than not it is strangers not the ones close to me, whom I get these feelings and I know they would never understand. Many think somehow I can "read minds" and this is not the way it is at all.

Did you ever see the movie Zelig where the guy could "be" whomever he wanted? When he could somehow become that person? <giggling> Well I have a friend who calls me Zelig because I often "know" when he is in pain. He does not like it and won't tell me now when he is in pain, but I know if he would just let me have it, I could help him somehow, but I am not sure how.

I am now over 50, caring for a young child and I do not think I will ever achieve my dream to become a counselor as I am not sure I have enough time left in this life to be one. However I know this does not mean I cannot use the gift I have, I just do not know how. Kryon addressed an unspoken cry for answers in the writings I see tonight when it was mentioned that some people want to know how to pray. I think I want to know how to let my empathic nature heal in much the same way some people do not know how to pray (I think I do know that one, but I am always open to learning more). I somehow "knew" I did not have to direct my need to heal specifically (set some kind of agenda like "heal this pain!" More like sending ALL THAT IS to the person and trusting that the ALL would do the rest), I felt I should let it "do its thing" and just send back love when the waves of pain and sorrow overcome me, but I also have always thought I could develop it so it could actually be something more, I am just not sure what.

Thanks for posting this. A lot of stuff to think about now and perhaps a future that I did not even know existed. I would love to hear what others are doing, where they have found mentors and how they are using their gifts. I know one thing: I should not make any money off it and I cannot control (at this time) who this "gift" will benefit because sometimes it is there, and more often it is not.

My 2 cents

Cat In Seattle

pronoun she is more appropriate than he since at least one channelled message that I've read has stated that Kryon is more feminine energy than masculine energy. (I always want to say he though, for some reason.)

There are many other Kryon channellings that are available on-line at the following link under the section "Channellings":

http://www.kryon.com/altindex.html


It sounds as though you have some wonderful gifts, Cat. I hope that Kryon's messages are able to help you more.

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I was restless this morning and got up early, early. I just spent about three hours surfing from the link you sent to another and another and another ... I really want to thank you for sending it. I could never afford any of the services offered in most of these sites, but I can glean a lot from what I have seen. One thing gleaned is that perhaps I am not meant to have a "real" mentor, perhaps I have one already ~ some untapped part of me, lol.

It may be a wonderful gift I have, (I am not so sure) but I am sometimes very practical and I just wish it would *do* something. I am not so sure it is doing much of anything sitting here in my cranium, going off randomly, with the "owner" of it (me) not knowing what to do with it, lol. Maybe it is fine and this is all I am supposed to do with it, but something keeps telling me I could do more ~ whether it is me being impatient or Something Else, I honestly cannot say.

The most surprising of all is that before I read your postings, I have never heard of this Kryon and I feel as if I am pretty up on most of this stuff. It looks like she has been around for awhile. (I am also led to call Kryon "he," for some reason, it was hard to make myself type "she"). I believe I have been guided by ALL THAT IS and every time I have come upon something I think rings as genuine, I have read everything I can get my hands on about it. Often one thing led to another when finding information. It began with Edgar Cayce and has continued on until now almost 40 years later. It looks as if Kryon has been around for awhile in this time frame but I was not aware. Not that I am some "know-it-all" or anything, but I thought I was more aware of what is going on with the metaphysical information than I am, lol.

Well at any rate, I am going to study more of the messages of Kryon and see if more is turned on in me. It seems that just reading the words is causing something to fire up in my brain and this is an interesting and fun experience all by itself! I am surprised as it is like nothing I have ever experienced before and like something has sort of lit up.

Again thanks and I will look forward to others' take on it all. It appears as if many are as impressed as I was about the prayer comments.

Cat In Seattle

Note that there's also a Question & Answer link under the References section at the link that I gave to you. There's lots of information there as well!

By the way, maybe the most important thing that you're supposed to do in this lifetime is to be an example of what can be done if a person has enough faith. You've certainly inspired me!

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"When you send light, it is the same concept. We told you this before: You are not asked to send light with a bias. If you know something is happening, and you wish to send light there to help it, don't send the solution! Don't send what you want to happen. Just send light. Get used to understanding that light is all you have. It has "cosmic intelligence" that knows what to do. That's what the lighthouse has. It doesn't have an agenda. It only has light. It doesn't broadcast something on the light. It only has light. It depends upon someone else "seeing" what it does. You send light to a place in the darkness, and whoever is there gets to see better. Do you understand? And when they see better with their free choice, they can choose things that you have helped illuminate with your light. That is the integrity of sending light, and it also applies to co-creation".

"There is a huge concept you don't understand. As you co-create for yourself, you push energy around that never would have been pushed around before. When you do this, it helps someone else to move into a place that will eventually give them a light that they didn't have before, allowing them better free choice. At the same time, it creates the situation in your life that you have been working on. It's complex, but think of it this way – your energy is perfect for all around you when you are co-creating with pure intent. It never violates the rule".

"Get used to meditating every day, even a short amount of time is better than none. Say, "Dear Spirit, place in me what I need,"

"How about peace over something that you want peace over?... Celebrate the peace that passes understanding... a peace you can't explain... waking up peaceful, no matter what is in your life... no matter what the threats are, what the conditions are..."

Good material. Thank you, I Have A Dream

"The Secret": Visualise and focus on the end result that we want.

There was so much in this for me also, OB. I'm glad that you got something from it.