why is it happy scenes like this never fail to make me bawl my eyes out

If there was a lion,and we became freinds..And I learned he had a pride..I would do as these folks did, go over there and find him, to make sure he was ok and happy,than I know I would eventually wind up asking him to adopt me,as a pride member.I would hunt, I would use what human skills I have my hands, to help the pride out.I would stop other humans from hurting the pride, honestly if the lion was Ok with it, I would leave human society go live with the pride and never ever look back,or come back to this miserable human world again.Lions know what love is.Most humans haven't a clue,it seems to me as I observe them.Human's world has never really been my home,I never felt part of it.I wish I could take off this stupid hairless ape suit and go live as I should be,not as I was trained to do from childhood,a way of life which is so pointless,incomprehensible and so terribly lonely it hurts every day I live this life..

Check the link you will maybe see what I miss so bad.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=adYbFQFXG0U

Love knows no limits. Love can never harm love.

BTW, I have had a spirit panther by my side for many, many years and a redtail hawk with me on the other shoulder. And then there was the buffalo that came to visit... and then there are so many living animals that have turned up here at Froghaven. Too many to count.

You came into this human body for a reason. There are good and loving people all around. Thank you for helping us all see the beauty of our animal brothers and sisters. All from the same source. All being what they are and having a life experience.

It really is a good life. Not an easy one, but it is worthwhile. It's your choice to keep moving forward. I know it's sometimes so painful and the animal world seems a refuge. But you are here because you have special skills and talents and a big heart to share. Take care of your animal friends, they'll not let you down

Oh Panther, thanks so much for sharing that link. I can barely see this screen right now, I'm blubbering so much.

I'm so sorry you feel uncomfortable in this lifetime. It's not easy, I know. Just the other day MG Jr. was peeking at my laptop--he likes to see my desktop picture of him--and I asked him if he wanted me to bring up my Web site so he could look at all his pictures, from infant on up to his present age (4). He said, "No thanks. When I see my baby pictures, I get sad, because I want to be a baby again." I understood. When I was younger, I used to cry and beg to "go home".

But we're here, and we chose this, for whatever reason, so...onward. Take comfort in your friends and family, and know that you're doing good work. :hug:

I remember where I am from and how I got here.I never forgot it.I am a prisoner,held captive in this form/jail.I was ripped from my pride forced into a stream and crammed into a fetus.My birth chart reflects this as does what my mom told me about my birth.
I get kinda irritated when people assume I "chose" to come here.No, I did not choose to come here..And I am not a reincarnation I have no past lives here, This is my only time here and I never ever want to be captured and forced to incarnate in a hellish place such as this world EVER AGAIN. And yes I hate the thing that forced me captured me, I despise it..I want OUT.

So for me,the death of the flesh is not bad or scary, it is a happy time,the day the cage door opens and I can fight that monstrous thing that captured me and get out of here.
I am not the only one held captive here, not everyone chooses to come to this place.YOU may have,but me,hell no.

Some beings are TRAPPED here.I want to loosen the fetters if I can while I await the day this flesh jail can no longer hold me,Judt because I hate this place does not mean I have to make the good beings here suffer more. Every situation we find ourselves in on this plane has been set up by the predatory archons and non organic parasites to attack, drain and pollute us.

Traps within the traps include cults, sects and religions, abuse, programming by excessive wealth, social responsibilities, effects of racism, sexism or any other ism,the illusion of cultural superiority/inferiority, social, career or financial status, peer pressure, education, therapy etc.Almost everything we have been taught is distorted by evil that dominates everything here. Reincarnation and karma do occur,that believe in it and subject themselves to it, not realizing they are evil mechanisms designed to be as closed loops to exploit individuals essences. They get born,they die,get reprogrammed in the astral and born, believing they came here willingly by choice but some really are often confused compliant victims.

We are in a massive battle of essences on all planes.
Not just this one or a few others. The essence of what we are has been hijacked and twisted by the evil distorting ,abusing force feeding off of the emotional energies that pain and suffering of beings that are not of the archon but are prisoners here.

You're right--I do assume that all souls chose to incarnate here at this particular time. Your post has shown me otherwise.

And you're also right that this is a massive battle--but it's one we can win.

Do you think you've been able to (or do you even have any interest in) helping other lost souls while you're here? Or do you prefer waiting out this lifetime till it's over? (I'm aware that neither choice is correct or incorrect.)

One other thought--and I mean this with all due respect--do you think that perhaps your prison might be the illusion?

In any case...:hug: Hang in there.

see it:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gSX444hQ5Vo

When I saw it, I immediately thought of you.

As a child I rejected eating animals.