Let me blunt. This election left me behind last January. I have had no enthusiasm, no commitment, no real interest, since HRC and Obama, both too corporate/centrist/dlc/3rd way/"new" dem for me, were the only two left standing.
While I recognized early on Obama's charismatic presence and excellent speaking skills, his politics left, and leave, me cold.
Frankly, I have been revolted by the tendency for many to present him as the political messiah that we've all been waiting for.
Still, I was glad he won Tuesday, so I wouldn't have to live through a McCain/Palin administration. I shed a few tears of relief, and true joy that we have elected a person of color to the white house. But I wasn't euphoric or hopeful about what an Obama administration would offer. I've read his positions.
Wanting to give him a chance, and to start off on the right foot, I sent him a congratulatory note, and a book, Tuesday morning, before the first election day votes were cast.
I read the recent Matthew message; the one that said,
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As for Obama's supporting the “economic bailout,” it is incumbent upon him to maintain the appearance of being in agreement with the Illuminati faction members who thrust him from relative obscurity into the presidential candidacy; once in office, his actions will show where his heart and soul truly are, and that is not with perpetuating the corruption and deception that some feel he is aligned with. To those who cannot see the light in Obama, we say, “Be patient; you will.” http://www.matthewbooks.com/mm/anmviewer.asp?a=93&z=2I hoped he was right.
Then, Obama's first act as president elect was to appoint DLCer Rahm "there is no democratic base" Emmanuel as chief of staff. Not exactly a moment filled with light. More patience is obviously needed.
Over the course of the week, through today, though, I noticed something incredible. Everywhere I've gone, people are expressing joy. They really are filled with hope, and believe that change is coming.
I began to wonder: will the law of attraction work in favor of the light, despite what Obama may do or not do? Will just the "faith" of those looking for change attract that positive change? Is Obama's most important contribution not that of policy, but that of inspiration?
Can he maintain that ability to inspire, to lift up a nation, despite policy that is not fundamentally different than that of mainstreet dem powerbrokers?
Will the nation move forward in the light
in spite of his policies?
I don't know. He has said or done nothing to earn my support for his policies, but if the incredible mass of people emitting joy, hope, and faith that change is coming means anything, we will experience change despite him, and at that, hope long dead begins to stir within my heart and soul, as well.
Is Matthew right, that so far
it is incumbent upon him to maintain the appearance of being in agreement with the Illuminati faction members who thrust him from relative obscurity into the presidential candidacy?
It seems to me that his supporters have believed this all along.
I don't know, but it feels good to hope. So, while I continue speaking out in opposition to acts and policies that I think move us in the wrong direction, part of me is stirring, and hoping, that by next spring I WILL see him embody the change I've yearned for.