I love the guy in the video. Anyone who speaks so casually that he uses "friggin" and "crap" in a positive, funny way gets my attention. :)
I read enough of the excerpt to see that I could probably benefit from this, and requested it from my library.
Thanks, Why Syzygy :hug:
In case others have this "lost" feeling as I do of late, the one small excerpt I read dealt with our imagination and ability to create. This was rather synchronistic for me. While I can't do much else right now, I AM paying attention, at least. ;)
This is probably a path all here have walked...the creative visualization approach...and reminders or new ways of seeing and doing things we've previously tried are always good.
I've never had a problem in that regard. I've seen the life I choose to live clearly through the years; nothing extravagant...I would always focus on the "feelings" of joy, wellness, grace and ease. Imagining various aspects of the experience I was creating came easy (I didn't say I successfully manifested, however ;) ).
With the extreme drama of the last few years, I found myself learning to truly live in the moment. One hour at a time. And, learning to do that is no doubt a good thing.
But I realized something a few weeks ago. When I decided to take some time to get quiet and envision and allow myself to "see" and "feel" how I choose to experience this life -- to be more proactive than I have been of late rather than simply "going with the flow" and not even giving energy toward creative visualization -- I got nothin'. I mean, nothin'.
Couldn't see anything, couldn't feel anything, couldn't imagine anything beyond what was right in front of me.
For someone who has ALWAYS been able to do this, it was like someone hit me with a 2 x 4. I think that's when the really dense depression set in. Sorry if I'm not being clear and am rambling -- again...lol -- but this was a very pivotal moment. A dark moment that hasn't lifted. It truly requires effort to smile. It feels pathetic to write that, but it's true.
That's why I say I'm lost. It's very different from the frustration and challenge of knowing what you choose to experience or create and you're stuck for some reason. I can say the words: joy, wellness, grace, ease. I can discuss the different projects I'd like to manifest in a positive way. But I can no longer see it, can no longer imagine how it would feel and can no longer act "as if," as I have throughout my entire life.
That's why this pic is my avatar for now...until I find my way. ;)