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Edited on Fri Feb-16-07 12:04 AM by _dynamicdems
The pain of that loss in 2000 was horrible. It sent me into black depression and it was a turning point in my life. Everything has been downhill since then and I've only been able to lessen the descent in recent years. That's probably the basis of my strange dream: I was warning myself not to believe too strongly, not to care as much as I did in 2000. Instead, I ended up caring more. But the kind of pain from 2000, like you experienced in 2004, only comes once: like a steel sword forged in fire. We're stronger for that pain, which is why we are still here and still fighting for what we believe in.
It hurts deep down like a punch in the gut every time someone says something nasty about Senator Kerry. He might be but one human being, albeit a very exceptional human being, but to me, he's also the symbol of an ideal. It's not who he is, but what he stands for. Every time John Kerry is attacked, it feels like truth and justice are being degraded.
Years ago, I had to accept the same disappointment. The man I supported lost to Nixon. He was a decent and kind senator. Sound familiar? I've been thinking about him a lot since Kerry's announcement. He was a former senator and then Vice President and later he ran again for the Senate after his bid for the presidency. He remained in the Senate for the rest of his life. Hubert Humphrey was a decent, intelligent and kind man. He lost to a lying scumbag. Sound familiar? I understand John Kerry's decision not to run and have accepted it, as you have, but HELL it hurt! TWICE I've seen this happen. History repeats. But something is different here. John Kerry isn't just returning to work as usual. He's using his national profile and his name recognition and his e-mail list to bring about some real changes in the status quo. That kind of leadership is rare and it gives me hope. Scratch any died-in-the-wool cynic and you will find a wounded idealist. We hurt and we harden, but it's only armor. And armor is what your wear for battle. Kerry on! Is that a windmill I see on the horizon or is it an elephant?
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