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Complacency and the loss of our stories. Here's a kind of stream of consciousness example
I was going to be flip, and answer "The idea that 6 inch heels are an awesome fashion statement", but I mean more than that. I listen to women say that "women dress for other women" Oh really? I was looking at a magazine with the Pussycat dolls in these horrible shoes and horrible clothes. Outside of a few sex workers I know, or a few friends into SMBD, Nobody is going to wear that shit young or old. So what's the point?
Now, I like sexy. I understand sexy, although what I consider sexy is far more subtle and has more to do with loving my body and keeping it in shape. It's movement and muscles and shape. The human body is a series of circles, roundness. The aging body tells a story, looses some of that roundness but gains in communication. My body is what I use to communicate and interact with the world. I flirt with everybody in a way that has nothing to do with sex and everything to do with being loving and offering acceptance within my own well defined boundaries, and demanding respect on my terms.
I don't understand prolonged discomfort in clothing for no other reason that to look as fuckable as possible. Fuckablility isn't sexy, it's presenting a commodity. When all the hoopla was going on about Palin's clothes, I was thinking well there's McCain. No doubt a thousand dollar suit, no doubt one out of many such suits, but so generic looking nobody is going to question the price or who pays for it.
Complacency has part in all that. Why do we not question fashion? Why do we buy into the idea that women need to display? In nature, so often it's the male of the species with bright colors to attract the female. Aging women, of which I'm one, so often feel the need to loose the communication of age and recapture the roundness of youth AND be skinny as a rail. Big Ick, and not possible. I'm to the point where I find brow furrows beautiful when I see them on TV, because famous women are ruining their beautiful faces. They can't move them. They no longer communicate. This acquiescence to the sexist expectations of appearance may save the career to the degree aging female stars can, but they can't tell their stories effectively. They can't role model for young women in a challenging way. They don't break out as a potential powerful voice and say listen; LISTEN to my story, and then tell the truth. They play the game and keep quiet and justify or deny. "I'm not a feminist but" But what? But what? But you'll take what you can get and fuck everything else? Pisses me off.
So this complacency, or lack of challenge, feeds sexism and misogyny. It sustains rape culture. It keeps women insecure and fearful. This fear divides women, one from the other with negative internal categories we give one another. ie. Slut, bitch, housewife, lesbian, crazy. It kills our stories, we don't tell them and we lose truth in that. Our stories are told by the patriarchy by default, every day in the media, the way patriarchy wants them to be told.
It just may be the reason standpoint theory failed, because we couldn't find a commonality in the female experience, and we can't say, my experience is the same as yours. And I'm by no means blaming females for this complacency, because we're fed complacency from the cradle. It's hard to challenge what is presented as the norm. (That don't mean I ain't going to continue to try)
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