of Trauma denied that controls alot of how we as a culture relate, are structured and how we deal with issues of sexually ,talk about sexuality, and also it changes how children are treated. Massive trauma denial I think it makes sure social services is underfunded and the courts lame when it comes to protecting kids.
Because so many adults in our culture have a hell of a lot of DENIAL about abuse, especially twords kids. Kids in our culture are not free to leave an abusive home themselves they are chattel of their parents or the state..When adults react to issues about sexual abuse in denial or hostility twords victims it makes me wonder how many of these adults have been abused sexually themselves as kids .I wonder will they really do ANYTHING or say anything no matter how stupid, dangerous and crazy to avoid the horrible feelings the unspeakable brings? Will they Deny Anything to keep whatever memories they have repressed so they can "function" as in get up go to work, maintain all the bullshit this consumer culture demands we do?
If 1 in 4 girls before age 18 get raped well that means there are alot of people running around our culture with some serious trauma issues lurking in their heads influencing their behaviors, choices and VOTES.. Don't tell me this level of traumatizing in the general population cannot effect HOW a society itself behaves on a personal AND the political level.
I remember early on in W's tyranny seeing stuff describing bush as the "discipliner" daddy. That fuck head calls himself "The Decider" WTF?? Can you say a wounded populace's projection of their own dysfunctions running the whitehouse?
This is what leads me to think the reason we as a society in general are letting psychopaths kill this planet and dominate us through of social systems and relationships IS because so many victims are dead set on maintaining that wall of denial and if you cannot deal with the truth of your own past it comes out in other ways, in mental illness, among other things. So if you consider a society has a few generations living all at the same time,a hell of alot of adults living right now are in denial of being molested or raped as kids or teens .And some are raising kids.
Being betrayed that way,is a terrible psychological trauma so maybe unconsciously alot of people want to die because something deep inside themselves is silenced, tormented ,suicidal and hates living in the land of make believe and duty as they pretend abuse does not do damage really...So this terrible lie manifests in an entire society as a sickening defending silence on this,and tolerance of the intolerable, because of the unspeakable they have suffered and will not speak it.
Notice how victims when they cannot recognize what abuse is will DEFEND and excuse perps, porn and all manner of vile things? They minimize the issues.Try to keep the victims discredited,and looking dehumanized , they shoot the messenger or blame the victim?
Even the bullshit Vampire theory gets said alot on DU out of sheer ignorance.
Myth #6 - The "Vampire Syndrome"�that is, boys who are sexually abused, like the victims of Count Dracula, go on to "bite" or sexually abuse others.
This myth is especially dangerous because it can create a terrible stigma for the child, that he is destined to become an offender. Boys might be treated as potential perpetrators rather than victims who need help.
While it is true that most perpetrators have histories of sexual abuse, it is NOT true that most victims go on to become perpetrators. Research by Jane Gilgun, Judith Becker and John Hunter found a primary difference between perpetrators who were sexually abused and sexually abused males who never perpetrated: non-perpetrators told about the abuse, and were believed and supported by significant people in their lives.
Again, the majority of victims do not go on to become adolescent or adult perpetrators; and those who do perpetrate in adolescence usually don't perpetrate as adults if they get help when they are young.
http://www.malesurvivor.org/myths.htmI picked "male survivor because the site explained the vampire theory short and simple.And boys get abused too by adults.
I was on the board of a support group/drop in center for GBLT people who were mentally ill. The director was ignorant of what abuse IS. She didn't know her father showing her porn flicks on TV as a kid was abusive!!So during a psych rights conference a fucking registered sex offender showed up during our presentation.
I was up front standing at the big pad, writing audience questions down during the Q&A with a big fat magenta marker and I was organizing the power point stuff too..basically running around hoping my panther tail didn't bang anyone's coffee out of their hands as I ran up and down the center isle .When this pervert announced himself and that he liked kids sexually and was a registered sex offender I was about to lose it with that piece of shit in room. I had to walk past him at least a dozen times.I was thinking of catching the ugly bastard outside the hotel on the street and beating the living fuck out of him..I maintained composure tho.Didn't fuck up the presentation either.
Anyway unknown to me the Director let this fucker come to H&E because he was a GAY pedophile.
I was about to strangle the director for being so stupid.
I walked in and walked right to the office and called an emergency board meeting when I saw that shit sitting on the couch at the support group.I was yelling at the director I told her the asshole is a SEX offender, do you realize howe many victims of people like him attend here!! This piece of shit is NOT a peer! He's a criminal!! A danger. Some of our members have kids and this group is set up to help people socialize what if that fucker goes over someone's house and molests their kids!!! This asshole could get H&E shut down, You know how people hate gays and fear mentally ill people, throw that bastard in our midst and we will have half the city of baltimore picketing our place to be de-funded and shut down. So make him leave!
Well I left the group after chewing on the director. Like hell I was gonna open up and talk about my problems about being trans and asexual with that putrid thing in the room.
Next session with my therapist I and my ex asked if a pedophile sex offender who rapes boys was our"peer" Both our therapists said NO.
Pedophilia is a separate issue from gender identity ,sexual orientation and GBLT also it is incompatible to have sex offenders around the general mentally ill population. My therapist told me to stay out of H&E until the meeting.He even wrote a statement for me to take into the board meeting describing the clinical problem with sex offenders being put around the general mentally ill population..
The board meeting came, we were sitting out by the fountains in Mount Vernon at night it was summer and the director wanted to have it there, I think she was scared of my anger .I kept my cool but it wasn't easy.
She gave this bullshit about how H&E's goals were to accept everyone and be open and all sexual orientations.. She seemed to be in total denial about the DANGER the was putting H&E into ,She was just repeating the party line about acceptance. I gave her the note I explained I had to QUIT H&E if that bastard became a member because I cannot tolerate being around rapists and molesters talking about my issues, I told her assholes like him GAVE me my mental illness!! Often I had to go off and pace along the marble balustrades of the fountain to keep my cool and not clobber the director.And come back and speak more.
Well she ended up booting him. Thankfully.
But even in a group designed to help people can get infiltrated and fucked over by these monsters, The Director had way more training than I did and her denial made a safe place dangerous.
So if it can happen in a consumer run support group ..What if I was not there? Then that asshole would really have messed people up.
So if it can happen at a mental health GBLT support group, how many places and other ways can these monsters influence social groups, family dynamics ,society and politics directly or indirectly when this denial from adults who were abused as kids and can't face it who lack boundaries are interacting in society at large with people abused and not abused with various levels of awareness and boundaries, with sex offenders and psychopaths running around acting as if they are "normal people" too. How can anything meaningful with teeth get done to really help protect women and kids from these assholes if so many people in the general population are too defensive don't have boundaries,and won't quit playing make believe about this issue even when they have been victimized?
Death came by a monster who faked having little kitten's paws, that trauma has transformed my paws to the claws of a tiger. MY claws.