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This is the 1st year in my daughter's 17 1/2 years I haven't had employer paid insurance. I was laid off from fulltime employment in December. Insurance through my husband's (government) employer for dependents is $800 / mo., so we opted to go with an individual policy. I have always covered my daughter and self. I pay $300 / mo. for "catastrophic" (nice word, huh?) coverage. $2500 deductible / $5000 max out of pocket per year. I thought since we made it this far without huge medical expenses, we would be OK. I also thought I might have a job with benefits by now...
So, I think I have a polyp on my vocal chords that I can't really afford to get checked out. What if they find something and establish a "pre-existing?" What would that do to future coverage? How much would it all cost -- who knows? I also had an ear infection for like 3 months earlier this Spring ... worst I've ever had, probably due to the hit my immune system took from the effects of losing my job. NOW, my daughter has a terrible ear infection and was told at the walk-in that we might want to consider having her tonsils out. Also, that we should check out her thyroid.
All I can think and feel is, "this is it. This is how the downward spiral starts." My husband and I have always lived pretty close to our means. We might have $2,000 on credit cards, which is really high for us. We have $8,000 left on a HELOC from purchasing a used Subaru. (We are having a lot of trouble with the bank, Chase, paying this off; they keep finding ways not to do the automatic interest deduction each month, which extends the life of the loan and our indebtedness to them.... I was "happy" for them to learn recently of their enormous 2nd quarter profits this year..) We switched to a 15-yr. mortgage about 8 years ago at 5% (re- financed in order to shorten the term, not to use the house as an ATM. According to Michael Moore's amazing "Capitalism," which we are now watching, I see we did our re-fi previous to Greenspan's propaganda pushing using your home equity as an income source. Bully for us)
Anyway, I suppose it will be "interesting" to see how this ends. I started out fairly optimistic, or, at least, with a sense of adventure (after my layoff). I have managed to get a fairly measly, though interesting job. It's obvious employers know they hold the cards in this economy.
Good luck to anyone else who finds him or herself in a similar predicament!
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