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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2-LW31oQ-bc
Posted on YouTube: December 15, 2010
By YouTube Member: bilbyjg
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Posted on DU: February 09, 2011
By DU Member: madfloridian
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This is an excellent video, a very thoughtful one.
I am very impressed with this guy. He sounds like he really cares and wants to succeed as a teacher. Said his TFA experiences were mostly negative.
One of his first remarks was most interesting. He said the TFA summer institute was supposed to prepare them to work with high-poverty children of color in an urban setting. Or to prepare them to work with high-poverty children in rural areas in "many poor Southern states."
That is one reason many of us have sounded off so much about this group. In too many cases there are layoffs of experienced teachers in such areas, and they are replaced with TFA trainees with 5 weeks camp behind them. It is not enough.
This guy puts it into words...what we have been saying. Their goal sounds good if you are not privy to the fact that these high-poverty areas are usually the ones losing resources. I taught in such a school, and we had aged textbooks..if any. The schools in richer areas had new texts, some magnet schools having two sets...one for the classroom and one for home.
So it is not a worthy goal to begin with. He gives an eye-opening account of his time in South Bronx with no textbooks and little help.
Susan Ohanian posted about this video, and she has some comments at her blog.
Ed Dispatch: A Former TFA TeacherOhanian Comment: Maybe I shouldn't admit this but I laughed out loud when I heard this Teach for America discipline strategy: "OK, I'm going to count down from 5 and if you aren't quiet by them, I'm going to have to take away points."
Laugh out loud disaster. What a horrible thing to tell a suburban kid put into a Bronx middle school: Count down from five.
Finding himself to be in classrooms without books, John Bilby spent $700 his first month and then $300 each month after that--on photocopying. He didn't have books; it sounds like he relied on a curriculum of handouts.
But that's small potatoes compared to this:
TFA advises its teachers to present an "emotionless persona in the classroom."
Bilby mentions how everyday he went home feeling like a failure. He says one parent started a fight with another parent in the classroom. (I had that happen...it's scary and needs outside of the classroom help to keep others from being hurt.) Luckily I got that help by pressing the buzzer to the office.
He further mentions that when he turned in his 2-weeks notice to TFA, he felt expendable. Seems to me he's saying that as much as he cared they were not as concerned with his feelings as about keeping a good relationship with the principal. He says TFA doesn't seem to care if the workplace environment is toxic, if the administration is unprofessional.
He said he felt like his final meeting with the TFA rep and the principal was to comfort themselves and make him feel as though his failure was all his fault.
He made an amazingly thoughtful statement. He said he thought the TFA has "a noble purported aim" but that it is mostly about "access to influence and access to federal money."
He talks about having meetings with the donors on Park Avenue in apartments on the upper east side. He says it was in stark contrast to where he was teaching which seemed like a prison with so many policemen. Then to go to the Park Avenue apartments where none are educators...just funneling huge money into education.
Says it was a culture shock.
He says that after he withdrew from TFA he has decided to go back and get his teaching certificate by the more traditional route. He plans to be back in a classroom within a year or so. He says he hopes his conversation will provide some "counterbalance" to the education reform narrative which is controlled by big money groups.
Very impressive guy. Good for him for speaking out. He will make a good teacher someday.