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I just got an email from my nephew who recently started classes at Bob Jones University. He wanted me to know that he has a new email address through the school. At 28 he's older than most of his classmates, but he was never supposed to be able to read and write at all, due to hemiplegic cerebral palsy. He is a spectacular young man who has worked extremely hard to overcome his limitations.
I was there the day he was born and marveled at how much he looked like his daddy did. He has always held a special place in my heart and always will, even though his parents have since become the fundiest of rightwing fundies. My sister and I walk on eggshells in order to avoid being barred from communication with our nephew; we have both suffered periods of banishment for offending sensibilities we weren't even aware of until the punishment was meted out. They are resigned that we will burn in hell for being Democrats, and they suffer our existence only for 'the sake of family'. Ironically, the attitude does not extend to our other brother who, even though he has become a Democrat in recent years, is redeemed by his status as a veteran.
It's been years since I've had a simple conversation with my younger brother. Within moments of "hello" it becomes a sermon; relating a story about something I've done or someplace I've been is construed as an invitation to "correction" - as in, "you should have done..." or "you should have said..." What makes it all especially heartbreaking are the memories I have of my brother, first as a little boy and then as a young man who knew how to smile and laugh. Now, if there is any joy in him he keeps it well hidden on those rare occasions when we speak.
I don't get it. I have many, many friends of just about every faith and/or philosophy, so this isn't an argument against faith or religion; especially since I hold a faith that gives me great joy, even though its celebrations aren't confined by any building or determined by any mortal's words. And where I find both joy and comfort in the same book that, somehow, informs my brother's life, but I've never found any part of it that demands a joyless existence. Sad that he puts so much effort into something that brings no happiness, life's too short.
But what I really don't get is this: the faith that my brother espouses is centered around one particular figure, ostensibly the founder of the faith. That figure dominates every conversation, governs every decision. And yet, when the child who overcame so much becomes able to study and learn he is sent to prepare for the ministry in a school that doesn't even bother to carry in its name any indication of its purpose. Rather, it's named for a man who was so impressed with himself that he named it after the one who mattered most to him. In that, the school's monogram is singularly appropriate.
I hope that my nephew will be okay.
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