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Edited on Wed Jul-21-10 02:11 AM by Cherchez la Femme
all white people are prejudiced. I hope you don't, but it sounded rather like a blanket statement.
The other way round, concerning communication, is needed too. For example,
and this is my experience only of course,
when I've mentioned that I've had my share of "lynch stories" too --reversed race of course, & using the phrase as not being actually lynched, as obviously they weren't either but as being attacked because of the color of one's skin-- when I've mentioned being attacked on the streets for being white which happened 5 times: 4 times by black people, once by an hispanic along with one vicious gun-in-my-mouth home invasion although the primary, yet secondary, in that instance wasn't race (To this day I still can't answer the door no matter who is knocking) & all by men, strangely, or maybe not so much; my black friends invariably were quite surprised. "You have?!" It's also been my honor to help a few people, during or after the fact, when they've unfortunately had those types of experiences. (I have never said this to any of my friends -- & I'm just saying it here not for kudos but because I feel it may be pertinent information towards what I'm about to say ...ANYHOW *gasp*)
there is one especial couple friends (although there seems to be a limit, to one degree or another, on how deep the conversation can get with all my different groups of friends) who will not discuss race, no matter how close, no matter how gently, at all with me even though I'm am wholly on equality's side; even moreso as in this subject I'd rather be too liberal than too conservative (pro-reparations for example, what can it hurt, at the minimum -- & pissing off teabaggers is only a bonus ; ) they just clam up. Almost a veil can be seen going over their faces :( We love and respect each other very much, best friends in fact, but in that way, that subject, they won't dialogue even though every other subject is wide open (although as of the past 2-3 years I would NEVER criticize Obama to them -- they are so proud & emotionally invested in him I could NEVER be that inconsiderate). Even though I know their reticence is probably based on fear --probably to a great degree on those aforementioned 'lynch stories', at least as far as I can figure out-- it makes me very sad.
We all have a long way to go to be able to discuss absolutely everything in a full & completely honest fashion, after all fear can really fuck a person up, and it's MHO we won't be able to truly heal as a society, as a country, until we all can do this.
You may ask 'Why don't you ask them? Ask them what they're uncomfortable about?' After a few tries & I saw their unwillingness I just never brought it up again as I didn't want to cause any additional discomfort & since I've moved I only see them every 3-6 months or so when I visit home and our time together has been too short, too fleeting, & of course full of important conversation like how they've been, how their families are & other friends are (good gossip. Yay!) that even when I've wanted to ask these other things --just to understand, just to grok-- what we have talked about in the few hours we've had, had taken precedence to the extent where I had completely forgotten until well into the long drive home :shrug:
***Sorry for this being SO long ...I just wanted to be as absolutely clear as I can possibly be-- as an admirer & follower of Gandhi and Archbishop Desmond Tutu I take the seriousness, and importance, of this subject very much to heart.
edit: personally I don't think that Truth should strictly be for just one group/set's ears only (as in the NAACP or African-Americans in general). Ms. Sherrod's truths are absolute no matter what ears receive them IMHO.
But even with this post I still give a hearty K&R
ARRGH I've now made this even longer!
2nd edit: removed one redundant word & fixed a typo Sorry!
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