Two girlfriends of Loughner speak, one says he is faking mental illness

"What do you think happened to Jared that it got to this point?" KGUN9 asked. "I honestly think he had some sort of definite dysfunction in his family, like his parents were just there but lacked parental role in life."


"There's a lot of people out there right now who are saying Jared Loughner is mentally ill, I know you're not a doctor, but your gut feeling, is he mentally ill or an accumulation of everything you talked about?" "I don't think he's mentally ill at all. I think he's honestly, I think he's faking everything. I think he's planned it, planned for sometime."

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"When you saw him 3 or 4 months ago, what was it like then?" KGUN9 asked. "It was like staring into somebody you didn't know," Figueroa commented.

"He didn't care about anything. He kind of had attitude that it didn't matter, that nothing mattered. There was nothing behind his eyes, is that what you're saying? It was like staring into someone soulless basically."

Sleepwalking

If I define sleepwalking then sleepwalking is the act or state of walking, eating, or performing other motor acts while asleep, of which one is unaware upon awakening.

I define sleepwalking.

Thus, sleepwalking is the act or state of walking, eating, or performing other motor acts while asleep, of which one is unaware upon awakening.

I'm a sleepwalker - who turns off the alarm clock.

All conscience dreaming at this moment is asleep.

Jared Loughner is conscience dreaming at this moment.

Thus, Jared Loughner is asleep.

- Jared Loughner.

- Salvia doesnt make you hallucinate. It takes you somewhere 'mentally'. Salvia trip is almost totally undescribeable. Sometimes its evil.. Beware of Lady Salvia.

- salvia and LSD cannot be compared. Salvia doesn't make me "hallucinate", it literally takes me away. With LSD, I can see what I'm hallucinating: a chair melting, a person morphing, things swirling and taking shapes and colors and tracers. With Salvia, EVERYTHING is a hallucination; I am in another universe, another galaxy.

- You cant compare LSD with Salvia.
Salvia doesnt make you hallucinate. It takes you somewhere 'mentally'. Salvia trip is almost totally undescribeable. Sometimes its evil.. Beware of Lady Salvia.

- I've taken some pretty crazy doses of LSD before, but I still knew I was on earth (I'm talking about 10 hits of liquid dropped onto my tounge). But with the Lady, I'm in another galaxy.

- I was with a friend of mine the first time he smoked salvia and he thought he was in the fucking ocean and ran into a closet!

- I felt like sucked in a twodimensional mirror and I actually saw this evil sourceress (lady salvia?) and she smashed the mirror containing my very ego into thousond pieces/little egos and all the pieces were screaming and hallucinating at once, all kinds of voices talking and trying to connect to the other pieces but the sourceress put the pieces in a box a shaked it.

- i tried salvia for the first time a couple months ago. being experienced with high doses of shrooms and a bit of lsd, i wanted to make sure i got the desired effects. loaded one bong of 21x extract, ripped, held it in while loading another. exhaled and ripped immidiately after, before i exhaled the second time i was thrown into a mario-like dimension where i was lying on the concrete. i could feel and smell the concrete, and although there were about 5 people in the room with me, who i was completely unaware of them; instead i could still hear their conversation--it was completely distorted and translated to something foreign. i never expected anything like this, and while i didnt flip out, i did come out of it with a very pale face, and a racing heart. my initial perceptions of the trip made me conclude i had a bad trip about dying, but later on i began to realize i was in a completely distant mindscape. in any case, i tried a hefty dose of lsd a few months later, 8 hits of the white blotter thats goin around, and, while there was ego-destruction, it was nothing like the complete open-eyed transformation of reality that salvia extract provided. im positive that a higher lsd dose would yield further seperation of mind and body, but i dont see it in the same way as salvia. lsd takes me deeper and deeper within my own mind. salvia seemed to take me somewhere else....

- lsd, in the right setting, brings out all the joy in life.
salvia just freaks me out.

- Salvia: A cold, hard smack to the psyche. Death-like. Joy-less.
LSD: Ecstatic, fast, frightening, magical, colourful.

- on Salvia...it's not even a matter of time dilation, it's more like eternity spread out over an instant. On acid I've spent what seemed like a day or so as a chair, but when I remembered it it was just like, weird, how could I ever think that and it wasn't really all that long afterall. Now, on Salvia, I've spent generations (and the actual time passed like it would normally pass, memories and all) as a family of fruitflies. My first time out I was a Chinese child and I lived an entire life in a small village and ever hundred years a dragon came so we all had to go fight the dragon but at that point I was a hundred and seven years old so I could only watch the young men fight while I urged them on. I died not long after that, maybe a few years, and then my spirit wandered and watched until the trip wore off and I came to. My bong was still smoking from the hit I had taken. So, yes, absolutely, Salvia doesn't last long at all. But in your head it lasts VERY LONG periods of time, and since everything is ultimately in your head anyway, what's the difference besides having more time to do other things?

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Ive tried salvia once and will never do it again. I took one rip of 15x and held it in. By the time i exhaled i was sinking into a different reality. I was alone in my room but my bro was outside. The room i was in was composed of levels and the top level was the door (My escape) the reality i was in was terrible. I wasn't me i wasnt in my house and i had no idea what was going on but i knew that i had to get to the door or else i would be stuck in this awful world forever. It seemed an impossible feat to reach the door and i began to relize my fate of being stuck in this world forever. Just then my brother poked his head in the room and said something i cant remember. I felt saved by seeing a familiar face i was able to burst through the door but i could not string together words to talk to my bro. I finally remembered the world i really lived in and was happy. But then my brother smiled and it seemed very sinister to me i had the feeling that my real world was fake my entire life and my bro was a part of that horrible alternate reality that i though i was permenetly stuck in i felt that the world was going to slip away beneath me and i would be back in that incomprehensible world. It was TERRIFYING. I though i would never be able to go back to the life i knew. It was almost like dying. After the trip was over i felt like i had been in the room trying to get out for hours but it was only a minute or so. I layed down on my couch and was still dumbfounded and was having difficulty speaking. It was one of the most bizzare and horrifying expiriences of my life.

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Trial

At the trial in 1982, charged with 13 offenses, Hinckley was found not guilty by reason of insanity on June 21. The defense psychiatric reports found him to be insane while the prosecution reports declared him legally sane.<7> Hinckley was confined at St. Elizabeths Hospital in Washington, D.C.<7>

"Goodbye friends. Please don't be mad at me. The literacy rate is below 5%. I haven't talked to one person who is literate. I want to make it out alive. The longest war in the history of the United States. Goodbye. I'm saddened with the current currency and job employment. I had a bully at school. Thank you. P.S. --plead the fifth!"

"I liked his personality," Ms. Hawkes said. "He was nice, attentive. He was never rude. He had no interest in drugs or alcohol. He was respectful. He would give me compliments and never ignore me."

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Mr. Loughner's father was quiet, Ms. Hawkes said, but not distant. He spent most of his time restoring old cars, she said. "His dad was always there," she said. "He'd get these old cars and fix them up really nice."

Mr. Loughner's mother worked and would offer the pair snacks and check in on them when she got home, Ms. Hawkes said. "She didn't hover. I guess she did the normal amount of checking," Ms. Hawkes said.

If Mr. Loughner had complaints about his parents, she never heard them. "He admired his mom," she said. "She was really sweet and thoughtful."

The Loughner house was neat and comfortable, with framed family pictures all around, she recalled.