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While working on the current projects, I pretty much think all the time, and don't really step out often to make people friends. Basically there is no reason for that until things are corrected.
Although I am around some people that are acquaintances, and some people that show some friendship, to actually have friends would not make sense before the proper beer and travel money correction.
Without the beer and travel correction, I would have to have them pay for anything that friends do together, and that is not very friendly, so for the most part, have not tried to make friends, nor looked for that.
Also most places I go there are plenty of other things to work on while there anyways.
Have you noticed my posts here are not really geared to make friends with posters here, it is the same thing.
And in some way going out to live a normal life with friends and such would be accepting an unjust situation. For those that think I am not living life, they don't understand that years ago I said it would be better to not accept a wrong condition then have a fake life in a unacceptable condition.
So if that sounds like not having a life for the last decade or so, maybe that is why the debt owed keeps going up, and I don't need a life, if it does not match acceptable conditions, that would be not living anyways.
And I am still due beer and travel money.
And even the few times I do go out, that is just a different way to pass the time till the proper correction occurs, that is not having fun or anything, that wont happen until the proper beer and travel money is paid, why would it, that would be accepting wrong, I said the same thing years ago, and no argument or education has shown that decision wrong.
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