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Related: Editorials & Other Articles, Issue Forums, Alliance Forums, Region ForumsOut of the hospital on Tuesday, back in on Thursday
http://www.democraticunderground.com/10021321601Am very frustrated with this disease and somewhat scared. The meds are not doing their jobs to keep it in remission and we are not sure what comes next. Added to the complications of the Pancreatitis and other issues that come along, it just seems like I am losing the battle. Frankly, I am tired of fighting. Not sure there is much fight left in me.
demtenjeep
(31,997 posts)other than the fear of missing work, (my classroom is probably a wreck) I don't have to worry about when to go to the hospital. My GI and Gen Docs know I know the symptoms and what is going on so I just have to call them...if it is weekend, their service and by the time I am packed and showered my admit papers are waiting for our arrival.
Panasonic
(2,921 posts)just ask for help if you need us to take some load off you...
demtenjeep
(31,997 posts)Palliative care (from Latin palliare, to cloak) is an area of healthcare that focuses on relieving and preventing the suffering of patients. Unlike hospice care, palliative medicine is appropriate for patients in all disease stages, including those undergoing treatment for curable illnesses and those living with chronic diseases, as well as patients who are nearing the end of life. Palliative medicine utilizes a multidisciplinary approach to patient care, relying on input from physicians, pharmacists, nurses, chaplains, social workers, psychologists, and other allied health professionals in formulating a plan of care to relieve suffering in all areas of a patient's life. This multidisciplinary approach allows the palliative care team to address physical, emotional, spiritual, and social concerns that arise with advanced illness.
Medications and treatments are said to have a palliative effect if they relieve symptoms without having a curative effect on the underlying disease or cause. This can include treating nausea related to chemotherapy or something as simple as morphine to treat a broken leg or ibuprofen to treat aching related to an influenza (flu) infection.
Although the concept of palliative care is not new, most physicians have traditionally concentrated on trying to cure patients. Treatments for the alleviation of symptoms were viewed as hazardous and seen as inviting addiction and other unwanted side effects.[1]
The focus on a patient's quality of life has increased greatly during the past twenty years. In the United States today, 55% of hospitals with more than 100 beds offer a palliative-care program,[2] and nearly one-fifth of community hospitals have palliative-care programs.[3] A relatively recent development is the concept of a dedicated health care team that is entirely geared toward palliative treatment: a palliative-care team.
nadinbrzezinski
(154,021 posts)longship
(40,416 posts)Wishing you well. You're in my thoughts.
Cha
(297,220 posts)it must be after dealing with an illness for so long. I'm so glad you don't have to worry about your insurance paying for your care, demtenjeep.
I know it's scary from experience..Wishing the Best!
HeiressofBickworth
(2,682 posts)Remember the poem: "Do not go gentle into that good night. Rage, rage against the dying of the light."
I'm sending you thoughts of strength and courage.
Tikki
(14,557 posts)Hope there will be better days ahead..
Tikki
oldtime dfl_er
(6,931 posts)I know so many people living with and battling this horrid disease. I hope with all my heart that you find the right meds and find the strength to keep fighting. As someone else said, we -- and the world -- need(s) you.
emilyg
(22,742 posts)goclark
(30,404 posts)Whovian
(2,866 posts)Please be strong and keep an eye on the positive around you.
catbyte
(34,386 posts)Please know that you are in my thoughts and in my heart.
Diane
DesertRat
(27,995 posts)Hang in there. You have a lot of people rooting for you.
patrice
(47,992 posts)music and doing relaxation routines, in order to relieve some of the stress of fighting the disease and to help conserve your physical strength.
If you don't know about these things, you could ask your doctor or for these services when you are in the hospital.
demtenjeep
(31,997 posts)I will ask my doc when he comes in doing rounds on some relaxation routines.
Thank you
patrice
(47,992 posts)routines are actually very basic bio-mechanics built upon deep breathing. You are talking to your body in a very purposeful way to get it to ease up on itself and create space for something other than the struggle.
Please seek the right music for yourself diligently, because it will help put your mind into neutral inside of a good space for you.
AllOne be with you, demtenjeep!!!
ribrepin
(1,726 posts)Hang in there. You are in my prayers.
Surya Gayatri
(15,445 posts)onethatcares
(16,168 posts)may you have some peace.
demtenjeep
(31,997 posts)I am just so tired
and so discouraged.
Auntie Bush
(17,528 posts)sending you healing thoughts.
blueamy66
(6,795 posts)I am sorry for your situation.
I wish the best for you.
Texasgal
(17,045 posts)and I hope you get better soon.
malaise
(268,997 posts)Fight on!
patrice
(47,992 posts)patrice
(47,992 posts)sense is one of our most primitive (deeply "wired" modalities.
I know how I feel every time I smell dill, which evokes memories of sunny summer days and the baskets of cucumbers and dill that my mother used to buy from the gardener who used to also let us pick grapes in his vineyard, where I'd encounter bees with fat yellow legs laden with pollen, hovering peacefully amongst the fragrant vines. I mention this as an example of what scent can do for you, so someone who can help you with any special smell you may have experienced might also help ease the fight for you and help you conserve your strength.
Perhaps you should also find out if you could be a candidate for medical cannabis??? I also remember from the day back when that pot lightened my tension just enough that, instead of the lassitude that some people claim, I felt motivation and energy when high. That may just have been my particular chemistry and I have no idea how one goes about finding about such things, but it couldn't hurt to ask. Also, there are national level medical cannabis organizations now, who could advise your doctor about his/her questions.
Namaste, demtenjeep!
virgogal
(10,178 posts)patrice
(47,992 posts)demtenjeep
(31,997 posts)seems to help settle my stomach
patrice
(47,992 posts)it's ginger root so it has a hotness to it that is balanced by the sugar-crystallization. Most grocery bulk-sections have crystallized ginger root these days, or might get it for you if you ask.
I have to be careful around crystalized ginger, not to eat too much of it, because it affects my sleep, keeps me awake. Best kept to mornings, so that the effect can wear off.
Ginger is soothing to the stomach
kestrel91316
(51,666 posts)Nobody should face serious illness without access to cannabis. It can really help with nausea and appetite issues.
KT2000
(20,577 posts)please keep fighting!
NotThisTime
(3,657 posts)If you ever want to email a private message, please do so, I found in the darkest days is when I needed to write or talk most, and talking to family wasn't so helpful, it was more upsetting to them.
madrchsod
(58,162 posts)if ya need some help you know ya can find it here.
riderinthestorm
(23,272 posts)Remember its always darkest before the dawn. Have you considered getting a massage? It can do wonders in terms of relaxing you and helping you "feel" calmer. Personally we've had good luck with acupuncture as well during some of our darkest health crisis.